LOST BOY (EP)
Lyrics: $lump Doog 
Prod. by: LIL XB 
Label: THE DOOG$

THE LIGHT IN ME

Downtime - Noir

4or3ever - MY HEART TRAPPED ME IN A CORNER

mix and master @productofpain
prod. @impassixn
THANK YOU SCROLL GANG, 77K VIEWS!
EDIT: 200K VIEWS WOW!!!!
EDIT 2: 300K wtf i didnt think it woudl come so far damn

MUSIC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkCIO628S7c
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0KcsqtCHAY
LYRICS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCjrWFmWG_I

BEEN THERE, I’VE FUCKED UP, YOU STUCK IN MY MIND AND NOW I AM MENTALLY FORCED TO COMMIT SUICIDE

I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING CUZ I’M DISSAOCIATING, I’M PROVED THAT THE LONGER I’M LIVING MY LIFE

LONGER I BREATHE, LONGER I FIGHT, I SEE MY FRIENDS DYING LEFT AND THEN RIGHT

THINGS THAT I FEARED THE MOST, NOW’VE COME TO LIGHT

GUESS IT MEANS NOW I’MMA DIE

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MAYBE I’LL LOCK MYSELF IN FOR MY OWN FUCKING SAFETY AND HAVE SOMEONE TO THEN CHECK UP ON MY PSYCHE

I CANNOT EVEN BE LOVED CUZ I’M TOXIC, I’M UGLY, THESE BITCHES THEY SAY THAT I’M CHILDISH, AND SADLY I FEEL LIKE I’M BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE,

FRANKLY I WANNA BE SOMEBODY ELSE, SO THAT I CAN BE TAKEN AWAY FROM THIS PERSONAL HELL,

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DON’T LEAVE ME, DON’T LEAVE ME, BUT GIMME YA HICKEYS, I NEED YA AFFECTION 
DO NOT LET ME DEAL WITH YA LUSTFUL OBJECTIONS, CONFESSION, BABY YOU’RE MY ONLY CONNECTION, NOW I’MMA BE DISREGARDED THRU DA NATURAL SELECTION, YA HONOR I HAVE AN OBJECTION, I’M TOXIC CUZ THIS IS FOR MY OWN PROTECTION, CAN’T HANDLE OR PROCESS ALL THIS INFORMATION

AY

[CHORUS] 2X
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP, 
TALK ABOUT YA LIFE TIL WE TURN TO ASH
YAH

WARMED BY THE SUNLIGHT, WARM SHOWERS AND THE WARMTH FROM MY BED
IS THE ONLY, WARMTH THAT I’LL GET

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ALTHOUGH I CANNOT COMPLAIN CUZ THIS THING IS A LUXURY, LOVE IS A TRAGEDY, TIS DA INFLICTER OF AGONY, CAUSER OF CASUALTIES, IT WAS THE REASON I HAD MY ANXIETY, I’VE BEEN DEPRIVED OF THIS THANKFULLY, HEART TURNED TO ROCK AND NOW I JUST FEEL APATHY

THEN YOU COME BACK AND YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

NO, NO, NO, NO WHAT AN IRONY, YOU’RE JUST TALKIN’ TO A HUSK,
I’VE BEEN DEAD ALL ALONG

THEN YOU DARE HAVE THE AUDACITY, SAY I’M A FREAK

ONE YOU REFER TO IS ONE YOU CREATED, THE PRODUCT OF PAIN, GOT’EM BURIED DEEP LIKE MY ENGRAVINGS

DEAD I WILL ROAM, LIKE I’M LOST WHEN I’M WANDERING EARTH

WHEN I WILL DIE, I WILL TAKE TO THE SKY AND ABANDON THIS GREEDY OL’ MIND
BUT ‘FORE I GO,

[CHORUS]
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP, 
TALK ABOUT YA LIFE TIL WE TURN TO ASH
YAH
LET’S GO FUCKIN’ DANCE
POP A XANAX TIL YOU CRASH
MY HEAD UPON YA LAP...........

NOTHING

SPOTIFY:  https://open.spotify.com/album/4RBxenOX1i4gOiyH71eW5c

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Havent felt the same happiness since elementary
People tryna lock me in creative penitentaries
My high school experience started fuckin with me mentally
Cant see ahead of me
Embeded in my head is thoughts of feeling

Empty
Thoughts so sick
Thats why I where the mask often 
I get lost when I spit

Everythings dumb
I'm feeling numb
Hating my presence
Like a bad christmas

Is this hell
Oh well 
Im dissmissive

Tell me
If I'm dreaming 
Thats what Im wishing

I cant find a human I relate to
I cant find a person that dont hate who
I am
I am
I am

S S H V D O W
I cant find the will to love you
S S H V D O W
I dont know what this has come to
( x 3 )

"EMPTY" p. boyfifty

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