A step with confidence

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track #2 from the BLACK JAZZ EP by RLK WATKINS


RLK WATKINS - THE BEAST HAS ARRIVED

evaporar

pull out my pink switchblade
some kawaii shit

i used an mf doom instrumental lmao

pink switchblade

this is an EP i made in my dorm room (and also on jamie's drums)

you've heard a lot of these songs already but listen to this anyway

Moon

woke up one day and I
couldn't find the time to recognize
myself
as i'm washing dishes inside the sink

where did my mind go
everyone else I know
has a life they can lead
but me i'm still dragging my 

feet to where they want to go
I'm still traveling all alone
never meant to turn so cruel
I swear it's got nothing to 

do with you
I know I can't turn my back
gotta face these cold hard facts

money, fame, power, love
I don't even have enough
expressions, emotions, thoughts, ideals
how can you tell which is real
faith in something, fake or nothing
some people just can't take it
dying over religion means your bleeding over fiction

James Nee's Album

Dishes

I wish that I was dead to you
and I wish that I could move on too
make it easier for me to leave
won't it hurt more if I see you again

the past few years ain't what I bargained for
looks are deceiving when you're down on the floor
now I'm getting way too old for this
living inside my bubble suits me best; I guess

why is your face the first thing I see
when I close my eyes and take one final breath
hold your hand on sight and hope for the best
tell me do you understand my dreams

I was weakened at the knees with a look
I couldn't even try to speak if I spoke
what is wrong with my mentality
twenty years sure took its toll on me

Bubble

with my back pressed up on a wall
I realize I'm nothing but talk
with the way that I hide my reaction
like it's nothing at all

need to grab my own hand and take action
make reality my very own bastion
I'm ashamed of what I've become
or am I jealous of everyone young

my polemical writings about you
were to justify my own lack of heart
I don't have a good reason to tell you
how my mind was so stuck in the dark

I hope I've grown into someone you could
forgive me for trying too hard
the front that I put up was strong
I was focusing on everything wrong

Polemics

you're the flower, I'm the frame
but my definitions not the
same as it once was
what a shame now that I'm lost
I'm taking it step by step;
watered down delusions at their
best, i've got to take it
no time to rest, i better fake it

I'm blinded by the burden
the apotheosis of confusion
I wish I was born with
a set of woman's intuition

cold blood running down from my head
can't get distracted by the aesthetics and principles 
free myself from all attachments 
end of summer and I'm stuck in a routine
variations of the same old thing
can you inspire me to believe
it's not so dire

when fighting half your demons
there's no reason you shouldn't be laughing
in the face of uncertainty
a pragmatic stance solves everything

Frame

Flesh wall

Just your friendly neighborhood emo song-writer.

Bubble

james nee

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