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Lyrics
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[Intro]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

Mess

Mess [Prod. Collins]

Ocean Waves w/ The North Shore, animalgraves, RXMS, soulfade & residential.[+ Jolst]

i could never not love you (2019)

goodbyes are the hardest part (didnt make the album) w/ jay vee fatse 93

Lyrics:
you steal could my flow, but i could steal your ho
but i aint trust no bitch, so i just ride solo
im never giving up, until i got a home
all these girls is the same, but keep it way down low

key, low, you dont wanna know me
hold, me, you dont wanna show me
no, sleep, never will console me
lonely, smoke until i OD

smoke until i OD, said it wasnt possible but you dont even know me
fuck up out my face when you say that you a OG
but it dont matter on the lowkey

giving up, cause there aint nothin to talk about
guess we're done, and i prolly wont see you around
one more cup, i dont feel it but its goin down
kill the sun, you dont need it when you in the clouds

said youd be around, you a liar save your bullshit
wake up on the floor i dont even wanna do this
maybe i could die if im always getting too lit
hands up in the sky, cause i give up i could prove it

tie my hands bring me up to the attic
cloak my head in the dark and i panic
lock the door walk away cause you manic
im replaced now im gone like its magic

It's Okay To Be Scared

itsokaytobescared

trying w/ saint tomorrow

plenty more in the works, hope y'all enjoy!

artist-- https://www.instagram.com/maepetals/
producer-- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWcA0vULcNnoeDYHBjwtfQg

-lyrics-
On a cold night without her I shiver
But the fire I feel when I'm with her
Isn't something that I take for granted
And if you're human then you understand it

Fireworks on new year's eve
I need you, I miss you

You make my heart race
Like I just made first place
And ten million snow flakes fell down
On my face right now

Ooh oh [4x]
It's so cold in here [3x]

You're so sweet you gave me a tooth-ache
But it's okay
You're so cold to the touch like an igloo
But it's okay
Just lemme warm you up like the sun do
I'm boutta shine true, baby won't you shine too?

When it gets below sub-zero
Let me be you winter hero

So don't shiver
My little sinner
I'll hold you so close
Just sate my hunger

Cold [3x]
Baby bear stay close to me,
Stay close to me
My love, won't you take my heart?
I gave it to you, right from the damn start

On a cold night without her I shiver
But the fire I feel when I'm with her
Isn't something that I take for granted
And if you're human then you understand it

Fireworks on new year's eve
I need you, I miss you

The stars don't get old with you
I'm never cold with you
I'll give you all I can
So, love just take my hand

shiver [prod. nk music]

produced by me x 93feetofsmoke


lyrics:

sometimes i wonder how i got here
sometimes i wonder why im even trying
sometimes i wonder what i want here
this pain in my chest makes me feel like im dying
sitting all alone in my backyard
so down bad playing guitar
and nobody knows me
im just a ghost wearing all black clothing
walking through the hallway i hear their words
i just ignore it even tho it hurts
it hurts, it hurts x2

middleschool flashback

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/lpuff 

lyrics:

I had a dream last night 
some may call it a nightmare 
but I live for the fear 
I like the dark essence that 
runs through the air 
I live for the pain only reason I’m here 
where would I be without 
the aches upon my skin 
or the marks up on my heart 

I hate that you think you tore me apart 
I did it to myself when I tried too hard 

I had a dream last night 
saw your shadow in the distance 
whimper in fear but don’t get 
me wrong I live for the fear 
so come a little closer closer 
I wanna whisper something in your ear 

I had a dream last night 
talked to the ghosts of my past 
told them my stories how nothing ever lasts 
Share all my pain how I'm tryna move on 
Wish this life didn’t seem so long

had a dream last night (prod. LIVING PUFF)

@xweepings

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I tried to trust, tried to love, all for us
It ain't work, now I'm hurt and I hate that hoe
Heart turned to dust, had enough
Got crushed, used to care about it all now I can't no more
I got a rush from the words not heard
Now I'm worse, god damn this can't be so
But I guess it must, now I can't cope
If you hold me close don't let me go

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

Sadness addict, fell the weight of the planet
Fucking erratic, don't know how I manage
I seem okay when we get face to face
But behind all the skin, I have honestly had it

One day I'm just gonna lose it
Don't know what the fuck I been doing
All my life I been wasting my time
You don't know who I am and neither do I

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

| weepings |

Fighting every night
hate the silence so I write out
all of these songs everyday
my own headspace is a maze
I think I'm falling out of
love, it was good while it lasted
tilt back the bottle, get blasted 
you was fake, made outta plastic
eating through my heart like acid

but I don't know what I'd do without you
the world is so dark but you lighten my hue
ain't nobody gonna press up on me the way that you do, seeing right thru that
show me just a sign
a single pleading line
so I don't turn my back on you

fucked in the head I might repeat the cycle like
walk home alone with a bottle I trifle like
ain't feeling well you should check on my vitals write
thoughts from the past, they got me suicidal, white
walk in the snowfall
after the leaves fall down
I cannot recall
my life a freefall now
decline all these calls
walking down these halls, frown
I'm not at peace, brawl, my head is leaking out

spotify.

broken bonds. (feat. weepings) | Produced by 16preme

make u prouuddd prod. jaimoe

ARSXN (Pekarot)

Destiny feat. Foreign Forest (prod. jody)

Produced by yungspoiler x michaelwarren

AM I THE LETTERS ON UR TATTOO?

Lyrics:

"iluvtora"

it's a long long road
i think we're going on a spiral
i always leave even though i know it's my wrong
and baby hold my hand lets take a trip to my home
it's cus i still feel all alone

and now we're starting over 
something that i told myself
our love can't never end
i don't want u as a friend

and now we're starting over 
something that i told myself

tha-that i told myself

tha-that i, that i, that i-

i-i-i-i-i-i can't remember to forget u
when we touch and lock eyes now i'm brand new
am i the letters on ur tattoo?
after all ur the one i'm coming back to

i can't remember to forget u
when we touch and lock eyes now i'm brand new
am i the letters on ur tattoo?
after all ur the one i'm coming back to

it's a long long road
i think we're going on a spiral
i always leave even though i know it's my wrong
and baby hold my hand lets take a trip to my home
it's cus i still feel all alone

and now we're starting over 
something that i told myself
our love can't never end
i don't want u as a friend

and now we're starting over 
something that i told myself

tha-that i told myself

tha-that i, that i, that i-

i-i-i-i-i-i can't remember to forget u
when we touch and lock eyes now i'm brand new
am i the letters on ur tattoo?
after all ur the one i'm coming back to

i can't remember to forget u
when we touch and lock eyes now i'm brand new
am i the letters on ur tattoo?
after all ur the one i'm coming back to

ur the one i'm coming back to

the one i'm coming back to

Spotify

idontwantuasafriend (prod. yungspoiler x michaelwarren)

some guitar n stems by cisco
@waitingoncisco

Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

[+] lost on this hell called earth
* produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
Lost on this hell called Earth
why am I cursed? like who did I hurt? 
yeah u did worse to me, think I need surgery
my heart isn't working see
the feeling is dead, im up next

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
wya ima hit u up and slide thru
like them xannies in my pocket
wanna hide you, I just wanna vibe w you
tell me baby can I ride with you
you aint even have to show that side of you
but you did now im sick
stomach hurting I can't even feel my legs
pop a perc to lift my mood but im still dead
I got lots I could resolve I know I've sinned

Alien Boy

alien boy

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