Run The Race

Been called Lou Bird ever since 2-3. I am no role model, this is my lifestyle. I can only write what I know. I am in methadone recovery and off 7 xmnxx milly-phili buzz moment black drop. Namaste.


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Lou Bird - Speed Dialer [Prod. neoteens]

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SUSTAIN

SPINNING

something inspired by jojo p7

youtube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXX6rhLEums

i also have a p5 type beat here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gj4dJ-rBpkw

steel ball run

jirai kei

Drift Away

if im not enough for you
i guess im not enough
i dont tell you how i feel
it would break your heart
make you feel guilty, not giving love to me
if you have none to give just take all you need
I just hope you never know the pain you cause me
because i know I'm not t he only one who'd give you everything
please don't listen to to me
It doesn't matter if it hurts, i'll love you all the same
I have no right to be feel hurt
I have no right to love you  
i have no right to be writing this song feeling sorry 
for myself, 
I imagined us together for weeks
and you call someone else
who fucks you like they wanted to 
you waited so long to be loved and you get used by those you trust
do you believe you're worth being loved?
any sorrow I feel for myself is outweighed by the 
pain that you feel while you're reduced by someone else
maybe you thought of us 
all I think of is you 
but I can never tell
If I couldn't make you love me 
If you want embrace
if you want to be   accepted
if you want me the same way


I could go away  if thats what you want
living in uncert    ainty you keep me hanging on
the only thing Im sure of is what you deserve
I can't numb the feeling, this pain inside my love
if you tell me how you feel would it break my heart?
its broken now, do it soon, you're teab ring me apart.
every waking second spent on everything you are
you just fall deeper away no matter how I built you up
but its been weeks since we've really talked


I don't care if its my time you're wasting
I don't care if its my heart you're breaking
just lie here in pea ce you don't need to love me
I'll hold you so tight you forget everything
everything forced and taken until you just give it away
did you tell me to push me away
were you shocked when I said I would stay 
  
you were taken for granted and left lying there
we feel so low but I lift you up
while i stay down
and you go away
do you think you don't hurt me that way
or do you think you have nothing to say
I hope that you never hear this song
know  
you don't realize the pain when you string me along
but the pain you put me through doesn't compare
to the idea of a future where
you still don't love yourself

Can't Feel Love No More

Cant Feel Love No More

Painting Shoes with Toes

Song about one of my favorite games

LYRICS:
Find me on island
I’m better and I’m fine
Feelin bad no more just takes fucking time
My toes ring got a diamond
I’m sippin too much wine
And I’m fine alone I’m on my fucking
Grind
Find me on island
I’m better and I’m fine
Feelin bad no more just takes fucking time
My toes ring got a diamond
I’m sippin too much wine
And I’m fine alone I’m on that grind

Poppin a joy
Now I’m aggressive
Blue blue pill
racing my heart
My heart is stressin

Shit will set me off
Turn me to a blob
Losing all I had
Abusing all I lost
What’s the cost
Of losing all my friends
And crashing all my cars
Confused on what’s the end
And what my life is worth
Depressed from thinkin about death
And why my fucking life was birthed
Im scared of losing all of it
Because my body’s fucking cursed
I guess I’ll take another hit
And lay down in this fucking hearse
Its hard to wake up in the morning
When you feel the fucking worst
I guess I’ll take another hit
And lay down in this hearse

Find me on island
I’m better and I’m fine
Feelin bad no more just takes fucking time
My toes ring got a diamond
I’m sippin too much wine
And I’m fine alone I’m on my fucking
Grind
Find me on island
I’m better and I’m fine
Feelin bad no more just takes fucking time
My toes ring got a diamond
I’m sippin too much wine
And I’m fine alone I’m on that fucking grind

JOY PILLED // LISA THE PAINFUL [PROD.COHST]

I'm Jake Noel, 27 year old musician/producer/rapper from Chicago.