[all of jauntsen]

Micah interweb lore material

hyperpop 2024 fall

Micah Callari @ sleepy.zone 1/23/23

@micahcallari

remix of https://soundcloud.com/blissom/moments

blissom - moment5 Micah Callari remix

"Unofficial" rip of a set performed by @micahcallari at fargofest (2/11/2023)

TRACKLIST
1. Micah Callari - in the moment (demo)
2. drama trial - home (remix)
3. Cake Pop - Whistle (remix)
4. ilysm - no matter how i look at it .. (remix)
5. Cold Circulation - Disappointing, Try Harder (remix)
6. Micah Callari - 500 trillion dollar paycheck (demo)





i love online banking

Micah Callari @ fargofest [FULL SET] (2/11/2023)

Micah Callari - 500 trillion dollar paycheck

Micah Callari @ sleepy.zone 2/22/2023

||see you soon||
just a little something to hold off till my album,,,

prod me ykyky

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i know you're trying your way
but it's not what you planned
the mark i made on this place
that is not who i am
but who am i to say "no" to..
(i give it my all)
it's so true
but people always look saying
"do i even know you?"
no you don't
but will soon will find out
(one day)
imma lose my mind now.

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[verse 2]
but i don't wanna have to leave this all behind
but i don't know how
and you don't know when
the cycle will repeat it's self i just want it to end
but i'm stuck sitting here saying better luck next time
i just hope the next time i'll be there
until then i'll be spinning around while you stare
i got some shit i'm tryin to say i gotta prove it
instead i'm letting it die

[hook]
cause i'm going crazy this is never what i wanted
be honest
it feels so different from when i started
i never thought i'd ever reach a point like this
but i'm just trying to make a difference
i just wanna fucking live my life

[outro]
its time that you look inside
you would never believe who i could find
it's coming soon i promise on my life
you just gotta believe that you're on time.

live my life

fading into obscurity
prod and vocals by me

track .02/.03 
on all plats 1/25, presave here:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/vvv

lyrics:

tell me what happened
i seen you sulking in the corner
in my room at the party
tell me what had happened
tired of people saying that they feel bad and they're sorry
cause im just full of sadness
its a whole another year of this shit
and i just cant handle it

rather keep my voice down
do you even like remember me?
probably not
dont bother answering cause you forgot

i never show up
cause i never glow up
if i ever blow up
cut out any impossibility
tired of rolling up my sleeve
scratches turn my forearms purple
the winds so strong my hair is blowing over
every interaction i jump a hurdle
my bones are so soft i could break at any moment
if i die please tell my mom that i died sober
sit alone cause i know that no one coming over

tell me what happ-

you can find me
you define me where i go
you divide me
need the vibe to be
all good
tired of not being seen
if you hear me its in your dreams
know its not worth the time

vivarium

prod and vocals by me.

track .03/.03
on all plats 1/25, presave here:
distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/vvv

lyrics:

fuck the push and fuck the pressure
or ill just go insane
i make no difference in this shit
like ive been shooting blanks
if you hear my voice its luck
playing a dangerous game
not a single article written in my name

the house was completely empty

i know youd be better without me
i know youll still always doubt me
you dont know a thing about me
you wouldnt reach out if i drowning 

you see me sinking to the bottom
im not afraid of the ground from all the way up top

vertigo

||you just gotta wait||

~track [10/?]

🦋 \\ credits // 🦋
+vox from
@corefish
+ co writing credits 
@insertsonghere

art by me and @insertsonghere

prod me.
mix + master by me :3

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
I’ve been looking at the countdown
hoping it’ll be better by tomorrow
their words I’ll have to drown out
It will be better by tomorrow

{{tts}}
you are now listening to butterfly effect.

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
you said that you got it, i want it, be honest
the answer, i found out, i think that, i lost it 
i'm spinning, i'm nauseous, there's no way, to stop
your airways, are toxic, quit breathing, quit talking
i can't wait for sudden changes
or ill fuck up my life throw it all away
just give me a time and place
a period of grace

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
just give me a week
give me a month
maybe I’ll find out what I want
just give me a break
there is no escape
I’ve lived my whole just to rinse and repeat

[post hook] ~ @jauntsen
things will all be be better by tomorrow
It will be better by tomorrow
you just gotta wait

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
If you want time to yourself
don't abuse it and turn into waste
cos lifes not a game
so why are we playing with me
as society plays with your brain
you talk all the same
run in a circle the rules are to blame 
you don't even know my name

[verse 2] ~ @corefish
I'm far gone enough just to suffer again
hold on to love but I cannot defend 
obvious things aren't the same as they could have been 
now I rinse this body clean 
I'm always afraid of what I couldn't sense
it's all in the plan and the pain heaven sent 
now I've been thinking bout you with cold feet just hold me 
pockets heavy and you told me
"just give me a week"

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
just give me a week
give me a month
maybe I’ll find out what I want
just give me a break
there is no escape
I’ve lived my whole just to rinse and repeat

[post hook] ~ @jauntsen
things will all be be better by tomorrow
it will be better by tomorrow
you just gotta wait.

spotify !

rinse & repeat +corefish

||until then i'm lost||

prod me ykyky 
co written with @insertsonghere

thank u for the awesome year even though i didn't post much, next year is stronger :3


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[intro] ~ @jauntsen
If you have a question
I could answer it
I need to break the ice
I’d leave a nice impression and just a little hint
Our fire can suffice

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
until our paths cross
I promise i will be ok
Until then i’m lost
I still have my memories 
that you must of forgot
I’ll remind you who i am 
Doesn’t matter what's the cost

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
time moves slowly
but my heart is speeding up
thinkin’ am i out of luck
to find you, to find you
you, you, you, you
i can never get enough 
i can't seem to give it up.

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
If you have a question
I could answer it
I need to break the ice
until our paths cross
I promise i will be ok
until then i’m lost

until our paths cross

||is this how it feels to take a life?||

~[track 3/?]

prod me
bg vox + additional prod @dramatrial
bg vox + additional writing @micahcallari

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[verse] ~ @jauntsen
the mess you made around can’t be undone
that’s what you think!
could the problem be what you’ve become
that’s what you think!
nothing that you’ll say to me 
that will help me ease my mind 
so listen what i’m saying please
you can’t ignore the signs!

[prehook] ~ @jauntsen
cause you couldn't be
(it's alright, alright)
what I thought you seen
(it's alright, alright)
just a subtle taste
(it's alright, alright)
that’s soon to turn to waste

{{tts}}
is this how it feels to take a life?!

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
she’s not bleeding out!
I swear I need a little more time
(she needs a little more time)
I’m not one for myself
I never asked for help
I’ll play the cards i’m dealt.

[verse 2] ~ @jauntsen
the silence is overwhelming 
I cannot believe the words you are telling me
cause i dont know what to do in this situation

I saw myself in her eyes
the blood on her hands was mine
she stood in for my demise
Is this how it feels to take a life!

Bury her soul in my mind
I push her off to the side
And hide the stab to my pride
cause now I shed the tears she used to cry

[bridge] ~ @jauntsen
cause you couldn't be
what you thought you seen
It will be her eyes next time you see me face to face
for now it’s just a taste
that’s soon to go to waste
remind me what could happen if I step out of my place

the blood’s dried on the floor
it's staining the decor
avert your eyes from me and I will not be that surprised
no matter what I try
my destiny’s to find
A brand new me to see a brand new outlook through my eyes

(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
she’s bleeding right out of her eyes
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
(It’s alright, alright, alright)
don’t think I’ll make it out alive

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
she’s not bleeding out!
(she needs some time to breathe x2)
she needs a little more time
I’m not one for myself
I never asked for help
I’ll play the cards i’m dealt.

she's bleeding out!!

||listen to what people are saying||
~[track 4/?]

🦋 \\ credits // 🦋
+prod by me
+mix me
+master @st1cksyea
+additional prod @micahcallari
+cover art @neciawake
 
🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
stop trying to hold back
news flash! 
cause it's gonna pierce your soul
how does it not get old like every time 
when your the one in control
but i know you!
only wish me well...
why do i have to choose?
and sacrifice under your spell!
well i got news but i'm NOT
i'm NOT
i'm NOT GONNA TAKE IT FROM YOU!

[verse]
running through this storm i swear i'd 
never tell a lie
you can't seem to listen
when i see your eyes
the good won't make no difference 
cause soon you're gonna fall 
off
realize your making the wrong choice 
cause in the end they really need you
you're biting off the hand that feeds you
but it doesn't matter anyways

[hook] 
stop trying to hold back
news flash! 
cause it's gonna pierce your soul
how does it not get old like every time 
when your the one in control
but i know you!
only wish me well...
why do i have to choose?
and sacrifice under your spell!
well i got news but i'm NOT
i'm NOT
i'm NOT GONNA TAKE IT FROM YOU!

[bridge]
(i'm sorry, i'm broken, i'm broken, i'm broken) x4
won't be the last time that i'm called an asshole
for caring about a person who's been walking a tightrope
it's unbelievable how you can always stand behind facts
but the problem that your facing can't be faced behind it's back!

[epic guitar solo!!!]

news flash! its NOT looking good..

Mix me
master heba kadry
cover art mario dante
~lyrics~
i cant live with shit up in the air
what he thinks about my mind and body
all the while i really cant blame u
we dont have a single thing in common
i left my patience back at 30th st station
i got a thousand miles on my next life
everybody think they own a piece of me
if u want a little taste u can bite it
he said "im on stage and ur thinkin bout other guys in front of me?
i can see it in ur eyes baby girl dont lie to me"
he has the whole world and then some in the palm of his hand im jealous
im trashy for a bitch with no credentials
pretty boy said i was just a flash in the pan
i could take her flow if i cant take her man
i know how bad u wanna scream my name
they must be buggin if they dont know who i am
u finding words to say
u not with me though
wake up and find out its not true
i got dreams of u and me do u feel it though?
wake up and find out its just u
can u feel from miles away im thinkin bout u?
i can never get away with lying
i like his voice and the way he thinks about me
then i go to sleep and wake up crying
im on stage and hes thinkin bout other girls in front of me
i could see it in his eyes
u dont have to lie to me
he has the whole world and then some in the palm of his hand im jealous
trash it for a bitch with no credentials
pretty boy said i was just a flash in the pan
i could take her flow if i cant take her man
i know how bad u wanna scream my name
they must be buggin if they dont know who i am
u got me wrapped round ur finger boy
so tell the whole world that u know who i am
i got u wrapped around my finger boy
u finding words to say
u not with me though
wake up and find out its just u
i left my patience back at newark penn station
yea i got a thousand miles-
i got dreams of u and me do u feel it though?
wake up and find out its not true
im laying on the tracks at metropark station
and im waiting on u to come save my life
everybody think they own a piece of me
if u want a little taste u can bite it
i like his voice and the way he thinks about me
then i go to sleep and wake up crying
pretty boy said i was just a flash in the pan
i could take her flow if i cant take her man
i know how bad u wanna scream my name
they must be buggin if they dont know who i am
pretty boy said i was just a flash in the pan
i could take her flow if i cant take her man
i know how bad u wanna scream my name
they must be buggin if they dont know who i am

Flash in the Pan

Mix me
master heba kadry
cover art mario dante
~lyrics~
ud rather live to please
and die a virgin
said u wanna go see the world
but ur stuck at work
i wanna take it serious
and take it slow
said i wanna make it to christmas
but i fall off the bone
and i could wish he hears this
but when he does i wont
id rather live to please
the lips beneath his nose
if u could go anywhere where would u go?
if u could go anywhere where would u go?
if u could go anywhere would u wanna stay here?
if u could go anywhere where would u go?
if u could go anywhere where would u go?
if u could go anywhere would u wanna stay?
and when the wind whistles ull wake up unlucky again
with none of ur things
ur bandmates ur lovers and friends

Dream Sequence

https://soundcloud.com/zhookhouse

From August 10th to August 11th, 2024, over 1,000 creatives woke up early, clocked out of work, gathered with friends, and prepared for the 24-hour challenge to come. As submissions roll in, the day passes in the blink of an eye. Musicians put their final touches on their songs, passing around the master file for one final polish from all collaborators. Visual artists eagerly await for the few final minutes of their render to pass with no issues. All participants take one big, deep breath as they upload their files and hit "Submit". Out of 562 music submissions and 71 art submissions, 45 shining tracks and one cover design were selected and organized with care into one final album. It captures a glimpse of the evolving creativity not just of our community, but of creatives everywhere.

First and foremost, All Nighter is about joy; the payoff is well worth it, but the purpose is in the process. It's so much more than making a song or cover art with a friend—it's human connection. It's learning how to push yourself beyond your creative limits. It's taking pride in your hard work. It's meeting new people who happen to love the same musicians and artists as you. Creating what makes you happy is a joy that keeps the wheels of creativity turning; we all owe it to ourselves to love what we make, and make what we love.

All proceeds from All Nighter, Vol. 9 will be donated to the National Alliance for Eating Disorders, a charity that provides referrals, education, and support to individuals experiencing eating disorders and their loved ones.

// Find out more about the charity
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// Album art by Meepwrath
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