This mix is the result of many things, it's not the best mix I've ever done (Technically) I had to overcome many things, like, Apathy, Depression, Self Doubt, and Audio Glitches!!! 
While mixing, from the start, every 20 seconds or so, there was a brief distortion of sound, the like of which, has made me abort the mix, in the past!
So, this mix is the result of, Love (of myself) Determination, perseverance, stubbornness, and ignorance (of things sent to distract me)
I had planned for this mix to be titled something else, but there you go!!!
I can't even remember what it was now, something about using a chapstick, not on my lips, but up my nose! And was that, Determination or Desperation?  Obviously, I chose, Determination! Haha
Anybody who has been a serious user of Ketamine, will know exactly where I'm coming from!!! 😹
Ultimately though, this mix is because, last week, when I got home from work, almost every night  I sniffed Ketamine and listened to Alan Watts 😁💖🙏

The Truth Is Inside Of Us ALL

Hi, I'm Jake a 56 year old music addict and drug fiend who is finally starting to see the error of his ways!!! (too late now and no room for regrets!) And by Error of my ways, I mean I can see how I've ruined the taking of certain drugs by abusing them! So now they no longer work properly!  I'm 40 years in now! and I am going to see it through till the end! A true Taurus person, Stubborn as Fuck!
For people who have never taken drugs, I suggest you start NOW! It's a Spiritual thing, You have to Expand your mind to accommodate the knowledge that will set you free! If you are good at meditating, then that will do as good, if not better, I'm shit at meditating! So it's drugs for me!  It's all about truth, and don't be fooled into thinking you can learn this by reading it in a book or listening to someone speaking about it, YOU CAN'T,  It must come from within your self,  A Realisation, Only then will You know the Truth! 
I got into Punk around 1982 and not long after discovered Hardcore Punk, around 1993 I finally allowed myself to get into Rave and then got into mixing.
I got into Oldskool Hardcore and Jungle when I turned 50! better late than never I suppose. haha

The Truth Is Inside Of Us ALL

jaKe