Hello Jenica...I only wish I could write a song as beautiful as this one.

this is beautiful.  I love the words and your voice and your instruments. great work

Absolutely beautiful writing and performance

beautiful voice and melody. the lyrics are wonderful. regret remorse are so hard to deal with and you described them so well here

you should be getting more plays Jenica, your music is amazing

I Am The Good Shepherd

Lune

Love to work with my Friend Joerxworx, 
This Trck is a bit Superfly i think
https://soundcloud.com/joerxworx

Lunatics 92 Pusher Man /

Lunatics 92 Pusher Man / Joerxworx & Ratzzz

A dull and cruel ache
It hurts in the silence and then it waits
Suddenly it hit me
But it was already too late, I had sealed my fate

What if I can't heal again
I wish you knew that I'm pretending
And all the thoughts I'm holding in
I wish you knew I'm falling

I've rehearsed my careful words
It hurts to know they won't be heard
But in my perfect world a broken bond can't be restored
And you would keep your word and stay honest and reserved

What if I can't heal again
I wish you knew that I'm pretending
And all the thoughts I'm holding in
I wish you knew I'm falling

Suddenly a secret gleams like a light
And I'm the only one who gets to keep it
Terrified they'll see it and notice how I'm feeling
Close my eyes pretend until I believe it

What if I am strong enough
The voices stop and I'm forced to forgive myself
A heart breaks in two spots at once
When you're quiet and stuck and the world goes back to what it was

Ache

Fairy On The Tree Remastered

A simple message for the fast approaching Christmas Day, taking the time honored classic tune and adding a few other familiar elements to this folky, upbeat rendition. I want to dedicate this Christmas wish to all my SoundCloud friends but most especially my dear friend and awesome partner in musical crime, Nat Daniels. This one is a solo effort but it goes out to Nat. 
Merry Christmas!!!

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas

Emo Soft Tuesday #124

Original by Christy Moore 1984
Docvet : Acoustic guitar & vocal

Ride On W/ Docvet

Oh Yeah

Oh Yeah (Roxy Music cover)

Noth Crudhe (2023)

My song, Close to Me, has both a musical and personal meaning.  The musical meaning is my love and use of cluster chords and the "close" harmonies, often dissonant, to create melodic and bass line interest with elements of surprise and emotion. Inverting a simple 7th chord ( 1 3 5 7;  7 1 3 5;  3 5 7 1;  5 7 1 3) are examples to try. Then go crazy and add a 9th or 11th tone in the bass or melodic lead. If anything, you will be inspired!
The other meaning is my personal closeness to music as a form of expression and the happiness it brings to my life everyday!

Ache

Jenica Bell

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