I wrote this song when all I wanted was someone to reach out and help me, but all I tend to do is isolate myself and push everyone away. Turns out, the one who needed to find me, was me. You can't accept help if you don't allow yourself too

Lyrics:

you can't read what's on my mind
though after all this time I'd think you would be fine
how can you not expect to hurt me with your words
an accident can you tell me are you sure?

distracted by the sounds of the world
reluctant to be the one beside me
and how would I know that it would turn out like this
I just wish I could control what's inside me

dark thoughts consume everyday
drowning in my sorrows all I feel is pain
every time I get up I tend to fall back down
how long do I hold on I think I'm going to drown
falling in this pit where nobody's around
I'm left all alone no one can hear a sound
I scream, I struggle I attempt to get out
but who can save me when I won't accept help


though deep inside my active mind
I look for a way out
deep within monsters creep in
my nightmares come to life
and all I want
is to be found, though all I need is to let myself out
paranoia seeps inside where my demons tend to lie
all I want is to be found

the pursuit of trying to be happy
I do the things that always tend to hurt me
why am I always isolating myself
I put my walls up so my heart won't feel empty

I put time into the people that I want to
though I don't get back the same energy
theirs so many who try their best for me
I can't see that cause I'm throwing a pity party
I'm busy being busy
I'm blinded by what I think I need

though deep inside my active mind
I look for a way out
deep within monsters creep in
my nightmares come to life
and all I want
is to be found, though all I need is to let myself out
paranoia seeps inside where my demons tend to lie
all I want is to be found

hide n seek

Ukulele Chords:  Fmadd9 c g am

Lyrics: 
i want to be there for you
but im just here all confused
i dont know what i should do 
should i still wait for you
you won't open up to me
im trying my best to see
if you leave me behind, how can i help you

how did we end up here, are you going to disappear
don't leave me again I'm lost without you
the energy that i gave back, im fine if i get nothing back
want to see you happy even if it's not by myside

is this the last time i speak to you
can you grant this selfish request of mine

i want to be there for you
but im just here all confused
i dont know what i should do 
should i still wait for you
you won't open up to me
im trying my best to see
if you leave me behind, how can i help you

never felt so powerless, your all that's in my head
the thought of you gone still haunts me at night
I want to bring you back but, im not on your mind and thats  
why I feel you don't care if its me by yourside

is this the last time i speak to you
can you grant this selfish request of mine

i want to be there for you
but im just here all confused
i dont know what i should do 
should i still wait for you
you won't open up to me
im trying my best to see
if you leave me behind, what am i to you

art credit: https://www.instagram.com/kaheladuuh/

Radio Silence (one take)

Lyrics:

my heart feels heavy
heavier then the weight of the world
my breathings unsteady
from the stress of failing
I'm falling down into the sea
where nobody can reach me
waiting to be saved
but I'm already in too deep
am I enough? 
the words constantly repeated in my head
can I be tough for others if not for me
the selfishness of the feelings that I hold inside me
just one last wish think of it as my final goodbye

forget me tomorrow not today, forget about your worries it'll be ok
the sun will shine after it rains, so keep smiling for another day
so can you please not forget me today

the years go by I forget things
the things I loved, lost in the wind
my minds breaking, just like my heart
will I start feeling like I'm whole and not apart
I'm a half full cup, filled with anxiety and stress
will I be enough? 
I've already asked this too much
why is it so rough, feeling like I'll never amount to anything
please don't give up I whisper to myself

forget me tomorrow not today, forget about your worries it'll be ok
the sun will shine after it rains, so keep smiling for another day
so can you please not forget me today

Forget Me Tomorrow

Lyrics:

i don't even know what time or day it is
all i do is drink and make memories i forget
strangers for the night become my best of friends
and i know, all i want to do is forget these regrets, these regrets

my biggest regret is that i can't speak up because whenever i try i usually get shut up
i can't stand up because im scared of confrontation i really need a push to understand this situation
why is it harder talking to the ones i love, if im hurting inside you'd think i'd tell someone
so i look for these strangers who I can call my friends even if I forget them once the night ends

i don't even know what time or day it is
all i want to do is make memories I'll forget
strangers for the night become my best of friends and i know
all i want to do is forget these regrets
these regrets

1,2,3

alcohol consumption at the highest it's been, to feel something again is the reason i live
day to day life though it feels like a chore, im proud to just wake up though I wish i had more
more of a reason to get up everyday, this emptiness i feel will i ever be ok?
though even if i had everything i ever wanted, i think I'd always feel like I'm always unwanted.

i don't even know what time or day it is
all i want to do is make memories I'll forget
strangers for the night become my best of friends and i know
all i want to do is forget these regrets
these regrets

i don't even know what time or day it is
all i want to do is make memories I'll forget
strangers for the night become my best of friends and i know
all i want to do is forget these regrets
these regrets 

i don't even know what time or day it is
all i want to do is make memories I'll forget
strangers for the night become my best of friends and i know
all i want to do is forget these regrets
these regrets

STRANGERS

Lyrics:

if I'm gone please don't wait	
go and live your life
if I'm gone please don't stay
and stop living this lie

never thought it would be like this
never thought it'd be you I'd miss
I always thought we would be fine
why'd I think you'd stay in my life
well 
we built up what we had from scratch
glued together our broken pasts
calling sick off work those days
to lay around and play all day and
You're all I've ever wanted but 
was I what you needed 
I let you down, down, down, down

 if I'm gone please don't wait
go and live your life
if I'm gone please don't stay
and stop living this lie
and if I'm gone, if I'm gone, how long will you hold on
if I'm gone please don't wait, please don't wait
well if I'm gone

you always said you'd be there for me
so why did you have to leave
questions you ask yourself
answers we can't find ourselves

if I just opened up my eyes
would I finally realize
that life isn't what it seems
maybe it's about what you mean to me
You're all I've ever wanted 
but was I what you needed 
I let you down, down, down, down

and 
if I'm gone please don't wait
go and live your life
if I'm gone please don't stay
and stop living this lie
and if I'm gone, if I'm gone, how long will you hold on
if I'm gone please don't wait, please don't wait
well if I'm gone

If I'm Gone

about someone who is obsessed with you.
a twisted type of love.

Lyrics:
Obsession all I do is think about you
My depression says I can’t live without you
My impression, expression, aggression 
I’m possessed when it comes to you 

What do you do when he’s coming for you
What do you say when he talks about ya
La da da da your wasting your time 
Your wasting your time
I’m obsessed with you 

doo doo doo doo obsessed with you, doo doo doo doo obsessed with you, dooo dooo doo doo obsessed with you
obsessed with you, im obsessed.

You blocked me but you’ll have to do more
To try and stop me because I’m coming for you
No matter how many times you think I have died, my ghost will come back to haunt you each time 
And when you have thought you’re finally free
What’s that in the corner
Could it be me? 

What do you do when he’s coming for you
What do you say when he talks about ya
La da da da your wasting your time 
Your wasting your time
I’m obsessed with you 

doo doo doo doo doo obsessed with you, doo doo doo doo obsessed with you, dooo dooo doo doo obsessed with you
obsessed with you, im obsessed.

boo! found you

You thought you finally escaped from me
But I can find you even in your dreams
Now all you do is think about me 
You’re obsessed, obsessed obsessed with me 

What do you do when he’s coming for you
What do you say when he talks about ya
La da da da your wasting your time 
Your wasting your time
I’m obsessed with you 

obsessed, obsessed, obsessed with you!
obsessed, obsessed, obsessed with you!
obsessed, obsessed, obsessed with you!
im  obsessed with you, im obsessed

OBSESSED

I've been losing lots of sleep 
been losing lots of hair
sometimes it's hard to breathe
don't really seem to care 

the lack of empathy
the lack of love for me
been losing lots of sleep
been losing lots of hair
but I don't care 

anymore....anymore...anymore

been thinking of the friends that we lost 
friends that we lost along the way to here

been thinking of the times we've once fought
times we once fought over nothing

close your eyes imagine a world 
where you are free to live your dreams

My Song "Robot" From my album featuring many different genres of songs I've created!

Robot

This song is about being scared. I hope you can resonate with it

Art: https://x.com/naokowatanabe_

Lyrics

I won't lie, I'm kinda scared
Scared you won't remember me
I wish you were here just to calm me down
But you are nowhere around 
 
If only there's someone, who would
Tell me it's okay, to
Cry 

Please tell me its okay
To be so afraid
Afraid of that what haunts my mind
Colors that fade in two

Stuck within in my head 
Just getting up out of bed
Seems like the worst thing in the world
Why can't I just get up?

I lay here paralyzed while 
The rain falls from my eyes

I won't lie, I'm kinda scared
Scared of what you'll think of me
It's been kinda rough and I wish it would stop
But deep down I know that it won't 

 I won't lie, I'm kinda scared
Scared that I won't get listened to
Its always the same, am I the one the blame?
Cuz thats how it truly feels

So I'll sit here by myself, wondering
Where it all went wrong with,
Me

Overwhelming thoughts,
I wish I could connect the dots.
Because nothing makes sense and I dont know why,
Why do I have to be?

Id tell you how I'd feel
But the voices are too real
Destined to wander this world alone
Not a voice to call my own

No hand to hold on as I'm
Barely hanging on

I won't lie, I'm kinda scared
Scared that I'm so unprepared  
I dont know what I'm doing but I gotta keep moving, without 
Knowing if anything is right

I won't lie, I'm kinda scared
I really wish I wouldn't be, but I
Overfeel and overthink and I dont know how to stop it
I wont lie I'm kinda scared

So I sit here with no one asking
"Is it truly me?"

Scared (Live Take)

Sunset

Violet

Just a silly girl making music in the hopes that atleast one person can resonate with it

Inspired by a singular little piranha

Scared (Live Take)

Yuuna

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