prod. by: thms 
written by: thms.
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//yeah, I mean how could you?
//how am I?
//that’s a joke right, right?
//like you're joking? 
//oh, you're not.

oh
Things were going too good
Don’t get me misunderstood
The doubts around
They turned to truths throughout

through septembers cold i stood
didn't need what I thought I would
going numb in my face
But the winds that blow weren't what you'd think

I'll say
For my estate

That it's easy
For something to come along 
and pretend to save face

and you'll speak
bout how i never listened
Do you hear yourself in the words you’re saying?

These things just don't do this.
rotten luck at its core I swear
Might as well be toothless cause im
Coping hard on my own

And it feels so useless
I won't breathe with my own lungs
But I already feel this
Left alone in a broken home

on my own
I'll stand shone
may not be long
But I'll fight as long as I hold on

to be strong
don’t feel like i can know
But I know ive got a way
A way 

So I'll be here
and I'll wait for years
yeah I'll hold back the tears
can't you see im right here? Replace my fears.

because this wont heal
its pressing on me and I feel
the world is spinning they wont hear
me like you do. God, I need you. 

I swear to god 
Im not crazy
I just hate the things 
That you make me

You're cliché 
with no taste see
No thoughts 
That heads so empty

Going in blind not chasing
The waters too deep for saftey
Dive in headfirst im lazy
No regard for lifelike shading

Here come take me
Please baby
I need saftey in your arms
I'm going crazy

I hate being
This shell so empty
My mind is going dark

watercolors

||you can't let go if you don't want to||

~track [2/10]

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@leytonmode
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@anem0s
@assperrr

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🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
{{tts}}
this scares me.
i feel like someone isn't fully telling the truth
maybe it's both of us who are lying

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
god damn
i guess it is up to me
overflown with this fear so naturally
but it's time to let this go
cos' i can't take it any longer
who's this girl you claimed to be yourself
you wronged her
here's the path you paved can't run away
it's not a offer
guess its up to me
i broke the mirror out of spite
just to find a clue
now the bloods all on my hands don't know what to do

cause you're see through
did i say something wrong?
didn't mean to
i'll think it over and over again
i took a step into this life
can't get back what i spent
it's all my fault
can't take the blame
like this was my plan

i forgot who to trust
who's lying
is it me
is it us?
cos' i can't read you
page is burning i might give up
how to think
watch it crash in front of me
it's just the thought of you leaving
i cannot fathom the feeling of letting go

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen & @leytonmode
i keep buying time just to waste it all
years keep flying by things don't change at all
if there were words to say
i can't explain the way
it's got me feeling
i have to let it go

it's all you ever wanted to be
take a look
mirrored vision
of the person that you see
that you see.

{{tts}}
you are know listening to butterfly effect

[verse] ~ @leytonmode
you left me down with my face in the street
had to be blunt u won’t face it with me
get you out of my head I been waiting a week
that’s some shit u can’t see, u did it to me
keep creeping up, u had me thinking I wasn’t enough
its tough, I really gave u my trust
ashes that turn into dust, im all out of luck

don’t fuss just let me pass away
cause I can’t fuck the past away
now ill say what I have to say
go in circles like baggage claim
this isn’t what we planned out, another man down
thinking how u left me down on the ground
chipping my teeth and ur breaking my crown

{{tts}}
it's only just your life.

[hook]~ @jauntsen
don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
you're bound for something bigger than this

don't be scared
pick up your hands
you know it's bad to leave them on the ground
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
you can't win if you don't even make a sound

{{tts}}
you can't let go if you don't want to

don't be scared!
pick up your ha-ha-ha hands!
you know it's
bad!!
to leave them on
BAD!!!
to leave them on (make it out)
you can't win if you don't even make a sound
it's a fallacy that you'll make it out
make it out!!
don't be SCARED!!!!

spotfiy !

don't be scared +leyton

there's not a side to be on

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/aether

self prod

lyrics:

every day im going left on the same road
the same show always playing in my brain now
dont know if its fake, staying late till i phase out
barrel to the face
my plate brakes only thing thats gonna slow me down

cause im a lost cause, dont wanna confess
direction i saw, u were my compass
upset, know u didnt think that id be up next
ur always living on my phone
dont know how to let it go

reconnect to the aether
charge my phone
every dream that im chasing all alone
reload the homepage
stare till i go crazy
ill ditch the road, stay at home
pray i didnt grow

every dream that i made up took my all
i couldnt see but the makeup broke my fall
you burn it all, the curtain call was wasted
ive heard it all, the perfect stall to take me

said i wouldnt lie to you i dont like to be wrong
every waking night ive been spending time with my walls staring
die just to switch out the clothes that im wearing
decided to quit i dont think i can bear it

which side do i want
i know that you miss him but dont you cry now hes gone
theres not a side to be on
another reason why we should let it finally get off

aether

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self prod

lyrics:

glove seam never complete
somethings loose
one dream every night
yeah my brain refuses
to move on
your new friends
think ive gone off the edge

i leak all my feelings way too much
for 3 weeks i cant sleep
cause u hate my guts
and im fucked if u move on
already lost ur trust its just me im tryna prove wrong

would i do it with a new song
do i gotta wake up 
ive been dreaming this for too long
the sun comes and wakes me through the blinds
if i lay to waste would u feel me cry

and would u listen to them
will u ditch me for dead
cause i cant fix this again
it'll give in the end

glov3seam

Hello Miss America!

lyrics:
Well hello miss America!
I'm not the prettiest boy you've seen i know
but I been tryna fix it though
ill show 
that it hurts when I stay broke 
in my 
memories when I wanna die
but someone tells me why?
that its hard to cry
in my mind
I never wanna lie
then maybe its my fault
I wanted this way to long
babe I'm tryna be free
but how do in everything
cause maybe I don't want to talk
cause I been up for to damn long
and how I want
it if u got it now
I just wanna know if u will
love miss America
you
love
 miss America do you
love 
miss America you
don't have to love like I do
love
miss America
you love 
miss America do you
love me America do you
love, love
but America 
what you do to her
don't guide her never change
not America
someone different
no your so much
more to me
do it all again
nothing different
but my body feels insane
miss America
do you love the night
are you waited time
just to feel alright
I just wanna see
something in your eyes
don't wanna wait for my breathe
miss America 
are you here tonight
I don't know what do
feel like I'm dying
if its all my fault 
hope that your alright
hope that ill be
loved
miss America
you
love miss america do you
love 
miss america you
don't have to love like i do
love
miss America
you love 
miss America do you
love me America do you
love, love

Miss America

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31 SONGS, ONE WEEK
WIZARD BASH

Helvetica - thms. w vai5000 & thatcherblackwood

prod. + written by: thms.
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Cause ive been gunned down
Im left right where
The unknowns
They carry my weight 

and those sun stoned
(your) brown eyes emptying me
It’s a place we don’t want to be

So I'll reach 
And i'll find my peace
wont stop the lack of poise and

I'll walk my road
I wont stay for long
There's simply things we cant escape

Like how ive been
And your dismiss
An' emptiness

Is all there is
But I'll remiss 
And there's a cliff

So don’t fall
Its my turn

You don’t get 
to feel hopeless 
out of rope 

Yeah 
You got me strung 
And this is what you get

But why am I paying prices?
for what you did
I caused none of this 

This is what you get
This is what you get
But why am I paying prices

For what you did
I caused none of this
And the price I've paid is priceless

Yeah every bliss
Was it worth it?
Cause im left to my devices

For what you did
I caused none of this  


So break line
I don't know to deal with this
Why hit mine
You're crossed up in 
unrequited facetimes, 
and forgiveness
Lets face time
You've gone ghost 

and I don't mind 
When you walk the talk 
that im given

But it's my life
And im not one to 
go wasting this
im wasting it

I bet you thought that this was nothing
all the roads that lead to you
But my convivence to you is something 

And the echoes of you two are so numbing
Could you could be forthcoming
Fallacies got your fever rushing

Oh for me
I'll believe
What you make me see


This is what you get
This is what you get
But why am I paying prices

For what you did
I caused none of this
And the price I've paid is priceless

Yeah every bliss
Was it worth it?
Cause im left to my devices

For what you did
I caused none of this  
 
//do you enjoy what I think lately?
//pyromanic thoughts and endless loops
//inside daydreams
//oh but maybe, baby

//I threw a token in a wishing well
//yeah I was wishing well
//and baby
//I know you heard me

So break line
I don't know to deal with this
Why hit mine
You're crossed up in 
unrequited facetimes, 
and forgiveness
Lets face time
You've gone ghost 

and I don't mind 
When you walk the talk 
that im given

But it's my life
And im not one to 
go wasting this
god ive wasted it

prices

Oh, your better alone, you left with my soul 
dont leave me alone 
So, you left me alone, you won’t call my phone 
I’m left at a tone,
No I beg you , don’t you want to know ,
if I’m not alone 
So, I beg to know , 
(so I know) I Talk talk talk talk talk to much , 
you told me not to lie but I never gave it up ,say another word yea I never gave  fuck
tell me what you want baby, never have enough 
said you talk talk talk talk talk to much , never had a worry no a never made a 
fuss ,wait for better days knowing  I don’t give a fuck 
play another game hoping for another buff 
Why you go away for a whole week 
Said another name in the bed 
But you told me ,that he wasn’t much but I thought about it all week ,leave me at tone knowing well that I won’t speak ,oh I thought about it, I’ll hold on to hell
So I’ll hold onto hope 
Just pray that I don’t 
Leave part of my soul 
No , I’ll let you break my heart too 
I hope , I hope you got just what you wanted

https://open.spotify.com/track/275R0Ezn7OBNpCFf0JLToX?si=f76389ea39044495

Eros

prod. by: thms.
drums by: @chrislolz
written by: thms.
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And I think
that its funny that you're open
because you know im so broken
accosted
and left on the floor

oh no
oh no
oh no

I know
That we're running out of options
So you'll just steal it again
yeah i know

oh yeah baby I know

And if we wait for the answer
It won't come our way
We'll wash and fade  
Is that okay? 

Its not hard when
you don’t hide
your face
and those eyes tell me that there's
   
//they tell me everything


no time for reckless truths and
We'll find the only proof is
behind the curtains moved and  
this time I'll fight for you but

Next time you'll bite the bullet
rewind there's still time to move and
Realize there's nothing to this

Just say it
Please say it

peace be with you
I just won't go

are you gonna steal my heart again 
oh no

//put your hands up and 
//type in your snapchat right now 
//type your snapchat right now
//do it come on

Those brown curls showing gold and
Its bout the way it flows and
You know just where this goes
and you know I'll follow you

Endless I won't be holding
Something you know is stolen
Sometimes silence will fold and
I said I wont hold

//i can't handle this

The peace inside
You'll tear the line
Know we won't find it again

Petrified
Can't reside
I won't lose this again

Think of my
Endless nights
Waiting for that face to walk in

How will I
Dream tonight
Well I won't cause I fear

//they tell me everything

That you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

I fear you'll steal my heart again
Oh no

//no time for reckless truths and
//We'll find the only proof is
//behind the curtains moved and
//this time I'll fight for you but

//Next time you'll bite the bullet
//rewind there's still time to move and
//Realize there's nothing to this

//Just say it
//Please say it

I love you.

one day you wont be a kleptomaniac and im praying for it to come

I spent too long inside my mind 
I took to much I’m paralyzed 
The life I want was all a lie 
Ik exactly what I want 
I didn’t  mean to cut you off.
I couldn’t keep a promise you hear it in my tone 
my heart is in my poem but baby girl you know
just how I felt 
My minds loose  
Confused 
What’s wrong with me ?
So I’ll throw my head against the wall 
don’t wanna have to run from you
you know I do 
but you would tell me breathe 
you taught me how to breathe  
I don’t know what it means 
the past is obsolete 
and I won’t let it , hold me closer
let it  pull me under 
All the things I wish I could undo
I fold another time , Ik it’s do or die  
you see it in my eyes
 you know I’m paralyzed.
You know I hurt you , I didn’t mean to haunt you
you said it wasn’t all my fault , 
but why always say my problems aren’t the cause of drama , 
when my time is all I misuse
And so I’ll breath , 
as long as I just breath
Ik this isn’t me 
I felt it I’m too weak 
too weak
I start to realize 
it’s all a suicide 
spent 3 months in the back of my mind 
just tryna make it feel right 
I start to haunt  you 
you know I didn’t want too 
the past will always cut through 
the pain will always relapse  
but I don’t think you see it
no I don’t think you know my life
A lie
and I don’t know 
if this is what I want
or who I have to be
this isn’t what I see 
but baby don’t you lie
don’t lie 
don’t lie 
don’t lie

https://open.spotify.com/track/1jso3yWBgbZbCTpA5x65ln?si=0f2810c4021e4943

Orpheus

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