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Down & Out

Down & Out (Remix)

Down & Out (Remix) w/ Landon Cube & raspy

instagram: @ripvoze
Noticed that your pretty hard to find ah
Theres not many like you
Make sure I can be there for you
Staying by your side right next to you yeah, like glue
And you got me feeling so blue
I dont know what I can do
Lowkey this is all new but I
Noticed that you're pretty hard to find
And you still up in my mind
And its about that time
Where I say goodbye
Noticed that your pretty hard to find
And I can't see nothing right
All in my head sometimes
Hard to find

Tryna see if you real
I just wanna know if you can deal with me
This aint an ordeal but
Im tryna see the end of the deal yeah
Where you been? Woah
Got a lot of hate within oh
No i'm not your friend bro

Im too drunk to figure out how im stuck
Thinking that lightning struck
My life's all out of luck
At this point I don't give no shits and no fucks uh
But I still love all your ways
I been texting you for days
Tell me if you wanna get away
Tell me if you wanna get away

Noticed that your pretty hard to find ah
Theres not many like you
Make sure I can be there for you
Staying by your side right next to you yeah, like glue
And you got me feeling so blue
I dont know what I can do
Lowkey this is all new but I
Noticed that you're pretty hard to find
And you still up in my mind
And its about that time
Where I say goodbye
Noticed that your pretty hard to find
And I can't see nothing right
All in my head sometimes
Hard to find

hard to find (prod. Lxnley Beats)

Hampton

Halloween Mixtape

I'll Give You The Stars

all plats

nothing's working w/ ninewaters [prod. zupehr]

weepings.streamlink.to/Paradigm
Paradigm Shift Lyrics

SEWERPERSON
Chipped teeth
And nose bleeds
No breaks no sleep
Everybody gets cold feet
The moods off and the snows deep
Take me home its like half 3
Split it half u and then half me
Wired up so I don't eat
Smoked out I cannot breath
~
WEEPINGS
Smoked out I cannot breathe
And I'm tweaking off of the caffeine
Got me staring hard at a blank screen
I've just been coping like this since age 16
And it is clear like some visine
I gotta focus on my team
I'm in this bitch like a vaccine
Pop out to functions in Civil Regime
~
I have been looking for a place, One that I can call home
I have been struggling just to find it
~
SEWERPERSON
Big wheels on a black jeep
Off white stripes like a referee on my black tee
I treat the beat like its red meat
So I eat it up like its tax free
permafrost on my jewelry
You like Christmas in Hawaii
He ask me why he ain't heard of me
You not hip man no Bruce Lee
Text me and her place free
So I'm rushing in like ruski
I slide thru in a two seat
Ya I slide thru like toosie
Both hands on her asscheeks like sweatpants that say juicy
I heard it all ya I heard it all so no sob story gonna move me
~
WEEPINGS
I'm done with the lying
I'm done with the crying
I'm ready to work for the bag
I worship my purpose
When I'm feeling worthless my angels all push from the back
My energy rising, this is me not even trying
I'm steady climbing, I think I'm done with just hiding
~
I have been looking for a place, One that I can call home
I have been struggling just to find it
I know I will

Written by Weepings & Sewerperson
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Paradigm Shift w/ Sewerperson

FrFr

im too fucked
im too tired
i dont care
but i care..
too far gone to even show no signs
thinking of you keeps me up all night
x2
i need somebody to depend on
i cant do this shit all alone
im tryna find love online
i dont got shit to do tonight
so call me up tonight
spend some time together
get to know eachother
right..?
cus ion got time to waste 
cus ive felt
all the sadness that i wanna feel
its been too long
fighting w myself
every other night is dealin w somebody else
every other night is fuckin w somebody else
i just need somebody just to mend my broken heart,
like.

I care. (despairintoashes)

Different type of style! Hope you enjoy! :)
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/losing-my-mind/1606014222?i=1606014223

Losing My Mind

SOCIAL MEDIA
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/northsidecai/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4aIhn...
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/northsidecai


Lyrics:

(hook)

First time you felt all my love but now you gon feel all my pain
I left my heart in the dust and I see the world turnin gray
Life is a constant lil struggle sometimes you give then you take
Pieces on pieces keep fallin leadin me straight to the grave

I'm tired of comin in last, I'm takin control of my fate
Walkin through hell, and the fire burnt all the flesh off my face
While you was livin in heaven, I was down here with the slaves
You had this perfect lil life and that left me full of this hate



(Verse)

Oh and I just can't ever let go
And I just wanted you to know
That this just cannot be ignored
No more, no way

So go pick up all of them pieces
I hope that now u can see me
See all just where we could be at
Look at what you done all to me
Look what you made me to be
I know you can't stand what u seein
But they say that seein's believin



(hook)

First time you felt all my love but now you gon feel all my pain
I left my heart in the dust and I see the world turnin gray
Life is a constant lil struggle sometimes you give then you take
Pieces on pieces keep fallin leadin me straight to the grave

I'm tired of comin in last, I'm takin control of my fate
Walkin through hell, and the fire burnt all the flesh off my face
While you was livin in heaven, I was down here with the slaves
You had this perfect lil life and that left me full of this hate


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Betrayed (Prod. Llouis)

ALL I EVER WANTED

i feel like lately in life
nobody can understand 
i hide my pain in my music 
that’s what we do when we men

i do not show how i feel 
i fake it you’d think i was fine 
honestly it’s getting hard
finding my way in this life 

my girl left in the past week and it kills me not to see her 
my heart breaks cause the damn shame when it’s my fault and i need her 
i loved you
and i told you 
you believe me 
but you still leave 
now i’m tryna stay but it’s so hard i’m holding on so i don’t bleed  

i’m writing songs till i feel alright 
and i’m 10 in but i’m not okay  
i’m looking back on them old days 
that i spent w you 
for you ran away 
for you go and change 
leave me all alone 
i don’t know to feel  
how am i to cope 
when the pills are gone  
and you not at home 
when i wanna die where am i to go
Tryna look forward in life 
But it’s hard since you left I been feelin alone
It’s you that’s been stuck on my mind 
Do shit out of spite 
It’s hard doin shit on my own 
Reluctant to listen to those who help 
But looking back now Shit I wish I had known 
Blinded by thoughts of the future I never saw all of the colors of you that was shown 

A smile is only a mask
Just Trying to cover my past 
Did you ever feel wrong for your lies
If you wanted to leave shoulda asked 

Shit at least did you ever regret
All those misleading things that you said
When you claimed you’d be better off dead
Overthinking just fucked up my head 

Bitch you never tried 
Can’t run from these problems there’s nowhere to hide
I’d Swallow a pill for I swallow my pride 
These Demons they talk in the back of mind 
I keep reaching out while you leave me behind 
Drown in my thoughts I don’t care to survive 
I rememeber you’re gone when I look to my side yea
Yea 
I know that you’re gone am I still on your mind

Waiting (feat. Maiza)

Lil soundcloud exclusive cause I realized the beat wasn't available for purchase after I made the song so enjoy this one on sc only

timeloop (Prod. Matthew May)

BEAUTIFUL DISASTER 💖

Written and performed by GENTRAMMEL
Produced by aesttc

IDGAF!

Heart Severed (ft. jahmi)(prod. @jeanparkr)

Break My Bank

Break My Bank - SypSki & The Awkward Public

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