feat @kathrnn and @mist333

prod @mist333

yes the vox sound like this on purpose

noflack

noflack + kathrnn n glossalia

if i could rewind time
if i could see lifeline
and wish that you were mine
i would

i know that i don't mind
i know that you don't mind
that i really really miss you

say it through gritted teeth
shrouded in mystery
no one to really see
pushing the boundary
man
but i know this time, this time
this time

this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right

tell me what it feel like
when you're living in real life
without me
i'm a real fresh boy from the county
no you better not doubt me

no I aint got no time today
aint got no motivation
aint no words to say
you aint rocking w me I just laugh in your face
just know that with time comes something great

did you ever think so far
don't know how i'm still here
questioning my surroundings
leave it just how i found it
but somehow i always turn back, around
and i never heard a word back
(no words at all)
i've watched it fall my own tower
and now i crawl back
but this time

this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right
this time i'll pay my cards right, cards right

after all, the rain can't last forever* + phoenix

credits : //
@555phoenix - vocals/lyrics
@vampiremutual - everything else

what it feels like to date god

lyrics:

save me from my own thoughts
i cant feel nothing cus im so lost
dont like cameras cut lights off
i can tell that u aint living right ohhh
sometimes i feel like nothing matters,
shrapnel, heart so scattered
i hang with the demons n the bastards
dont come arnd get turned into a factor

I cant fix my feelings
hole that cant stop leaking
i live by your teachings
scriptures, i dont know the meaning
i cant find my purpose
its hard when ur so perfect
rub it in my face why dont you
rub it in my face why dont youuuu

shrapnel (prod. sydney runner)

produced, arranged, mixed, written, and mastered by me

"i stay in my room all day online, its killing me slowly."

(Dream Sequence)
(Commencing)

Lay down in the meadows
Breathe in the skin
Seems like I'm in the middle
Of waves to you

And I'm
And I'm dreaming
Ooh, And I'm dreaming
And I'm dreaming


Lay down in the meadows
Breathe in the skin
Seems like I'm in the middle
Of waves to you

And I'm
And I'm dreaming
Ooh, And I'm dreaming
And I'm dreaming

Wake up late this morning
And I start to pay my dues
Will I see the light?
I never do

Live life inside, that's just all I knew
Will I sleep? Oh no, I never do
Wake up feeling like I'm used fondue
Couple trees a thousand miles from you
Sometimes I need to do something new
Pick the pace up, need more time

Living lives I never lived
I didn't care about who I was or where I is
Whatever shit
Only been to places in my ears
I paid my price to man
Now I sit all day in my chair
This dreaming sequence will never end

Let go, let go, ah
We fight, we love, ah
You hate, I sold, ah
New problems, old solves, ah
You say I'm stuck, ah
I say I'm where I am

I don't work till night
Postpone my exercise
Haven't seen outside
For a long time
I just stay online
Prolonged suicide
I,

Living lives I never lived
I didn't care about who I was or where I is
Whatever shit
Only been to places in my ears
I paid my price to man
Now I sit all day in my chair
This dreaming sequence will never end

(Dream sequence)

dream sequence (process no. 1)

cover shot by me :)

a lil lullaby i wrote in december

lyrics

i'll hold u so close
and i'll never let u go
lying still
just holding your quilt

the fireplace warms me on a cold day
this big estate, but our love fills the whole place

i'll hold u so close
and i'll never let u go
lying still
just holding your quilt

quilt

prod vox mix master me

youve been quiet
i know somethings wrong
and as much as u hide it 
i can see in your eyes youre so cold
and i know what you say
u say not to worry
but the feeling creeps under my skin
every time that i look in your eyes
i think that im looking in mine

just give me a sign
a sign that youre alright
just give me a sign
a sign that youre trying

ive seen you before but i dont know where

being home (demo)

i know.
it hurts to be known...
but ill keep it breif and ill see you tomorrow
hold my hand, if you think you can
ill pull you out of the mud
if i get the chance

and i know that i can.

with all of the weight of the world
theres more that you deserve
the beauty in the universe

is one step away.

talk to myself
with the sun setting soon
rocking back and forth
"ill be okay"

ill be okay
ill be okay
ill be okay

i think
you gotta get out
the voice in your head
is way too much and

its weighing you down.

headlock

prod me
piano by my friend madi
feat ethab

supernova, superceding (w/ ethab)

i realized gummy reversed sounds alot like woodside gardens so i covered it over gummy

hope u like :]

@janeremover

gummy x woodside gardens medley

cheerleader!!!!! (update)

pronounced (ʤeɪ-oʊ ˈvɪʒən)
##kyotoangels
https://jayovsn.carrd.co/

dream sequence (process no. 1)

JAYOVSN

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