The shortest "song" I ever wrote, about the inability to write an actual song. So it's more of a sung reflection on songwriting struggles really than a song, but there you go! :)

Lyrics:
No song without a crisis
It’s the only way I know
I’m tortured by my own devices
As I watch frustration grow
Sleep deprivation is the price 
As inspiration fails to show
While I can’t move my weary eyes
Off the blank screen and let it go
It’s pathetic I’m an addict 
Without highs between the lows
The only hope is that inside my head,
As I give up and go to bed
the sorry seed of a new song starts to grow…
Tomorrow’s me will know.

No Song Without A Crisis (demo)

songs used:
    
   HOBOCOP - TheReign (Instrumental)
       https://soundcloud.com/metrocityrecords/thereign
   HOBOCOP soundcloud:
       https://soundcloud.com/metrocityrecords

    Illos - J'espère
        https://soundcloud.com/illos/jespere
    Illos soundcloud:
        https://soundcloud.com/illos
    Illos youtube:
        https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUVZZ3mOHuKqJa4P0dZIH4Q
    Illos deezer:
        https://www.deezer.com/en/album/467397065?utm_campaign=clipboard-generic&utm_source=user_sharing&utm_content=album-467397065&deferredFl=1



I hope

Sitting naked on my bed
I sail like every night
on the 3D screen of my Sony-mega-virtual headset
I can't help it
I don't want to stop myself
I hope

I discover the metaverse
I recreate the universe
I beat down the immense walls of my own prison
An alternative world
Totally immersive
I hope

Bitcoin and cryptocurrency transfer
With NFTs you will really have fun
Don't worry about the intricacies of block chain
So shut up

My avatar is too classy
Dressed like a star
Like a Web 3 influencer stuffed with tokens
I love virtual art
The parallel market
I hope

When morning comes
Everything seems bland and vain
No more emotion of envy or love in life
I'm suspicious, I'm plotting
sometimes I take drugs
I hope

I discover the metaverse
I recreate the universe
I beat down the immense walls of my own prison
An alternative world
Totally immersive
I hope

Bitcoin and crypto currency transfer
With NFTs you will really have fun
Don't worry about the intricacies of block chain
So shut up

HOBOCOP & Illos with Julia - TheReign Jespère (dj baubau remix)

Sax Machina 1 (Early Mix)

Psytrance

Most days you'll never see me
cause I exist behind a one way mirror
let the world reflect itself...what it wants anyway, and so I move to be more social
and watch for your response
through my one way focal
and O baby
I can adjust...goin zero to sixty
like a beam of light...I make it smooth again
I make it alright...yea
and babe
I can read your body, couldn't be more clear...yea
gonna let you see yourself in my one way mirror
O do you see that guy?
'bout to lose himself...tries to look so hard
ends up lookin weaker...and
most days you'll never see him
cause he exists behind a one way mirror
let the world reflect itself...and so
he moves to be more social
and watch for my response
through his one way focal
and O baby
I can adjust...goin zero to sixty
like a beam of light...I make it smooth again
I make it alright...

One Way Mirror

Timpanist Roisterers by LucyScrew- Noisy’MIX)

Praeludium Harpeggiato - Johann Casper Ferdinand Fischer - Clio suite + 3 Variations

Piano with 4 Variations

Composed, arranged, performed, and produced by:
Carlos Vivanco
Shulshaga (Šulšaga) or Shulsagana (Šulšagana) was a Mesopotamian god. He was a part of the state pantheon of the city-state of Lagash. His name means "youth of his heart" in Sumerian, with the possessive pronoun possibly referring to Shulshaga's father, Ningirsu.

While direct references to the lineage of deities are rare in sources from the Early Dynastic period, it is certain that Shulshaga was viewed as the eldest son of Ningirsu and his wife Bau, and as the older brother of Igalim. One inscription refers to Shulshaga and Igalim as "beloved children of Ningirsu." They received an equal amount of offerings according to documents from Early Dynastic Lagash.

Several rulers of Lagash were devoted to Shulshaga. Ur-Nanshe built a statue of him. Urukagina mentions building temples to multiple deities of Lagash, including Shulsaga, as well as his parents, brother, as well as Hegir, Bau's Lamma and Ninmu. Said temple bore the name (E-)tuš-akkil-li. One inscription of Gudea mentions him alongside Ningirsu and the king's tutelary god Ningishzida, and credits him with providing him with the "breath of life."

It is possible that in later periods Shulshaga was worshiped in Assur in Esharra, the temple of Ashur. Late lexical texts also sometimes apply the names Shulshaga and Igalim to the weapons of Zababa.

Future Memories

Shulshaga

Thank you for stopping by and taking the time to visit this track.
There are families all over the world who are isolated. Wars and conflicts have nothing to do with them. We learn this information from the news. In a far away place! Don't tear families apart and don't violate people's lives. I hope that the minimum order that should be maintained is maintained.

No Song Without A Crisis (demo)

Jenni Grossmann