prod. by: thms 
written by: thms.
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//yeah, I mean how could you?
//how am I?
//that’s a joke right, right?
//like you're joking? 
//oh, you're not.

oh
Things were going too good
Don’t get me misunderstood
The doubts around
They turned to truths throughout

through septembers cold i stood
didn't need what I thought I would
going numb in my face
But the winds that blow weren't what you'd think

I'll say
For my estate

That it's easy
For something to come along 
and pretend to save face

and you'll speak
bout how i never listened
Do you hear yourself in the words you’re saying?

These things just don't do this.
rotten luck at its core I swear
Might as well be toothless cause im
Coping hard on my own

And it feels so useless
I won't breathe with my own lungs
But I already feel this
Left alone in a broken home

on my own
I'll stand shone
may not be long
But I'll fight as long as I hold on

to be strong
don’t feel like i can know
But I know ive got a way
A way 

So I'll be here
and I'll wait for years
yeah I'll hold back the tears
can't you see im right here? Replace my fears.

because this wont heal
its pressing on me and I feel
the world is spinning they wont hear
me like you do. God, I need you. 

I swear to god 
Im not crazy
I just hate the things 
That you make me

You're cliché 
with no taste see
No thoughts 
That heads so empty

Going in blind not chasing
The waters too deep for saftey
Dive in headfirst im lazy
No regard for lifelike shading

Here come take me
Please baby
I need saftey in your arms
I'm going crazy

I hate being
This shell so empty
My mind is going dark

watercolors

everything by me
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lyrics:
it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i been feeling
stuck inside my head
for the longest ive been waiting
for something to end the dread
could you be there for me
when i need a pick me up
i just need a little something
to kick start the adrenaline rush

if you could take it all back would you do that
because i think you need it more than me
my dreams started catching more than sleep
was it out of boredom or necessity
think i got the best of me
by thinking it was best to be someone who i wasnt

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

i was a little bit too high strung
in the past i had ignored the signs
ignored the things i've done and
maybe i thought a little too much
i can't handle what they hand to me
need a break from all the fronts
and do you think for the past few (months)
that i didnt spend a second thinking how to confront you
know it hurts me and it hurts you too
you don't wanna see me hurting and ill fix that soon
and ill keep on trying cleaning up my room
and im doing my best waking up 'fore noon
when im heading to bed i can see the moon
gotta keep it up gotta do it for you

it doesn't hurt anymore if i dont let it
i spent way too much time just tryna understand the message
maybe i don't know myself as well as im expressing
i know it took a while but i think i finally get it because

i finally found out where my head is
i couldn't get the message for a long time
and that's a blessing
tell me what's the lesson that im learning
cuz the fire's still burning inside my heart
it's still burning

more than me

[LYRICS]
you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise 

jealousy is slowly killin me 
i wanna be just like her
she’s a diamond im dirt 
she’s like the version of me 
the one that i couldn’t be 
now she’s under my arm 
i’m hoping i don’t break her heart 
and when the world is facing doom 
i wanna waste away with you

you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise

OVERDRIVE

OVERDRIVE [qyurisuu]

~^¥¥+/ don't reply /+¥¥^~



vox: ashe
prod: drma + loverace
mix: ashe
master: ashe

[intro]
tell me what's the point if i know i have to fall
no-one's gonna save me, nobody to call
and they always say they hate me, typical
while im always facing, what's visceral

[prehook]
and you fed up, then you don't reply
tell me a thousand ways you could say goodbye
sipping potions tryna skip time, yeah
taking things to try and get mine, yeah

[hook]
taking things to try reset my mind
thinking i could maybe change my life
and i've, been through the wars tryna get what's mine
couldn't give a fuck im so sick of the inside

[refrain]
please could you listen to what i try
tell you what i think abt this

[verse]
i try to focus but im steady loosing sight
and all the ppl that i had that said they care think im alright
so fuck it, yeah, fuck this, it's all mine
reap the hyper pop scene like a goldmine
(so selfish)

[verse]
if you fall, tick tock, it's a false sign
pitch your shot but it blows thru the fault line
and if you think that my time is up watch me fckn take
blunt after blunt smoke that shit to the face

[prehook]
and you fed up, then you don't reply
tell me a thousand ways you could say goodbye
sipping potions tryna skip time, yeah
taking things to try and get mine, yeah

[hook]
taking things to try reset my mind
thinking i could maybe change my life
and i've, been through the wars tryna get what's mine
couldn't give a fuck im so sick of the inside

@okashe - dont reply (drma x loverace)

prod. Erick & @OUTERWORLDS

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pastself (feat. OUTERWORLDS)

i've been trying to let myself let go, so here's a song that i finished a while ago

LYRICS:

that’s a dangerous habit to have 
romanticizing past regressions to compress and relax
that’s not relief though your belief would have you think that it is
mistaking pain for something gained so you can do it again
they said an end was new beginnings so you took it all in
wanted sovereignty from trauma fall away from the sin
that’s the eager misdirection talk it is what it is
lock in coping mechanisms like you knew they would win

i walked on watercolor thoughts to stop a switch to acrylic
cause it’s to quick to dry decide what time my time gets to end
ascension of men talk religion again
anything to justify the sickness shifting the bends
bent on living what’s been lost not even trying to find
the real deal cause a replica been working just fine
each meal causing nausea stomach turns on a dime
is that pretension or a physical sign [of some decline]

confronted thoughts i need a second or minute
for pausing process to retreat to what i once called forgiveness
that’s the burden of me sitting fences thru adolescence
blink and miss the coalescence of emotions and lessons
and now i’m older 20’s started missed the pistol start over
to mold reactions and my habits to a calmer composure 
fit the image in my head i have of what i’m supposed to be
sold on exposing me
to altering history

cause i’d
begrudgingly consider myself a revisionist
as i go trudging through my memories to switch how i remember it
my temperament and sense of good reaction to accomplishment
a promise since forgotten and resulting consequence
i’m not one for halting progress when i feel that im fine
but neuroticism blocks the process losing my mind
its habitual never intentional cause my mind
falters often as result of lies that say that i’m fine

fine (and the consequences of being so) [prod. eeryskies]

https://open.spotify.com/track/5OPgpwnrYyboOqM2aSFGi4?si=vaE8oHupTLitgR5sX1JOzQ

Away - sleepymish X ASHSOCOZY (p. sleepymish & sherifxr)

[LYRICS]

i said like (ooohhhhh)
i'm done with playing all these games
you got me feeling like i'm running out of space
running out of space (3x)

oh my god
we was fine then
we can talk
'til the night ends
touché i’m flying
we gotta find
that thing that makes us
some kind of diamonds

can you see?
how i'd be?
kinda mad
on my screen
okay
something that you tryna say
my brain is overloading every day

i said like (ooohhhhh)
i'm done with playing all these games
you got me feeling like i'm running out of space
running out of space (3x)

lightt & dc98 - running out of space

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