Let Me Rot (W/ Unknxwn.)

Lyrics

I got a million problems
Fuck bout a million followers
That shit won't help me with solving 'em
All of my thoughts I get lost in 'em

Don't know where I am, don't know where to go
The man that I am is not one I know
Can't figure it out, don't know why I'm cold
You hearing this now but this shit is old (x2)

Because when it's new and I'm feeling the weight of the things that I write, I don't wanna be judged
What do I do? I'm not healing the pain that I hate and I hide
Am I really enough? I never know and it scares me, I wish that I had the answers
I got this pain and it tears me, can't run away from the cancer

What I had made a mess of it, I know it's evident
I'm just a demon, don't tell me I'm heaven sent
I know the reaper is my only medicine
I don't like people, I know that I'm reticent

I cannot get out the loop till I'm dead again
I should of known you would leave me on read again
They at the door, I'm unsure if I let 'em in
If pain was a sport, I'm a letterman

Voices inside of my mind
Scream when I know I can't keep it inside
We had a flame, I can't keep it alive
Screaming your name until I don't like mine

Until I don't like myself, I can't look in the mirror
This message can't get any clearer
I'm just a mess, I'm a quitter, I'm so fucking bitter
I know that I'll never be with her

1M. | Produced by sorrow bringer

Lyrics

*auditory agony*

A lot of times I don't know what I should or should not do
And all the drugs I took back then, I know I'll never drop to
I hope you just avoid me, I don't ever wanna talk to you again
You were fucking with my heart when you were my only friend

So I stayed, thinking that you might just save me
But I didn't know that you would be the one to break me
I won't ever know just what I did to make you hate me
But it is what it is, I still fucking forgive

Cause it's not for you, it's for me
I can't talk to you, so please
Just stop popping up on my phone
I cannot care, bitch leave me alone

I was making songs bout being alone
Where were you then bitch? Getting a bone
Don't get offended, you know what you did
I won't ever say I love you again, bitch

I lost her, I'm glad so
I hate you, don't come back hoe
Dear past me, don't hurt so hard
She won't ever be there when it's hard

Why you do me like that?
Put a knife in my back
Putting lies in my head
I think you want me dead

I think you like how I
Keep on making these songs
Well keep listening bitch
I'm gone live off these songs

*auditory agony*

I lost her, I'm glad so
I hate you, don't come back hoe
Dear past me, don't hurt so hard
She won't ever be there when it's hard

she lost me. | Produced by ryini

unknxwn. - at least i don't feel like this everyday anymore. (prod. Lezter)

Lyrics

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

I got all these feeling I don't talk about
Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too

And I don't wanna do that again
I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all
That feeling something good just to lose it all

Life ain't what I thought it'd be
Like I thought when I was 16
Felt like I would be so free
That was shallow, now I'm deep

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

And on some days I feel like that day could be now
And on some days I feel like I figure it out
But on all days I'm really just keeping it down
So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy?

Cause when I am, I'm not
And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead

shallow. | Produced by greaf

ISSOFU.

Produced by sockedbeatz

Lyrics

I know that I'm bound to be forgotten
So please stop hounding me, don't care about it
There's not just one devil on my shoulder, I'm surrounded
She think I'm an angel just because of how I'm sounding

All I know is pain, that's what I'm used to
I won't find myself if I don't lose you
I don't understand why you won't leave me
Can you cause me pain? That's what I'm needing

I don't wanna leave my mark, wanna mark my departure
I don't care if she lied, I don't care if she using me, I'm sad, I lost her
I don't want you, you're not her, shut the fuck up, I don't care
What's in my cup I won't share, I need her back and I swear

I'll get her back cause I can't live without her, she don't understand
What don't I have that another man does? Can you tell me why you ran?
Can you tell me where you are? I'ma find where you stay, I know you ain't far
Out of my mind but I'm in my...out of my mind but I'm in my heart

In my feelings, I can't get out I tried
Girl, just tell me why did you ever lie?

I don't wanna leave my mark, wanna mark my departure
I don't care if she lied, I don't care if she using me, I'm sad, I lost her
I don't want you, you're not her, shut the fuck up, I don't care
What's in my cup I won't share, I need her back and I swear

I'll get her back cause I can't live without her, she don't understand
What don't I have that another man does? Can you tell me why you ran?
Can you tell me where you are? I'ma find where you stay, I know you ain't far
Out of my mind but I'm in my...out of my mind but I'm in my heart

i won't find myself if i don't lose you.

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Painless

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Ice in my veins
Knives in my heart
How did I die I dont know where to start

I start to fade
Everything grey
Other than death I dont see any way

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

Bodies everywhere, and I watch em all burn
Thinkin' to myself, "did I take the wrong turn"
I make mistakes and I will never learn
Once I depart I will never return

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