convinced i'm dying

said darling its fine
i really don’t mind 
everybody knows me as a fuck up
used to losing all the time
said its fine
i really don’t mind
they say if the shoes fits wear it 
well im wearing mine 

blame me
me
me
ill be your scape goat
goat
you could blame me
me
ill be your scape goat
goat

i’m not much
of anything
i’m not fit
for wedding rings nah
i bet you fucking hate me now
i called it
didn’t i?
what are you doing tonight
ill call u over, we’ll fight
you’ll hold my hand and we’ll cry
we both know we’re outta time

said darling its fine
i really don’t mind 
everybody knows me as a fuck up
used to losing all the time
said its fine
i really don’t mind
they say if the shoes fits wear it 
well im wearing mine 

blame me
me
me
ill be your scape goat
goat
you could blame me
me
ill be your scape goat
goat

scapegoat

https://linktr.ee/jayportal

lyrics:
i fall in love too easily
i’m working on it honestly
and i can only do so much for myself
oh i can only do so much

i’m working on it
brain chemicals toxic
pistol in my pocket
in case i gotta deal with myself
i see through the lies
instead of cutting ties you put salt in the wound
gas to fire
afraid of commitment 
no good at goodbyes
been through that once and what a waste of time

i keep falling for the wrong ones
is it you or is it me who’s got the problem

i fall in love too easily
i’m working on it honestly
and i can only do so much for myself
oh i can only do so much

you look so good when you’re dancing alone
demeanour like steal and a heart made of chrome
you think by any chance i could take you home
you said lets go
i’ll buy you drink then i’ll fall in love
you’ll break my heart in the next few months
i’ll be on my own without anymore trust
i do it again and again and again 

oh i keep falling for the wrong ones
is it you or is it me who’s got the problem

i fall in love too easily
i’m working on it honestly
and i can only do so much for myself
oh i can only do so much

fall

https://linktr.ee/jakekiss
lyrics:
self inflicted trauma
i cant put up with the bullshit around me
i’m not one to wanna deal with all the drama
i just wanna be alone in the tall trees
burying the old me
i wanna see an old me
i was young back then
i just hope you know im sorry
i hope you know im sorry

drowning in all my vices
& all you’re advice ain’t shit
cause you don’t know what i know
so when i die
there’ll be nothing to figure out
cause i’ll be fine
yeah i’ll be fine

death before dishonour
i’ve betrayed myself
should be dead by now
done some things that ain’t proud of
i don’t think that i might ever come down
waking up on the pavement
hoping i’ll make it
on wing and a prayer
how much can i take of this shit
how much further can I sink
anto the depths of the waters
and losing you’s the hardest part of all

drowning in all my vices
& all you’re advice ain’t shit
cause you don’t know what i know
so when i die
there’ll be nothing to figure out
cause i’ll be fine
yeah i’ll be fine

when i die

lyrics:

I’ve never fell so hard
Into my own grave
Thought you were an angel
But that was my mistake
I cant keep this up
Holding my breath
I can’t tell if it's love
Coming from your lips

You were my everything
I cant let you go
I can’t live if I don’t say to you

I can’t breathe
Without you here
I can’t go on
It’s looking grim
It’s looking

It’s like you never existed
Only in my mind
Something so intrinsic
When it was you and I
Now there’s no place else to go
Running off in circles
You hit me with every blow
You left me blue and purple

You were my everything
I cant let you go
I can’t live if I don’t say to you

I can’t breathe
Without you here
I can’t go on
It’s looking grim
It’s looking

breathe

https://linktr.ee/jakekiss
lyrics:
i'm tired of trying my best
i've lost the fire in my chest
i wanna empty my head
i'll break everything in sight
you'll tell me things just ain't that bad
i disagree
i disagree
wholeheartedly 
dont fuck with me
dont fuck with me
before i breakdown
before i breakdown

i'm falling apart now
nobody to help me out
nobody to hold me down
i dont know why i'm still trying
i'm convinced i'm dying
death comes easy
life comes harder
i'm tired so why would i bother
fighting
going crazy
every night i gotta bottle
i'm with my baby
she gunna leave me in a hour and tell me i been
changing up and acting sour well i can't hide it anymore

i'm tired of trying my best
i've lost the fire in my chest
i wanna empty my head
i'll break everything in sight
you'll tell me things just ain't that bad
i disagree
i disagree
wholeheartedly 
dont fuck with me
dont fuck with me
before i breakdown
before i breakdown

breakdown

jake kiss