let me prove it to you

inspos:
kmoe - blisters
jane remover - frality (literally the whole album bruh)

prod. me
ft @blissom
[lyrics]

*jauntsen*
i don't know how to fix this
cause it's never really good enough
just go open your 
mind
find out i'm
fine 
i'm truly better than i once was
just let me prove it to you 

no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

*blissom*
i tried
to change
the part
that cares
u were sitting alone
on your lunch break on your phone

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen*
the silence 
awakens 
the way back 
forsaken
just calm down
i need hope
the only path
i'll take it!

i'm watching them all succeed 
while i'm stuck here inside my room
it's all just a game
the real feels like fake
and honestly i don't know what to do
what to do.

*blissom*
the silence is too much to handle
im lost without answers 
i need to you to tell me how 
to forget that you ever believed me
for one fucking second
from 2 years ago till now

and if you showed me 
the way back 
to your heart id find 
theres one more piece you had to lie about to keep on fire

*jauntsen* 
no 
i'm trying to find ways to let it go 
help me lead a path to find my focus 
no one really knows us 
i'm trembling in cycles its been hard for me to show up

is something wrong
cause it doesn't feel right
don't know why i do it 
but i stay up all night
you look so good
and i look like i'm dying 
so what is the purpose of trying

cause nothings ever good enough !

(somethings wrong x6)

let me prove it to you.

spotify !

nothings ever good enough +blissom

prod and vox by me, guitars by @starsbeforesunrise <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/4SgDXZkYWq0fsihvGoLNLq?si=03c5ee39791640f3

i know im gonna miss it
with every passing minute
with all its fucked up moments
and things that brought me closest
the temporary solace
ends quickly without purpose
falls gently to the mattress
avoiding any notice

lights are dimming in my room
curtains fall when the past comes to
glasses glimmering bright blue
obscuring all that the light comes through
mirror images you knew
change their structure and shift in hue
fell apart the way they grew
this is empty hearted mania in bloom

i know youre feeling restless
but i know we gotta make it there alive
alive
ill be alive
alive with you
and when the dust has settled
we can be proud of the fact were still alive
alive
alive
alive

al1v3

tornado (featuring fraxiom) (prod uglyboy & billy !)

guitar by @spagdus prod & vox by me
https://open.spotify.com/track/6HrGuhMPwV1Ff9OlQI48r2?si=1fb97c51d0f443d0

no im not done yet
i got a thousand things to do
and only you know all of them
one minor setback
exstinguished every speck of hope
i had to know whats coming next

the trees are burning down
you never heard a sound from me
its time to put this plot to rest

you wouldnt know if you saw it
a dense array of every path
you know youve come to hold so dear
but everything begins right here
that sense of pride when u look back
at all the plans the dreams the friends
the loves the lives that fell apart
but you still have a beating heart

the trees are burning down
you never heard a sound from me
its time to put this plot to rest

its been two weeks since the last time i
wore out my finger tips on my
phone screen tryna get a word from you
only to fail
im restless i got no sleep but i
focus on the paiting hung on the
drywall tryna see a piece that was
not there before
the skyline embeds itself on my
eyelids sends blinking lights to my
retina contorts in ways that i
cant think to share
the ride home leaves me in fear of what
waits there its ticking down like a
time bomb just to see a thing that was
not there before

beating heart

prod @11latency
guitar @cherryrizla
vox @cherryrizla @blissom @leytonmode

wrong foot

guitar and prod @cherryrizla
vox @cherryrizla @leytonmode @blissom

twisting

guitar vox prod me

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new

the wind is whipping past and i can barely stand
as if it wasnt hard enough to stick to plan
youll never see the light of what you make
cuz youre too busy being concerned of whats at stake
is this all
that youre known for
back and forth torn
is it all
just to say it
that you made it
and if i never see the light of day thats fine
cuz im too busy laying wide awake at night

is this all
i can do
whats the point
if its not new
let me go
let me choose
let me fall
let me lose

torn

I think you're lying to urself
featuring @can-of-bliss
prod. tenniesplayer
www.youtube.com/c/tennisplayerwrld
all songs made on this ep were done in two hours at twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\lyrics//
[verse] ~ @jauntsen
i think ur lying to urself
but it's fine cuz i'm lying too
now u left me don't know what to do
can i go back there!
to a city where i always gotta fly there
u can treat me like i'm nothing fuck if i care
i saw ur note 
don't wanna see you go
again.

it's all i wanna know 
what's on your mind
it can't be said

but you only want me dead 
was that the truth 
was that ur plan

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
and i can't forget that.

it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
but i can't let it die!!

maybe i could try to be better 
i hope we get back together
again.
cuz i can't let it die
x2

[verse 2] ~ @can-of-bliss
take a look
deep inside my eyes
u can see thru my disguise
my crystallizing insides
i cant help that im neurotic all the time
i feel guilty for the guilt felt over nothing
theres no reason or rhyme
intrusive thoughts in my mind
i feel my times on ur dime
i cant do this to u anymore

[hook] ~ @jauntsen & @can-of-bliss
it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
and i can't forget that.

it's all a joke 
ur in disguise
like i won't forget that 
u really wanna let this die?
but i can't let it die!!

maybe i could try to be better 
i hope we get back together
again.
cuz i can't let it die
x2

||disguise|| +can of bliss (tennisplayer)

guitar and prod @cherryrizla
vox @cherryrizla @blissom @leytonmode

codependent

self prod

demo made in @leastfavorite apartment today on my birthday so if the vocal mix sounds bad then tough beans.

49 floors

Clouds - Out now everywhere ☁️
https://tyarcmusic.com/listen/clouds/

Lyrics:
I've been on the borderline of flying high
In a room full of silence no one talks but you and I
So what's wrong with me
I can't get there yet am I an enemy
You tell me casually
You'll be there soon so don't worry

Right here and now 
I'm proud of my accomplishments 
And I hear the crowd
'Cause they wanna be a part of it
My head in the clouds
Wanting to be the best version of me
The thoughts are so loud
Screaming at me this is who you should be

Right when everything is feeling fine
I'm reminded that one day I'll die
So what's wrong with me
Is it troubling I have this mentality
Well, not necessarily 
You just want things to end happily

Isn't that really nice
My own purpose for life
You fooled me once an I
Just fool around sometimes
These days I find that I
Pick up on all the signs
Yet I spend too much time
Dreaming up in the sky

Right here and now 
I'm proud of my accomplishments 
And I hear the crowd
'Cause they wanna be a part of it
My head in the clouds
Wanting to be the best version of me
The thoughts are so loud
Screaming at me this is who you should be

Clouds

my name is jasmine
it's only just your life. ♡ ´･ᴗ･ `♡
butterfly effect 🦋