its only just your life.
new songs every friday starting now..

prod/art done by me

inspos for song:
jane remover - misplace 
wishlane - sink or swim

[lyrics]
*verse 1*
i know its my fault
gotta make the noise stop
i don't wanna fail
everything i do is stale

instead i'll keep walking backwards
tired of the fake shit
feel like imma
actor
but it's all for now

*bridge*
but i'm still here waiting
wasting all my time
u know all my excuses so i'll make shit up
but there ain't no coming back
how can i make this up
(you can't make this up)

*pre hook*
i don't wanna lie
i don't feel like i'm alive
if you woulda saw
what i saw the other night
it's the first day back
i feel like i just died

*hook2*
thought i was done making up
cuz it's all a lie
still don't know where i'm going tonight
i've had enough i think its time to move on
because its only just your life you cannot treat it when you die

*verse 2*
because it's my life and my time to
go go go
cannot tell me what to do like u
know know know
sick of living my life off of hope
guess it's my luck
i should've known

on spotify !

you can't make this up

time is what you wish for..

prod me and @assperrr
don't got time to waste

inspos
lando! - outta my mind
defsharp - to get older

[lyrics]

*bridge*
i swore that this would never happen anymore
i keep on fumbling but i don't want to anymore
i cannot help it i just get bored
time is what you!
wish for
but it's something that you can't afford

*verse*
keep sitting here and wasting your time...
if you are gonna do it just make up your mind!

cause people always thrive to be the best someday
can't be the best today
cause i'm a mess somedays
but imma keep on trying maybe do my best today
can't be my best today
cause i'm a mess somedays
but imma keep on trying maybe do my..

*hook*
never mind fuck that!
don't got time to waste
but i stay awake
i've got fears to face
wish that i could get my luck back
but i don't wanna wait
when my time is gone
hope i leave a trace

*bridge*
i swore that this would never happen anymore
i keep on fumbling but i don't want to anymore
i cannot help it i just get bored
time is what you!
wish for
but it's something that you can't afford

*hook*
never mind fuck that!
don't got time to waste
but i stay awake
i've got fears to face
wish that i could get my luck back
but i don't wanna wait
when my time is gone
hope i leave a trace

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hope I leave a trace (jauntsen x asperr)

produced by @deadyami x @jauntsen

lyrics:
i fear i'm not enough again
my friends all feed me oxygen
but i'm at a point where they can not help me anymore
had another breakdown and move on with my day
it felt like something i could not escape
they said it's my fault cuz i'm tired and lazy
centipedes in my mind they all start the invading
i don't know why i was waiting
but i know that i was patient
i tell myself that it was worth it

i remember watching bands perform in that basement
holding onto u cuz there could never be replacements
when i first put my hand out never thought that u would take it
i swear that it was the best thing that i've felt in a while
my happiness was based around your smile
and it faded so fast

worth it (dead yami x jauntsen)

i'll never change

prod. @kingtheta


lyrics:

verse 1:

you told me you'd never leave
now im stuck here, waiting for you to show
now, youre gone
you told me you love me now
and I can't take it right now 
thoughts are trembling right now

pre chorus:

I can't keep going like this
you make me feel so selfish
you make me feel something i can't control

chorus: 

waiting, waiting for you
get out of my head, tell me what you said 
waiting, waiting for you
make a move
tell me what to do 

It doesn't make sense now 
how your with him right now 
and my heart is getting bruised 
but you know what you did 
im always getting used 

(mid ass) verse 2:

I tried to show you that I care
but I cant do it now
i told you, you were everything
but you didn't care
I'm lost in my thoughts I swear
maybe i should go 
where I can't see you anymore 
maybe I should just admit that you were right

pre chorus:

I can't keep going like this
you make me feel so selfish
you make me feel something i can't control

chorus: 

waiting, waiting for you
get out of my head, tell me what you said 
waiting, waiting for you
make a move
tell me what to do 

It doesn't make sense now 
how your with him right now 
and my heart is getting bruised 
but you know what you did 
im always getting used

waiting (king theta)

cigarette lit but no bud light :pleading_face:

big brown stain (jake angel beats)

all plats vvvvvv
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kryst3n/uncomfortable

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgvVxHuY654

prod @claudesdiary i lov claude thas my shawty
mix master by me lol

Vocals for sillyness vvvv
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/uncomfortable-p-claude-vocals-144-db-major/s-nC7dvs5AaCS?si=cbd36339109543c2be9bc11348d9868f&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

you wanna stab me in my back
i offered everything I had
get a head start 
im still gon finish last
ur getting too close can you step back 
back
u wanna piece of me
i wanna piece of you
reside in a glass house all day ive been seeing thru
like i was uncomfortable no future i see w/ u
u were so miserable theres nothing i need from u
cuz there aint no future i would see with you
cuz what goes around gon hit u in the face
cuz like im not even lying 
its gon be so much harder than ur worst day
tell me u hit rock bottom i said damn ok
you can solve that on ur own cuz i dont wanna be in play

said i need a little more
fucking vomit on the floor
ive been up 4 more
hours penthouse the top damn floor
2 be honest u were all i wanted and more

fuck
im not coming back
oh she wanna talk to me im in love w/ that
oh she wanna run away but keep crawling back
she aint doing that fuck it im not cool w/ that

im so sorry........

i wanna be like u
all that we been thru and all that we been thru (x2)

uncomfortable prod claude

produced by me

lyrics:
nowhere for me to go
why am i back in ur home
so much for taking it slow
i move quick so fast they would never even know
bong rips and i rip it again
test me, start fillin with led
does that really happen? don't know it depends
do i need some traction to start getting friends
no more distractions and leaving it all on the fence
ahead of everyone that i've been talking to i can't connect

fuck a breathe in, breathe out
i'm bouta sink in, no drought
one eye closed keep one on u now
i think i'm wanting u now

it's best to say goodbye to everyone i love
better now before i'm gone
please don't stick around too long
i do my best, still callin SOS
got an invitation it's so hard to accept
can't show up the first time i bank on a rain check
everything inflicted on me started out painless
put less work now i'm getting paid less
i'd learn way more if i wasn't brainless
don't give a fuck what they wanna say next
say next

rain check

lenox ft sadeyes 
prod: jpbeatz mix: polearm art: Scott Taylor

Lenox ft. Sadeyes

prod by @naturesscum

original song: https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001/recap-prod-natures-scum-1

recap (bedhead cover)

Jayavem