The Upload

new lofi emo shit
produced by @prodnvki <3
hope u enjoy!

lyrics:
baby im just fuckin paralyzed
im just hoping that the sun’ll rise
and i know that u been traumatized
i just want u to be alright
i havent gotten used to someone staying
usually im tapped out whenever that song is playing
i should be grateful my story’s changing
but i can never focus whenever the storm is raging

30 past 12
i am only human i got skin under my shell
u had never cared you just burn me til we meld
and i cant deal with all this hell with all the shit that u propel
i just max out
girl im tapped out
i got so much heart but u just take it all out on me
just relax how
i cant slow down
heart beat out my chest cuz u just talkin so loud to me

relax [p. nvki]

spotify!

relax [nvki]

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

tell me that it's all a lie, that u loved me for life

prod @thersx

tell me that it's all a lie

sounds of the silence (prod. hazenova)

@chxrryrxzla
@reytee

Lyrics:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out 

Verse 1:

up all night, all on the grind 
i hate the smoke,in my eyes 
to much shit on timelines 
u should think, spend ur time right 

right babes u want the grey one?
u got the benz i'll take one 
my girls skin clear like avon 
my knife got kills engraved on

im sick of beefing paygons 
i swear on god i hate them
fuck u mean u don't rate my music
the low life ok choose it 

you sip the lean abuse it 
you cant catch me im moving 
catch me flying to munich 
yeah flowrs he gone use it 

Hook:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out

cherryrizla:

tell me what u need i got it
diamonds on ur wrist so flaunt it
send in directs i caught it
might pull up on ur doorstep
try beef my friends on timeline
fuckboy not in my eyeline
i smoke to keep my mind right
but u sip that lean like white wine

say u don't rate my music
i don't really give a fuck
never made a tune bitch
and we only going up

stop acting stupid
always acting fucking dumb
said he rocks armani
cut ur nose and cut ur tongue

 on the grind at midnight
i should spend my time right
cant catch me im mid-flight
look how the stars shine

Hook:

tell me what you really really really really need 
cut diamonds on your wrist babes
tell me is you fuckin wit me?

they pull you down they'll drag you down
they want you down 
thats why i got out

down and out w/ cherryrizla [reytee]

I feel like I'm singing to no one.

Lyrics

I 
Wish my voice could be heard
From the stars 
Cause it feels like i'm singing
To no one
Do you know
How it feels to be ignored?
I see so many sickening 
things.
But it's okay, when i'm in your arms
Tell me you'll stay
Tell me I'll go far
Cause I'm so scared of losing hope
So don't let go
Please don't let go...

Chorus

Tell me your secrets
And I'll tell you mine too
I'm steadily waiting
For the day I can prove
My love for you..
My love for you..
For you...

Bridge

So lie me down
I've fallin 
For your sound
I'm callin
Out so loud
I'm callin out so loud.. x2

No One.

SPOTIFY

you look beautiful tonight

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/jolst
Mixed And Mastered By Hazenova

something i never had (feat. hazenova) (prod. jolst)

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @collinsbeats
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/collinsbeats
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/weloveyoucollins/

Lyrics
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[Intro]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

[Chorus]
I was nothin' but a mess again, I know that
Sorry I'm a fuck up, time for the relapse
I know that you see that, I know that I'll be that
If you ever left, do you think that you'd go back?
Vibin' after hittin' my bong again
Say you love me but I'm sick of the song again
If you hate me that's fine, I don't need a friend
I'm just waitin' in my room for the world to end

[Verse]
Yeah I'm nothin' but a mess again
I keep it in my head
While the streetlights are passing by
Cheap alcohol and cigarettes
They smell it on my breath
Like, don't worry I'm still high
Feel it in my veins it's intense
I feel the weight on my chest
When she don't wanna look me in my eye
All my issues seem to coalesce
But bitch I'm gon' be the best
If I ain't blowin' up then I'm gonna die

Couple grams on me
Bitch I'm gettin' too high for my problems
Ice fall in my drink
Even sober I don't think that I could solve 'em
Now she all up on me
You didn't sound like this when you were callin'
Pussy wet on my jeans
Bitch I feel like I'm fallin'

Mess

Mess [Prod. Collins]

Song originally by Noah2000
Fanlink: fanlink.to/lovelessgroup

Lyrics: 
@sendflowrs
How can I think of her
She never smells like cigarettes
So I'll just think of all the ways she'd leave if she wanted to
If I was her then I would leave
There's really not much more to see
She'll be another memory
And I'll be a worry in my head

Now I don't know what to think
Cause I think you should of stayed
When I asked if you're alright
You had promised you're okay
I should've known you never cared
But love is complicated
When you look into my eyes you can see our love has faded

+++++

@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup
@lovelessgroup

++++

sendflowrs: I Am Human Garbage (noah2000 cover)

i could never not love you (2019)

goodbyes are the hardest part (didnt make the album) w/ jay vee fatse 93

Lyrics:
you steal could my flow, but i could steal your ho
but i aint trust no bitch, so i just ride solo
im never giving up, until i got a home
all these girls is the same, but keep it way down low

key, low, you dont wanna know me
hold, me, you dont wanna show me
no, sleep, never will console me
lonely, smoke until i OD

smoke until i OD, said it wasnt possible but you dont even know me
fuck up out my face when you say that you a OG
but it dont matter on the lowkey

giving up, cause there aint nothin to talk about
guess we're done, and i prolly wont see you around
one more cup, i dont feel it but its goin down
kill the sun, you dont need it when you in the clouds

said youd be around, you a liar save your bullshit
wake up on the floor i dont even wanna do this
maybe i could die if im always getting too lit
hands up in the sky, cause i give up i could prove it

tie my hands bring me up to the attic
cloak my head in the dark and i panic
lock the door walk away cause you manic
im replaced now im gone like its magic

It's Okay To Be Scared

itsokaytobescared

produced by me x 93feetofsmoke


lyrics:

sometimes i wonder how i got here
sometimes i wonder why im even trying
sometimes i wonder what i want here
this pain in my chest makes me feel like im dying
sitting all alone in my backyard
so down bad playing guitar
and nobody knows me
im just a ghost wearing all black clothing
walking through the hallway i hear their words
i just ignore it even tho it hurts
it hurts, it hurts x2

middleschool flashback

[+] lost on this hell called earth
* produced by @sobernap *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
Lost on this hell called Earth
why am I cursed? like who did I hurt? 
yeah u did worse to me, think I need surgery
my heart isn't working see
the feeling is dead, im up next

[chorus:]
I got more than drugs in my bag
he don't want no smoke that sounds just right yea
you can talk that shit I swear it won't phase me
I been on my own since I was a baby

[verse:]
wya ima hit u up and slide thru
like them xannies in my pocket
wanna hide you, I just wanna vibe w you
tell me baby can I ride with you
you aint even have to show that side of you
but you did now im sick
stomach hurting I can't even feel my legs
pop a perc to lift my mood but im still dead
I got lots I could resolve I know I've sinned

Alien Boy

alien boy

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew



terrified
i can never hide
my minds sanitized
broken wide
open eyes
just to see my own demise
i wanna whip in a audi
i wanna house with my dudes
and a doggy
maybe a cat
maybe its that
my indecisiveness
holding me back

ive got a feeling my feelings are whack
but ill never know
im too scared to ask
what if its that
what if its that

what if its that
what if its that

what if its that

what if its 

my head is tearing apart at me
self sabotage is a part of me
this is the art in me
the is the feeling i get
whenever i think im depressed
whenever i think im the best
cause theres not a difference
that is my genuine inference
i am not special or different
i am not special or different
but that's no excuse to be average

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew


used to think i knew

old u (p. splashgvng x saint tommorow)

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middleschool flashback

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