@1spoder
baby,
you've been tryna find a way to save me
but everytime that you look it drive me crazy
fucking with my mind on the daily
oh hate me
go oooh-woa
you keep me on my toes and baby
go oooh-woa
i don't get why you go and blame me

@jayya1k
it gets kinda lonely baby 
when i’m without your love 
and i keep fucking up 
but don’t pretend like you’re innocent 
you’re toxic i’m into it 
and i don’t like to stand out but i’m tired of fitting in
lie to me don’t tell the truth
say that i’m all you need and more 
i can promise you 
i won’t be anyone but yours 
so don’t you pick up when he calls
drive me crazy off the walls
but i want you 
i want you

hypocrite w/ spoder (prod. noden)

prod joshwa and will rhead love you both <3

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/joon8/remedy


joshwa:
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
will rhead:
https://www.instagram.com/will_rhead/

lyrics:
I don’t know how I can keep a straight face
Don’t hold onto things I’d always say that we’d do
I’m getting tired of you 
But not the way that you move 
I guess I’m trying to prove it 

I burn through all my time 
And I can’t take it 
Hurt you but I really wanna break your fall 
Curfews but we always gonna fake it
I just wanna talk to you now 

You and me
Feels like I’ll never let you go 
I don’t understand who i'd be cus 
I’ll be too emotional yeah
Not approachable 

I hope that when we always talk you’ll remember me
I hope I’m staying in your thoughts
Just a memory 
Yeah I care whether or not you a remedy
Honestly I’m never getting caught up
Never gonna talk like we just used to do 
Acting like it’s alright
But I’ve been a fool
Love it when we touching
Always comes in two 
Baby yeah it’s alright here
Yeah it’s all right here yeah
 
Bold assumption
I’ve been tryna fuck with a vision 
Had enough of 
All this stupid shit I’ve been living 
What you do that for 
What you do that for 
Yeah
Out of touch 
But I don’t really mind

All this working got me tied up
Calling me a liar
Maybe there’s just something to prove
Said there’s something we desire
But there’s no providers
What you gonna do about it
When you mood watching 
Been a sucker for you

Don’t lie I been actin the same
Treating me so differently 
Don’t know my own name no more
What a shame i'm sure
Oh you
Oh you

You and me
Feels like I’ll never let you go 
I don’t understand who i'd be cus 
I’ll be too emotional yeah
Not approachable 

I hope that when we always talk you’ll remember me
I hope I’m staying in your thoughts
Just a memory 
Yeah I care whether or not you a remedy
Honestly I’m never getting caught up
Never gonna talk like we just used to do 
Acting like it’s alright
But I’ve been a fool
Love it when we touching
Always comes in two 
Baby yeah it’s alright here
Yeah it’s all right here yeah

remedy (joshwa + will rhead)

prod by @saiwai
mix/master by @lyrahhs
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lyrics: 
@lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
im not ready for love, but its okay
time move slow but we can make it faster
ur ex man still want you back
but we gone leave em in the past tense
and i know 
that you know
this is never what we wanted
and i know
that you know
this shit was gone happen

@lyrahhs
you walked out
i hope now that your missing me
cause i just want you to know
i moved down, too now, to the city 
and i am ditching my phone

we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

@dpf617
i find it funny you gone call me on the late night
side piece now but this coulda been a date night
lemme know does ur man got his cake right?
big bag on me, i aint flexin for no reason
DOA i think im heading off the deep end
my trust is all gone, i got nothing to believe in
you gone party like every damn weekend
went behind my back i fell in love with a demon

@dpf617 & @lyrahhs
we've been fighting and fucking like every weekend
maybe im the problem im honest i got no feelings
im running out of time and the time is one of the reasons
so i am not the one for you
i may be stupid to let it go
but baby i cannot take no more
im just not ready for love

stream everywhere!

ready for love w/ lyrah (sai)

lately (prod. pieper)

produced by roku
with @heyzeph
cover courtesy of starcat28
this song well over a year old

lyrics - 
[spoder]
this weight all on my shoulders
don't bat your eye
just a second of your time
"don't break these habits"
i know
you've strucken
some gold
like how would i know?
like how would i
grow
dont walk around like you're the star of the show
you've fallen
deep
hoping nobody knows

[zephyr]
And you
Got way too many bad habits
Can’t take this stress, girl this damage
Got me drinking till I pass out
If only you knew the slut that you are
My bad I ain’t mean it I took it too far
But damn all this fussin’ really got me in the fuckin mood

I’m like woah, baby where u tryna go
I could put you on a jet or I could put you on a boat
We got way too much in common to be sitting all alone
Got a man I got a girl but baby they don’t gotta know
You know damn well it’s something bout ya body that’s got me fantasizing about bein wit you

[spoder]
stop if you see the green light better go now
shoot if you shoot it too high itll fall down
life tell me whats life like when you're strung out
knife tell me whats that like when you bleed out
had a couple frens but they lost it
drama queen always love to gossip
watch it fall empty all my pockets
face down bby done w all the harming

chorus

star of the show w/ zeph

written: me
mixed: me
produced: @ReAll
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/maxrrss/why-2

Lyrics: 

(intro)

why am i spending so much time with someone selfish
if you really understand me, would you talk now?
i don't know how i can be so understanding
everytime you build me up you bring me back down

(chorus)

why, do i try to get you off my mind
i see you everynight
no that wont work at all
why, do i try to hold you close at night
when all we do is fight
no that wont work at all

(verse)

stopping time no 
i don't need to fall in love
talk about how far you've gone
smoke fill up my fucking lungs,
take your time 
always gotta do shit that i never liked
why you gotta bullshit lying bout your life
I've been chilling on the north end couldn't tell you why

hide my scars so u don't cry
i gave you reasons i wont slide
like who with why you wasting time
i told myself i wouldn't need your lies no more
no more (no more)
no more (no more)
no more (no more)
no more (no more)

why (reall)

first of the year
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/iggy5/promise-2

so if i try too hard for her
then i might get over you

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
i just cant put u back together
i been tryna make it up to you
i dont wonder why (no lie)
you couldnt hide (no lie)
knowing what you made me do

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

promise (juanra)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4I9bp9alDC4m9MT4GNLtOY?si=b589387c7a0a444c
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/able

produced by jonah bru
mixed written performed by me
cover art by yinon

valentines day song
hope you enjoy, more stuff soon :)
thank you for listening as always

///
show me how
show me how you love
tell me how
tell me how you feel
stop it love I'm exhausted
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I-

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

tread fine lines
when I'm with you it feels like there's no wrong or right
sworn by you, we'd grow older
my feelings attached
now I sit like a loner
oooh
I'll make sure that I'll
dooo
everything that you want me to
dumb ear had me in loop
what's there for me to do
don't give it up, I thought you were someone that I loved

don't tell me the time that I spent was no use
will I be more than (be more than)
problems to you?
oh I'll carry all my baggage to show you I'm able
you stutter your speech cause it's true

able

are you mine tonight?

ft. @lifeofyuni

mixed & mastered: @mirindesu
produced: @mirindesu

me
Oh oh
Said she got no time
Is she tryna fuck me
Up up
Staring at her eyes
Babe, I wanna feel your
Love love
Thinking bout' the time 
Feel it slow me down
I don't mind, cause every night
I don't wanna go
But time goes by
And I don't wanna fall
I don't know what, what I want
Do I wanna fall in love baby
Oh so tell me,
Oh Tell me why I

Hallucinate you all the time
Why's it feel like you're still mine
I don't want to let you down tonight
Oh

yuni
Baby I can't tell by the things you said
I misread the situation
Baby stay instead
At night you hide your temptations
All in your head
I wanna hide
Oh why
Oh oh
Missed you since you left
Don't forget about me
Oh oh
You're never direct
Would you come at me for what
So what went wrong
Let's take it all the way
Far away
I just want to see your face

Hallucinate you all the time
Oh no, oh no
Hallucinate you all the time
Hallucinate you, why'd you wait

Leave it all on the table
I need you by my side
Oh
Fuck, the labels
I need you off my mind
Oh

Hallucinate you all the time
Why's it feel like you're still mine
I don't want to let you down tonight
Hallucinate you, why'd you wait

hallucinations (ft. yuni)

back like i never left x

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fnzyutj7XJ4

-

set your mind right
i dont really care but
i just wanna know when the times right
and i know you got no friends but
i just wanna know where ur minds at
took a prozac
faded
left my third eye on a mindmap
fuck unconscious hating
you dont wanna know where my minds at

and i know you hate the sight but
i dont wanna leave when youre blinded
shed some tears in amsterdam cause
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting

wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses
/i dont wanna hear when we're fighting/
wont cut away, cut away with your losses

i dont wanna hear when we're--
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're fighting
/wont cut away, cut away with your losses/
i dont wanna hear when we're

-

produced by neverforever