So Heated

TEXT INTRO:
The moment you started seeking council 
Behind my back was the moment you left the relationship and started cheating on me. Lying to me.

Apparently you had no desire to heal with me. (I think the person whispering in your ear is a dark energy if I’m really honest)

At least I’d hope you would have the decency to speak to my face.

CHORUS:
Judgement, Judgement
Stick it up your ass
Your Divine Reflections 
Are as worthless as your ass

Shame me, Guilt me
What a piece of trash
Making up shit about me
Just so you can bash

VERSE:
You thought I was gonna be quiet
Like all those other bitches you dated
Well you fucked up
You've been gravely mistaken

And I no longer have anymore
Mother fucking patience
For your dumbass claiming Light 
but still masquerading, like

Yeah, thanks for being such a light
And a mirror for me to grow
And let's pretend to be best friends
When you really know
That I psychologically abused
Your mind, but let's put that behind
Cause we're bigger than that
And we don't need reality to
Define us

Wait wait, what is the we we thing
This is more of you you thing
And the messes that you created
The unwillingness to take any
Real responsibility your fake
Sorries are pretty
Until you reflect it back
With this underhanded hostility
No thanks!

CHORUS:
Judgement, Judgement
Stick it up your ass
Your Divine Reflections 
Are as worthless as your ass

Shame me, Guilt me
What a piece of trash
Making up shit about me
Just so you can bash

Judgement, Judgement
Stick it up your ass
Your Divine Reflections 
Are as worthless as your ass

Shame me, Guilt me
What a piece of trash
Making up shit about me
Just so you can bash

BRIDGE:
Like an old friend said
I'ma let it drop

Let it drop
I'ma let it drop
Ahhhh
Let it drop
I'ma let it drop

Let it drop
I'ma let it drop
Ahhhh

Let it drop
I'ma let it drop

OUTRO TEXT:
Anyway, I just feel I need to reflect how much this hurts.

And I don’t expect you to care or do anything cause I doubt you would.

But because I love you and I want you to love your highest life, I feel called to share.

I love you Jamin. And feel utterly hurt and betrayed by you.

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Divine Reflections

Verse 1:
It all comes together
Despite the fucking weather
I'll put this shit together
Better than your christmas sweater

I don't really give a fuck
I don't care about a buck
I'm just moving forward with
What god really wants for me

And for you
It might look a little different
But the whole point of it is to
Find the peace that's within it

And some days I'm really angry
Some Days I'm fucking sad
And that's just being human
Expressing what I really have... Fucking emotions

Interlude rant

Verse 2:
I talked to god today
He said there's lot to say
There's lots of demons
Out there acting really fucking cray

Some people running to the store
Fearing doomsday
While I'm just writing rhymes
Lyfting people on the freeway

I'm so damn impressive
I'm so fucking cool
You belong in a box
Cause you're a fucking tool

You want fame and riches
You want bad bitches
But how much of your soul
You gonna sell to fucking get it

Interlude rant

Verse 3:
Of course there's another part bitch
Didn't you hear the last verse
I'm at the tipping point with
So much shit to say I'm bout to burst

Like isn't like so grand
When you evolve and expand
And manifesting so much money
Selling your spiritual ponzi scam

Yaaaaaa! Now I feel so alive
Cause I finally found my tribe
and I was anointed a demi-god
When I first took my psilocyb

From random guru shakti guy
He worships beings every night
and let's every girl in the commune
Lay next to him to play with his light
Yaaaaaaa!

No girl none of this
Is at all fucking right
I'm on my hands and knees
And I'll pray to god for you every night

Just get the fuck up
and run away from this
Stupid ass guy

There's so much fucking love
For you once you get
To the other side


End Rant

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