I love love! It’s so powerful and beautiful to me. I want it, I crave it, I admire it, and yet... I haven't found it myself. Summer is always an especially strange time for me and love. I’m always way more in my feels. Tumultuous experiences that leave me feeling sad, lost, and longing so deeply for something that remains out of reach.

Mostly a mix of drum & bass, ambient and breaks, it was made during profound feelings of sadness and longing. It takes you through beautiful highs…. those euphoric feelings you get with love. But it also takes you through a disorienting and broken place where you are so lost and lonely.

I hope by listening to this mix, one can experience the sweeping span of emotions I did while making it. I just really like using my emotions to guide my mixing.

Tracklist:
David Axelrod — The Warnings Part II
Roni Size & Reprazent — Down
December Beaches — Rackmounted Lobotomy
Ke Thu — tweaked out but zoning (2Lane’s Mind Print V1)
Vincent Paolo — The Rains Retreat
Ke Thu — Hell Beat
Minimal Violence — Houses
Jump System — Tape Fear
Overmono — Daisy Chain
Kanyalang! — This Side of Paradise
Girly Yellow — A Sad County Almanac
Gloved Hands — Hold Me (Stones Taro Mix)
Healion, Priori and Ex-Terrestrial — Vetiver
Sigha — Porcelain
Tirzah — Malfunction
Duval Timothy & Martyn — Reset Walking
Jason Kolàr — Corners
Forest Drive West — Particles in Motion

sometimes, love is sadness

<3 I LUV 2 DANCE & LUV 2 DJ <3 
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selected past shows:
11.10.23 w/ Zenker Brothers, upsammy, & ducktrash
10.7.23 Mystic Bill w/ JEM b2b Lady Vibrator
9.30.23 HOT KISS w/ Budino and Charles Trees
5.26.23 Smart Bar x H2D w/ Eris Drew, Ron Trent, Eli Escobar, Tim Sweeney, Harry Cross, Gay Marvine, Poolside, Trip Report, & Sevron
4.21.23 w/ Young Muscle, Blackmoonchild, Detroit Bureau of Sound
4.1.23 w/ K1, Frank & Tony, Jus-Ed, Haute to Death, Ted Krisko
11.19.22 Texture w/ Barker, AAAA, Lumber Jack & JEM
9.24.22 UUN, Henry Brooks, JEM & Jack Donevan
9.10.22 12 Hour Party w/ BEIGE, Demuir, Hotwaxx, Junior Sanchez, JEM + more
7.30.22 Mo Pop Festival
7.2.22 12 Hour Party w/ Boo Williams, Lauren Flax, Seven Davis Jr., JEM, BEIGE & Rirkin
5.28.22 Texture: Movement Edition w/ Fred P, Lena Wilkens, Aurora Halal, Solar & Mozhgan, Martyn, Nkisi, Sepehr, Priori, 2Lanes, Jonny from Space, JEM, Jacob Park
5.14.22 Gone Bananas! with Psy-Chick, Lady Vibrator & JEM
4.30.22 House of Fun w/ Tammy Lakkis & JEM
3.25.22 Texture w/ Ben UFO, Pearson Sound, 2Lanes & JEM
3.11.22 Microtones w/ Lychee, Guilt Attendant,  Fusegrade, JEM, Dru Ruiz, Craig Gonzalez, otodojo & Indy Nyles
9.6.21 Portage Garage Sounds Labor Day w/ John FM, Tammy Lakkis, Ian Fink, Turtle Bugg, DJ Etta, Bill Spencer, Ryan Spencer, Charles Trees b2b JEM, Gustav Brovold, Shigeto & Kenjiro
9.3.21 Marshall Applewhite, JEM, Fusegrade & Yardwitch
11.9.19 Warehouse Systems w/ Pure Immanence, UUN, JEM, tylr_, Garrison XR