dig my grave

cover art by https://twitter.com/ukon3333

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/47negus an absolute honor to work with. such a talented artist and someone I'm glad to call a friend -


lyrics

you best the pay the man
i get sentimental for the bag
we dont play with that 
they gon send em in
agreed settlement 
in my elemento
trap and bando
fill him in tho
with the info
if he dont know
he not kinfolk 
in the bin bro
va cayendo
zip that boy up with the velcro

know ya limits cuz we get specific with the chicken
chippi chippi mississipi river if you differ with the vision
choppa with braids so im getting extensions 
fire 808 oh its hot potato

you and ya partners stick together like glue
aint no wonder i could just break the whole crew
aint you dizzy ridin on my wave?
bruh u need a cruise ship
cool whip, car white so i get in with no shoes
all my dogs wild, must think that you entering a zoo
when you come around, trust barking aint just what they do
semi emi rounds, foolish but im still the coolest dude
check the supra, it go vroom

too much lip from you like jay z talking to much im not hating i just want u to stay silent so my nigga cala a boca
woke up felt amazing so i stayed in time to go crazy opened daw up just to say things i had to call up okah
no question i dont stress it, once in session get to crackin 47 47 if you hear that then its over
fresh like cola, come aboard the nene boat ah aint no hold up, hold up

art from the earth (w/47negus)

produced, arranged, mixed, and mastered by me

extra vox by @mythvalley

written by me and myth valley

"i keep failing, but that's okay"

I crashed my car at a bridge, I got stabbed by a syringe, but it's okay
I never tell how it is, scared of the drama and shit, but it's okay
I cut off all the loose ends and then I do it again, but it's okay
The cycle repeats and then I crash my car at a bridge, but it's okay

Come on and say something,
Don't stand and do nothing, bitches think they ate or sumn
Out of all the fucking chances, you gotta take mine
I never wrote to the bitch, I made a statement

And when you say it again
Messing with my friends
Nothing I can't pretend
And I'mma send you a prayer
You say society's shit, we'll have to deal with it

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

Stopped waiting for the fall
Up on the edge for way too long
I don't know when I'll break at all
But I'll mess up my face in the mirror
'Cuz of my blurry vision off the cycle in my head
Do it over and over, I'll never know when it ends
Was it you who I saw in this dream I had in bed
But I think I've waited just far too long

So do it over and over again
Never know when it ends this time
Never know when it ends this time
Never know when it ends this time

So do it over again
Never know when it ends this time
Never know when it ends this time

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay

I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay
I did it over again, I did it over again, but that's okay

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

And when you say it again
I know you want to see change, but then I do it again
And when you hate me again, I don't know what I'm doing
But let me have a chance

over again (with myth valley)

8 of 9
~
the pasture's only down the block
it was so many miles away
used to be stuck at the fencepost
we couldn't get our hands away
I think that I saw something else
I couldn't get my eyes off it
but I think it's over for us now
cause soon I will be nothing more

it's only a walk from sudbury
as long as I can stay under the trees
as soon as you ran from somebody
you stopped running away from me
it's only a walk from sudbury
as long as I can stay under the trees
as soon as you ran from somebody
you stopped running away from me

I lost something, and I'm never finding it
am I supposed to move on? out of the woods that were beside me
and I don't think I could see you under the clouds that started moving
and the grass got all brown, I know that you'd just think it's stupid
and I don't think I could feel you, watching snow turn into water
all that I could do was watch, or maybe look for what I lost
but I know that was always useless, or maybe it was punishment
cause I never even heard you, until I fell into the lawn

I thought you were real for my entire life
but the things that I love are the ones I can't spite
cause they're gone before I know that I just can't live without them
is it too late to ask if I loved you at all?
ever since I was there I can't see anything
and you ask where I am, but all I hear is the scream
or the piece of my life that's stuck between my teeth
after 16 whole years, I finally can't breathe

sudbury (the pasture song)

links:
https://ffm.to/c210 
https://socializingmusic.com/#nishith

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i got in the car
the heat on, cause it’s 56 outside
i told you i fucked up
you acted surprised
you said i keep making the same old stupid mistakes
and i said i hadn’t but Iim pretty sure i lied

take me by the hand, take me by the hand and never let go 
squeeze me super tight, squeeze me super tight and keep me close
cause i can’t lose you again 
it’s like hide and seek, cause i’ll count to ten
and you’ll be gone 

it’s been getting colder, and the leaves have been falling down
but i’ve been wearing a sweater since the start of march 
walking 'round the harbor sweating bullets but i’ll keep it on
what do i know?
i’m still just a kid

take me by the hand, take me by the hand and never let go 
squeeze me super tight, squeeze me super tight and keep me close
cause i can’t lose you again 
it’s like hide and seek, cause i’ll count to ten
and you’ll be gone

count to ten

@nishitht @amaiidotmp3
maybe dreams come true
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heart of mine (feat. nishith & amaii)

prod. me // art by halo // vox: me + @trustt + @nujioh

[vai]
search for my own heart
learn how to breathe again
I can't handle
to stay with you
to stay misused
just discard me
hands shake as you
try say that you
love me but you
don't I can see through you

do you feel do you 
do you hurt do you 
do you hurt do you
what was I to you

don't look my way 
I'll stay by myself

i don't think i'll handle this
I don't think that I'll forget
relearn all that I have missed
relearn how to love again 

I'd break all my bones
just to escape you
I'll stay all alone
I'll find my own
way out of here 
you don't really know me
try again
I'll handle it

[trustt]
dont use me just for reference
for how bad your best friend looks
i dont wanna be that one
and i said
things i dont like about you
are thing i like about me
i paint my body for you
and you dont even care to see
help yourself breathe

[vai]
I'll try escape 
all that you say 
all that you mean
do you hear my heartbeat pulsing
just watch me go 
I'll never fold
I'll never break
I'll handle this I'll handle you
I'll handle -

[nujioh]
i don't sin too often
but i don't fear your judgement
to be honest i don't have no intentions
to coerce with you
approaching aimlessly
your words so hastily
when you said "just go away", i don't know if i'll be back
its a vicious cycle
sick to my stomach, gut feelings
i spilt it to you, you told me just can't hear it
i feel like, the freedom that i wanted back because you stole mine
is there some way?
is there some way?

or is there,
no one to save us? 
no one to save us? 
no one to save us?
no one to save us?

handle w/ trustt + nujioh

my heart's in the digital
and it keeps on beating for you
what should i do
with this electricity?
i don't have a clue, i don't, i don't have a clue
i wanna be with you, wanna be with you

my heart's in the digital, it beats for, beats for you

put my face against your screen for real
for real this time
that's all i ask
put my face against your screen for real
for real this time
just be mine, that's all i ask

my heart's in the digital, it beats for, beats for you

my heart's in the digital
and it keeps on beating for you
what should i do
with this electricity?
i don't have a clue, i don't, i don't have a clue
i wanna be with you, wanna be with you

what should i do

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

headphone recommend
spotify: 
https://ffm.to/3rg4qvn


lyrics:
i'm still here searching for that same thing
definition of insanity has the same ring to it
i hope you don't mind me brushing you off again like that
cause I need more reasons to be feeling this bad

i'm still here searching for that same thing
definition of insanity has the same ring to it
i hope you don't mind me brushing you off again like that
cause I need more reasons to be feeling this bad

got a list of things that I wanna do when I feel just right
i wanna go outside more
cut my hair
i wanna be there

I wanna be there

schema

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pronounced (ʤeɪ-oʊ ˈvɪʒən)
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