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formerly shrapnel interlude
an adult talking to a kid

will you listen to yourself?
theres a voice in your head telling you what not to do again

will you get somebodys help? or will
you just bleed out like you always do because you’re on the fence

are you not embarrassed of yourself and what you bring around??
theres somebody that needs you to get home safe
are you not embarrassed of the people that you bring around??
do you even care about showing(saving) face..

would you even get it?
no you wouldnt
you couldnt ever focus on anything but yourself
you just an embarassment to me and your mom 
you make me wish we were fucking alone 

and i 

wanna spit up everytime i see you but I dont
do you ever notice the fucking eyerolls
or how we talk behind your back to all your aunts and uncles
we got 
jimmy doing smack and timmy blowing bubbles
and they’ll never be as bad as you
all because you gave us attitude

I dont care
i’m just like every1 else i’m so scared
but dont call me for comfort I wont pick up the phone
just like you left me. alone

shrapnel

November 12th

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

alex g treehouse instrumental
song is original though

hey pretty boy 
I wrote a song for you
no pressure 
just had to get these words out 
cause i rock with you more than ever
and i’m a full time stepper so wish me luck please
just wish me luck

tell me when to walk
ring me when you call
standing really tall on a short stack of envelopes

hey its not your fault
gave this shit your all
fell into the mud and stood up with a new brown nose

hey pretty girl
I saved a spot for you
no pressure
I just hope you feel better
eyeing me when I look away
I love the tears stricken on your face 
you’re beautiful to me

feel better soon okay?

Worth Shit

Space For Us

mix & coverart coprod @bugs

jot down my thoughts on train rides 
this feels right
i flip my insides outside
now im just fine
babe I forgot the door code 
can you come down
i think i’ll take the high road 
if not now

I got
7 years 
7 fears 
7 heavens
rolled dice
seven levens
yeah 
still servin crack over counters
like “yea its still 30 for a downer”
poisoning the hood I came from 
and everybody mad but I came up
pushing to keep on my lights 

you dont know me you dont know me 
not my woadie
you aint never had to shoot
hurt someone cause different views
then go to church praying on a pew
and dont say that you’re my brodie
cause when I die you will not slide
my life right now feels like a lie
back then was gangsters paradise


and i know this’ll all catch up to me i’m not scared
iron on my hip when you’re not there
racing to the bottom of a bottle 
sleeping in the bedroom with a model
i dont even love her but she swallows 
behind these bars i’m spending my whole life
now I can’t make my lefts right

joyride joyride joyrides

bino w/bugs

get hit, keep moving

spies - retail temporarily closed forever

spies - boyfriend

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqysVIHZ2rk
credit to the og leaker i forgot the name of (they deleted their yt channel)