From the bottom we
look up, mesmerized,
by the light of the stars
long kept from sight
It is in these moments
we find the will to fight 
To accept the quest
that perhaps was neither
benignly nor maliciously bestowed
a quest
that only I could follow
To the depths of suffering
I must surpass
before at last
I can reach the heights of existence
so I believed
yet in search of eternal torment
I found no such reprieve


What comes next is
hard to say
to follow the Path
I hadn't considered another way
so buried was Lex
in doubt and decay
What comes next is
hard to say
to follow the Path
I hadn't considered another way
so buried was Lex
in doubt and decay


The Wolf has caught on
to whatever meaning this may be
and questions whether this
control is just mythology
This of course leaves the question
who will I choose?
who will it be? 
You've had an up
and that means another down
This is the spring of the Wolf
the aging of strict oppression
a  dictator's fascist ruling
of Venom and his kindred
No action is felt alone
for no matter where you go
an entity--angel, demon,
the cosmos or Ancients even--
shall forever follow


What comes next is
hard to say
to follow the Path
I hadn't considered another way
so buried was Lex
in doubt and decay
What comes next is
hard to say
to follow the Path
I hadn't considered another way
so buried was Lex
in doubt and decay
 

We see you as chosen
and torment may
forever be your king
and yet there can be found a variety
for in recovery 
there is still
such a degree 
of suffering
of suffering

Epilogue

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