habitZzzazaaaa

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yeah ik my limits n i wnt it so bad
i kp dreaming ab it i wna live it bad
how u call me fake? i kp everything a distance
u dk how 2 kp composure
this not a fantasy we live it right now
i failed so many times n im findin out how
everything i look up 2 b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do muh own vow
i kp havn doubts i hate all these habits how i do it evryday
i ccn feeel my brain rottin its like dis evryday
now its likka blur i feel as if im childs play

im gon roll it up smoke like im fetty wap
in love wit tha money i ain neva lettin go
say u gon steal evrything but all u do is fap
we b talkin bands n sellin shi like mangoes

uh wna make am million bands
laugh @ me im filipino😭 "i kno"
hold on2 my soul wit 1 strand
we gon make it glo wit 1 blow

↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ ⊣

↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ ⊣𝙹𝙹↸ ꖎ╎⎓ᒷ𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝓯𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓼𝔂/𝓮𝓬𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓼𝔂

my day
wake up n im "jowacoded"
tahts how im made
if im gna eat i fly n feast inside a plane
ive stayed off the drugs
the melatonin help my brain
i cant bare 2 walk outside the city not safe
pull up to the mall they look n feel so unsafe
i dont evn think im becoming unscathed
ultralight on me my angels tellin me im phased

เՇร ןยรՇ Շђє ฬคץ เՇ ﻮ๏єร

[01:31] 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒹𝓊𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝓈𝒽𝓊𝒶 & 𝒿𝑒𝓆𝓊𝓎𝒶

rest prod jequya

jequya

𝓵𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓁𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 .. (BONUS - MiNiMiX)

drive in the middle of nowhere in a honda
stay in a motel almost had a coma
it feels like im going nowhere so far
stuck in a motel cant tell just how far xx2

its too much iSSS iTTT Too LLLateee???
FFFeeLLLs like im JJJust so DDDelayyed.
i cant help but hide my face
its driving me insane
cant decide, skoda or a honda?
u decide, help or this lie?
help me find, my way thru life
i cant hide for so long
...♫♪♬؂iM TRYiNG..♫♪♬؂iM TRYiNG...♫ ( ♪♬؂i♫..♫♪♪....♫) ♪♬؂iM TRYiNG xx2
iWNAAiMPROVE,iWNAFEELBETTER xx3

(produced by: tgwog & jequya)

╎ □ ℸ ̣|╎リ3 ⊣ □ ℸ ̣∷||⊣iiMPROVE

<3 <3 <3 <3 you remember?

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are my words a plastic mess
when I speak, do I make any sense?
just recycle(ling) my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

a fragile heart in a plastic dress
a polished surface too immense (?)
hollowed out? and it makes no sense
plastic thoughts in a tangled fence

are my words like plastic mess
when i talk do I make any sense?
just recycle my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

i can't explain this feeling I confess
its like im silicone
when im speaking do I even impress? 
caught in a rhythm i cant comprehend

silicone identity

@oursecretblood @oursecretblood @oursecretblood

wake up, smoke up thats how i live it
i wake up with anxiety hoping that i would end it
nobody around me see the vision how i live it
i believe in me way too much that i almost killed it
every conversation is always about the acid
talking about these ego deaths and what we had is finished
tripping every week it almost sounds like speaking finnish
im from australia so how could i even complain about these ethics?
my family is ethnic so they raised me as a medic
im south east asian and they all call me dramatic
im not the golden child no more cause im not systematic
theyre traditional but im just too original
maybe speech impediment so keep it minimal
its all about the spam, corn beef and pork adobo soup
u dont know pressure till u feel it so im spiritual
blame it on the spectrum but we thought we living true
true religion is the cope and im just feeling u
i dont know what is real and i dont know who really who
still see the loser that i was im always feeling blue
i promised everything would turn 2 red just as i said
"im gonna make it, and im gonna make alot of friends"
but im still in my room and i would rather stay in bed
yeah im just living but yall say im so fucked in the head
its kinda funny cause without all this i would be dead
would be dead. dead. dead
suvivors guilt and all the real ones ended up dead
and all im left with locally are these retarded "friends"
theyre narcissistic and my wealth is what i am to them
no offense but life is not just pussy and some ket
u only call when i got something going on & then
its always ranting about some bitches that never liked u man
im so done with playing nice and playing all pretend
my confidence was low asf, youd only make it worse
& now that i get into tune with everything it hurts
my girl the only hertz im tapped in with, we hurt the same
and i know someday ill have the answers to my own pain

EGO DEATH prod jjules

what even is love?

1. w/ nineslay
6. w/ nineslay
7. w/ nineslay