everywhere is nowhere

belittling over little things
romanticize hatred for little mistakes
you made them too

dragged through the mud
for speaking my truth
who am i to judge
all the flaws i see in me i see in you

belittling over little things
romanticize hatred for little mistakes
you made them too

you made them too

hatred

cobwebs in my eyes
theres no more struggle
await an imminent demise
come and eat me alive
alive

i fell straight down
my teeth kissed the ground
blood in my mouth
you got something to say then spit it out

black and blue all over me
wounds that never heal right
all these scars still open up
man down call for help
i dont see no one around
i guess ill just help myself
im the only one thats got me now

i fell straight down
my teeth kissed the ground
blood in my mouth
you got something to say then spit it out

eat me alive

follow the trail
itll lead you back to me
all i needed was help
so badly i could scream
i never made a sound
not even a peep
i've never felt like that

like that
like that
like that
ive never felt like that

somewhere along the way
i think i lost myself
i held you in your grave
didnt hear your cries for help
ill never be the same
my lifes a living hell without you
without you im out of place

youre breathing heavy
i know its a lot 
but ill be right here when youre ready to talk
alright
i promise ill hold you right
no matter how dark the night
ill keep you by my side
you said when it hurts you feel the most alive
but when your say those words baby 
you make me cry

follow the trail
itll lead you back to me
all i needed was help
so badly i could scream
i never made a sound
not even a peep
i've never felt like that

like that
like that
like that
ive never felt like that

somewhere along the way
i think i lost myself
i held you in your grave
didnt hear your cries for help
ill never be the same
my lifes a living hell without you
without you im out of place

outta place

sell me
celebrate me
hate me
mutilate me
bury me
cherish me
you created me
now forget i even existed
forget i even existed at all

forget me

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lyrics:
what a lovely surprise
never thought that you could let go of all of your pride
i know how much you needed advice
holding back the fire in your eyes

take your time
so quick to jeopardize your life

you fell for all the shit i told you not to
i say the same old shit
you never take it in
i promise i have your best interest at heart
but you call me a liar
i'm at fault everytime

what a lovely surprise
never thought that you could let go of all of your pride
i know how much you needed advice
holding back the fire in your eyes

take your time
so quick to jeopardize your life

jeopardize

your mine
your mine
your mine
why cant you just admit it
i know sometimes im cynical but baby baby your mine
when we were both lost
you showed me how to love
wont fuck it up this time

you take me high
just to take me down
i want inside of your mind
will you let me inside

when i didnt wanna breathe
you became my one and only reason
i just wanted you to see
how much i need you
i fuckin need you
you make me sick
i was hoping you could make me better
why'd you go and throw salt in my wounds
you know theyre tender
hook line and sink
i fell for everything you fuckin liar
you fuckin liar but your mine

why cant you just admit it
i know sometimes im cynical but baby baby your mine
when we were both lost
you showed me how to love
wont fuck it up this time

you take me high
just to take me down
i want inside of your mind
will you let me inside

mine

i hate facing bones buried in my closet
the monster in the corners got a fuckin staring problem
i cant stand falling victim to your prayer
express you sentiments but dont make me your sacrament
i don't need saving
i must be doing something wrong
you cant change me
ive been unlucky all along

i fear im not my best
i fear im not my best
im on an all time low
you'd never know cause i'm hiding
i feel like someone else
i feel like someone else
i don't take my losses well
i'm throwing in the towel

unlucky

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Breathe for once
Believe in me
Trust
Tightness and blurry vision
I would go but I'm afraid of the clinic
Cries out for help it's sickening
I wish you would shut up for once and listen 

It gets too hard to explain
Haven't been feeling the same
Start to dissassociate
Bearing all of this weight I can't handle it
I have been waiting for so long
Just to feel ok I pray to the lord but he's so far
Cause I'm so far gone

Breathe for once
Believe in me
Trust
Tightness and blurry vision
I would go but I'm afraid of the clinic
Cries out for help it's sickening
I wish you would shut up for once and listen

breathing exercises

days go by
since we last said goodbye
i know it might hurt to try
but i,

i'll be your light when theres nothing left
lack of sight and short of breath
i'll be there
i'll be there 
i'll be there when everywhere is nowhere

tired devil rest your head
get a little sleep
you deal with so much
you push it all beneathe
but yours eyes
oh i can see
theyre not the same as they used to be

i'll be your light when theres nothing left
lack of sight and short of breath
i'll be there
i'll be there 
i'll be there when everywhere is nowhere

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will you lead me back to heaven
not the best intentions
i would bleed forever
if means we would be together
i gotta hold on
i gotta hold on
need you beside me
need you beside me for now

in deep waters right now
will you let me drown
girl you said it gets better
i need better right now

breathe
just breathe
just breathe

will you lead me back to heaven
not the best intentions
i would bleed forever
if means we would be together
i gotta hold on
i gotta hold on
need you beside me
need you beside me for now

lovers to enemies
my heart was severed
your love was a melody i could sing forever
don't let me down
i dont wanna do this now

breathe
just breathe
just breathe

will you lead me back to heaven
not the best intentions
i would bleed forever
if means we would be together
i gotta hold on
i gotta hold on
need you beside me
need you beside me for now

bleed

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lyrics:
wash my hands in holy water again
hope it'll clear me of my sins
waste away my days til the end
getting drunk and doing drugs with all my friends

this is no way to live
i'm overcome with this sickness
ill take it all on the chin
im going down with a grin

im going down
im going way down
im going down
down

feeling sick
said im fine but i lied
no love to give
too dead inside
getting drunk as shit
too fried to try
too weird to live
too rare to die

wash my hands in holy water again
hope it'll clear me of my sins
waste away my days til the end
getting drunk and doing drugs with all my friends

this is no way to live
i'm overcome with this sickness
ill take it all on the chin
im going down with a grin

im going down
im going way down
im going down
down

everywhere is nowhere

jake kiss