Questioning reality? Create a new one. Only you can change your life and what you choose will be on you. Sometimes you gotta give certain things up in order to create that new reality you wish for..

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https://www.youtube.com/c/prodchibi

Lyrics:
You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change

I really love you but it's getting hard to chase
Sometimes I wonder if you even like my face
Take is slow because I know were out of time
I need affection so I need you by my side

You wanna go you wanna ride changing the pace
Gimme a show switching the tide I'm in the race
They're gonna break ya
Come around radiant the fake love
Make a sound then you're gonna wake up
Spit it out know you wanna say sum

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

Breaking through I'm making progress
All the lucy got me feeling nauseous
You're so lovely sitting in a sun dress
I still love you when you're speaking nonsense
In the shade
On the beach I'm watching waves 
I don't really like the taste
Recently I like to hate
Hiding in a cage
Filling up with rage

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change (x2)

Bending and breaking
I wanna know if we're cool
Shimmy and shaking
Thinking I might be a fool
How do I take it
I gotta follow the rules
(rules, rules)

You said you miss me
Said you like it when I stay
Never easy
When you have to go away
I've been trying
Trying to get a better stage
Started crying
You don't like it when I change 

I really love you but it's getting hard to chase
(Bending and breaking)
Sometimes I wonder if you even like my face
(I wanna know if we're cool)
(Shimmy and shaking)
Take is slow cause I know were out of time
(Thinking I might be a fool)
(How do I take it)
I need affection so I need you by my side
(I gotta follow the rules)

Shimmy & Shaking (Prod. Chibi) (2019)

Color Blind

prod. @geo_1022

im a loser

Oh oh oh yeah(x2)

Yes I’m a loser baby 
 
Why don’t you save me 
Why don’t you save me 
Yeah
I’m a loser baby 

But you think that’s crazy 
You think that’s crazy yeah

I still need you in my life 
You are my motivation,
The one thing that a cherish when
Everything else is taken 
You see right through my smile 
And realized that I was faken
You dig into my soul
But know it’s time for operation 
I would dig into my skin just to pull you out,
You really left a couple Scars on
A loser like me I was thinking
This is IT and turn that S into a V
Maybe we can make a change 
Maybe we can make you see like,

I’m a loser baby nothings gunna change me
I would rather you be lame with me 
You touch be my collectible 
Your hug will be my edibles 
Your kisses get me so O high
Baby I’m a loser why would I try

I’m a loser baby 
I be playing games with Dungeons
I would rather roll her Dutches
I would never  switch the sweetness
I’m just trying love her all
Pack it up and grind it all 
Get high off of all my flaws 
I’m a loser tell them all 

Ima loser baby ima loser 
Yes I’m a loser baby nothings
Gunna change me  
I’m a loser baby 
But you think that’s crazy 

Oh oh oh (x2)

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Loser (prod. Garrett)

This song is about a break up that feels almost unbearable. The protagonist in this story sees their broken relationship as a flower that should have never bloomed in the first place. The aftermath of the relationship still affects them and they unwillingly ruminate over it. Thank you for 200!  Enjoy the track and much love. 🌺

[People who made this song possible]
Producer: https://soundcloud.com/swrlyy
Singer: https://soundcloud.com/leorinda
Rapper: https://soundcloud.com/kuzumellow

Lyrics: (leorinda)
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed 
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
and I feel you're a tempest 
howling gales in my sails
in the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said 
(il Westo)
I know you're probably watching 
I know you robbed me so stop it 
Vein popping outta my forehead
I'm red, anger knocking 
at the door, my core shook
look I knew you understood
foot by foot, bunny hopping
left and right, so I'll recite 
the thefts of those nights, sobbing 
funny you left me shopping
and copping new insides throbbing 
in the butcher aisle
in denial feeling sore 
beat this dead horse
left my voice coarse and my mind at war 
from mourning of course
drinking sour swills killed every hour 
didn't get a warning 
surprised I had the power
to devour your coward lies
the louder she got 
the more every doubt multiplied
a flower of remorse and regret 
a threat that blossomed to a virus that spreads 
I wish these flowers never bloomed
inhaling in your fumes, I was breathing in your doom 
and all the rues of your roses I consumed 
(leorinda)
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed 
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
and I feel you're a tempest 
howling gales in my sails
in the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said 
(Kuzu Mellow)
the crushing feeling asphyxiation
of all of you i can't help but deny it
and honestly i'm feelin blue
if only we didnt meet
then maybe we wouldn't bloom
don't be sorry
don't apologize for what you do
and everytime you left
I felt i got a little stronger
but everytime it happened
you were gone 
for so much longer
I'll spread my wings
and fly away
please don't try to make me stay
i'm not having all this garbage
so just get away
everytime we said we'd try
it ends in sad goodbyes
i'm not really feelin this
we're just wasting time
yeah you're stuck in my mind
but I'll forget you soon enough
and lose the will to cry
travel on to higher skies
never did i think
that we would end up like this
think about the times you hurt me 
you're my only witness
still I sit and wait
for you to come back and call my name
all for me to say to you
I'm done with playing these games
(leorinda)
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed 
You spearheaded my heart
You spun me in a typhoon
and I feel you're a tempest 
howling gales in my sails
in the veil of exhales
You pinned me down like a nail
I said

I said, I said , I said, I said , 
These flowers, I wish they never bloomed

Never Bloom Ft. Kuzu Mellow & leorinda 🌹💔(Prod. swrly)

Been awhile since I posted a track. Here's a shitty space love track.

Go check out @hentaidesuka cause they got some hella smooth beats.

I do not own the artwork

Lyrics

(Verse 1)
I built a rocketship
So I could find my way to you
I'd leave a little early so I'd
Get there right before it's noon
so we can look up at the sun
Where there it might be different too
I felt a little crazy
When you said it was the color blue

And we can run away together
She looked me in my eyes
And said our love is interstellar
Take my hand and we can go to
Jupiter forever
Pick whatever planet
It don't matter
It's all right

(Hook)
Saving everything I had
So I could see you face
Your eyes are like the stars
With a galaxy embrace
I know I sound generic but
Thats how I truly feel
Even if I touch you I still 
Don't believe it's real

(Verse 2)
And you can teach me your philosophies
Tell me all the things you are
That people wouldn't let you be
Walk along the contstellations
Write your name on everything
Just in case I'm lost so
I can find you on the shiny rings

Of Saturn
Now were on the latter
I don't wanna end
I'm afraid that you might shatter
Cause space is bending both of us
we'll change our state of matter
I'm losing oxygen, I don't know
If I'll be fine 

(Outro)
We can live on the moon
That's where we'll spend our time
We can travel trough space
See the galaxys shine
Now I have to go home
Promise you're on my mind
I'm on Earth all alone
Dreaming of you at night

Interstellar (Prod. by hentaidesu)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/draffish & https://soundcloud.com/mental

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
first things first lets make this clear
i don't know where i'll be next year
for all i care i could be on the street

i feel so lame when you are near
i think bout how i was last year
for all i care i could be six feet deep

[Hook]
its noones fault but just my own
and noone knows what i would owe
i don't know if you'll ever give it back

with blurry eyes i feel alone
in clubs i cry in bathroom stalls
i don't know if you'll ever take me back

[Verse 2]
first things first lets make this clear
i don't know where i'll be next year
for all i care i could be on the street

i feel so lame when you are near
i think bout how i was last year
for all i care i could be six feet deep

in dim lit rooms i'll see your face
inside the fumes i'll feel your grace
wash over me a sad and broken wreck

i wish for views of mountainsides
and country roads that i can ride
and realise that i dont need to forget

[Hook]
its noones fault but just my own
and noone knows what i would owe
i don't know if you'll ever give it back

with blurry eyes i feel alone
in clubs i cry in bathroom stalls
i don't know if you'll ever take me back

why - prod. our final hours

prod. Ian Crumley (Gold Revere)
lyrics by Akash Gururaja and Roderick Porter

Memories

Memories (feat. Roderick Porter)

Got Me! (feat. Re:)

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Got Me! (feat. Re:)

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Lyrics:
Thinking on a moon of the sun my
Evil may be doomed to have won my
Feelings usually zoom through the lust my
Mind will dream of you when im done
Im

I contemplate the pit in barrels of guns
Or
Fantasize about a noose around my neck like its hung
I lived a decent life i cant complain my thoughts seeming strung
Say i got no reason to be this way changing my lane to fun 
Then swerving back into my woefulness
Yea deep in my lungs
All this confusion bottles up into the shxt that i sung
Outside im beaming like a becon 
Inside dark as the tounge
Of a serpent i feel like it worsened once i finally woke up
Soaked in a moment
Broken im ownin up what i dug
Focused and stronger now 
yet still a question mark on the love
Older im sulkin
Hopin i just blow over this stuff
Bold as a poster child
Yet still the sessions ark in the mud
Over it all
Everything
They want me to trust
Like these theories inside of my skull are not bound to erupt
They wanna call
Settle things 
that been in the dust
Like i give a fuck i been evolved im just now showin you punks
Viku

Thinking on a moon of the sun my
Evil may be doomed to have won my

Mind varries
Tasmanian devil
Im not the scary
Type
Prepare for hype 
Librarian shuffle
Fast very
Spazz and carry a shovel
Im not the blaring type
Prepare the light
So high ima shuttle
Ask and im sharing
Past to perry
No present
Cast the caring to pesents
Chill im gon be there in a second
Mask staring
Pain to pleasure
Its plesent
Cast out the reverend
O me o my cause im god
Hope you get it
I use my
Own name in vain then wonder why im damned
I use my
Own frame to redirect the pain from them
I use my
Own days and time to write whats in the air
Panic and flair my fucking arms into the sky all as they stare dont care im

Thinking on a moon of the sun my
Evil may be doomed to have won my
Feelings usually zoom through the lust my
Mind will dream of you when im done
Im

Moon Of The Sun

Iil Jared - im Tired Of Feeling This Way

Message to myself (prod.faux sala)

Living one step at a time.

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Message to myself (prod.faux sala)

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