I CAN HEAR YOUR VOICE,, I CAN HEAR YOUR LAUGH

I really really really love "get the fuck out of bed" it just hits so fucking hard

let me prove it to you

inspos:
kmoe - blisters
jane remover - frality (literally the whole album bruh)

prod. me
ft @blissom
[lyrics]

*jauntsen*
i don't know how to fix this
cause it's never really good enough
just go open your 
mind
find out i'm
fine 
i'm truly better than i once was
just let me prove it to you 

no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

*blissom*
i tried
to change
the part
that cares
u were sitting alone
on your lunch break on your phone

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen*
the silence 
awakens 
the way back 
forsaken
just calm down
i need hope
the only path
i'll take it!

i'm watching them all succeed 
while i'm stuck here inside my room
it's all just a game
the real feels like fake
and honestly i don't know what to do
what to do.

*blissom*
the silence is too much to handle
im lost without answers 
i need to you to tell me how 
to forget that you ever believed me
for one fucking second
from 2 years ago till now

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen* 
no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

cause nothings ever good enough !

(somethings wrong x6)

let me prove it to you.

spotify !

nothings ever good enough +blissom

guts

guitar by @spagdus prod & vox by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/6HrGuhMPwV1Ff9OlQI48r2?si=1fb97c51d0f443d0

no im not done yet
i got a thousand things to do
and only you know all of them
one minor setback
exstinguished every speck of hope
i had to know whats coming next

the trees are burning down
you never heard a sound from me
its time to put this plot to rest

you wouldnt know if you saw it
a dense array of every path
you know youve come to hold so dear
but everything begins right here
that sense of pride when u look back
at all the plans the dreams the friends
the loves the lives that fell apart
but you still have a beating heart

the trees are burning down
you never heard a sound from me
its time to put this plot to rest

its been two weeks since the last time i
wore out my finger tips on my
phone screen tryna get a word from you
only to fail
im restless i got no sleep but i
focus on the paiting hung on the
drywall tryna see a piece that was
not there before
the skyline embeds itself on my
eyelids sends blinking lights to my
retina contorts in ways that i
cant think to share
the ride home leaves me in fear of what
waits there its ticking down like a
time bomb just to see a thing that was
not there before

beating heart

out now on all streaming services!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dC2B6gu-GAI

LYRICS:
can't deal with this anymore i wish i was a rotting corpse
i would rather be ignored instead of being on the floor
got a fear of everything i don't even have time to think
all of my mind is blurring it builds up to trouble sleeping

got me feelin' like shit popping percs in the bathroom
can't feel no more think ima no-clip into the backrooms
got no direction where to go there's no exit
demons round the fucking corner when you'd least expect it
i'm psychosomatic not overdramatic
this shit is traumatic it's so problematic
not asymptomatic so fucking erratic
it's axiomatic i'm unsystematic

i wanna run away now i'm thinkin' about how
to get out of this house scurry out like a mouse
pack my shit and just go keep it on the down low
this was never my home never felt so alone
you make me feel fucking lame but look what i have became
i hope you feel some sort of shame cause you've got nothing to acclaim
all you ever did was hit abuse me like i was a bitch
i hope that you feel like shit i hope you commit
that's it

got me feelin' like shit popping percs in the bathroom
can't feel no more think ima no-clip into the backrooms
got no direction where to go there's no exit
demons round the fucking corner when you'd least expect it
i'm psychosomatic not overdramatic
this shit is traumatic it's so problematic
not asymptomatic so fucking erratic
it's axiomatic i'm unsystematic

p. @plazyboy + chris marek

psychosomatic

You took me, broke me , ripped me apart, (oh no)X2 
you cursed me and bathed me with all your scars.(oh no)X2
 and I know i'm not the only one , tryna Make up for what I couldn't be
 and I'm making sense of what you've done , and you got me praying on my knees
and I know its not what I want, Ive been holding onto you too long

Parasymbiotic

guitar and prod @cherryrizla
vox @cherryrizla @leytonmode @blissom

twisting

look dad there's bugs on the ceiling (demo)

i guess its all for show
prod. junoes 
www.youtube.com/c/junoesdubz
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

**part 1 of how i made these songs on yt now!!**
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKTtpBPHHZk

ONE BG VOX FROM @prodbyaustyn ALSO LMFAO 
also like a couple lines written by twitch chat but also @afumaru
\\lyrics//

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
you said it was impossible
now u wanna finish first like ur unstoppable
i wonder if it's probable 
now everything u think i do is comical
why?

don't forget it's how it goes
i don't wannna waste ur time
well i guess its all for show 
during the time of ur life
x2

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
you just consumed a time laspe 
it's all controlled in my grasp
i slowly fall to my death
i'm holding onto my breath

well i guess it's all for show
but i don't wanna look when u watch it die
well i guess i'll fucking know
when i'm dead tired thinking of these sweet goodbyes

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
you said it was impossible
now u wanna finish first like ur unstoppable
i wonder if it's probable 
now everything u think i do is comical
why?

don't forget it's how it goes
i don't wannna waste ur time
well i guess its all for show 
during the time of ur life
x2

[outro] ~ @jauntsen
don't forget it's how it goes
i don't wannna waste ur time
well i guess its all for show 
during the time of ur life

you said it was impossible
you said it was impossible
you said it was impossible
you said it was impossible for me.

impossible. (junoes)

there's no one talking back.
featuring @prodbyaustyn
prod. grayskies
www.youtube.com/c/grayskies2020
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

**part 1 of how i made these songs on yt now!!**
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKTtpBPHHZk

also like a couple lines written by twitch chat but also @afumaru

\\lyrics//

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
feel my presense beside you 
but your gone its a fact 
but all i hear is the silence
there's no one talking back
you're all that i had 
i watched it fade into black 
i can hear ur voice
i can hear ur laugh
but i watched u die 
i can't forget that
get up! 
i don't wanna let u 
go from my sight 
i know its all just a lie
i just want to feel alive 
once again 

[hook]
get up! get up!
i don't wanna lie down 
too much enegery 
no i don't wanna calm down

promise u said
you'll get the fuck outta bed 
but ur gone
x2

wake up and i'm feeling sick
last thing u said i was just a "piece of shit"
and my mind went blank when u said call it quits
now ur life cut short i take the blame for it 

[verse 2] ~ @prodbyaustyn
i tried my best
not to take it to heart
control myself
that’s a good place to start

spend all my life
just to please
i’m falling down to my knees
cause now you’re one 
with the breeze
and i know it’s not my fault
if only i had answered one last call
lately i have not know what to do

but i don’t know you
and you don’t know me
anymore
than i don’t know you 
and you don’t know me

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @prodbyaustyn
get up! get up! (than i don't know you)
i don't wanna lie down 
too much enegery (and you don't know me)
no i don't wanna calm down

promise u said
you'll get the fuck outta bed 
but ur gone
x4

wake up and i'm feeling sick
last thing u said i was just a "piece of shit"
and my mind went blank when u said call it quits
now ur life cut short i take the blame for it

get up!! +austyn with a y (grayskies)

lyrics:

oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

youre gone and im the reason
i gave too many for leaving
i guess its my fault im dreaming
every night about you

i fucking fucked myself up
too scared to fall in love
cause every time i do
nothing compares to you

oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

Cineraria:
when youre gone
i cant tell if
the time we spent was real or fake and
i pinch myself time and time again
i cant focus

your smile, your hands
you dont understand
how much i need you
i hope this wont end
gone in a month
i wish you could stay
but ill be waiting, ill wait

man of my dreams
will you wait for me or let me go?
do you want me or do you need me?
do you need me?

scorpio x cineraria:
oh god i need you bad
Im lost i need you back
was it real what we had?
now it feels like a dream i had

dream (feat. Cineraria)

vocals : flesh, slp talk, hottub johny
guitar/instrumental : hottub johny
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3emuOcpVG68UMHjorgPGKx?si=ee39739b94b74cc4
apple 🍏: https://music.apple.com/us/album/sore-skull/1834736364?i=1834736365

Instagram @ravesaboutmandy

raves about mandy - sore skull

my name is jasmine
it's only just your life. ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡
butterfly effect 🦋

get up!! +austyn with a y (grayskies)

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