prod. @tgwog x @litothedon

GET OUT MY LIFE
YEAH // DNT MAKE A .. SOUND
WALK ARND ON MY OWN MASK ON MY MOUTH
DNT NDA BRAG
CUH, DNT ND NO F**.. HOUND
DIS MY WORLD
N ILL MAKE IT HOW I WANT
(..) x2 

DONT WNA B ON THE LINE
IM 1ST N IM GOOD THIS TIME
IMA /VIP DESIGN

CANT FOCUS WHEN IM FEELING PAIN
LINEUPZ WIT DA MAGICK K
DONT KNO Y I FEEL THIS WAY...
this way....

(counter)~
I FEEL THIS WAY...
CAUSE IDK HOW TO WAIT.
WHEN I WALK, I WAV
CUH MY STORY LIKE A RAVE
IK IM... ok
LIFE B FLOWING COOL MY WAY
uhuh.. MY WAY
DID THIS ON MY OWN IM GREAT

҉ 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑔𝒶𝓃𝒶

prod @9lives 

https://open.spotify.com/album/267QFaM0OXSlun4u0VTxIf?si=-SoymuosSoC4lNpxINucEA

it feels so hard i wna restart
nah i cnt take part of my own heart
my reputation not the best i know
i wna try , i wna still grow
he knows wht he wants n he know what do best
the only thing thts stopping him is the mess
y does he give a fuck ab them dumb pest
hes always tripping on the acid n meds 
i tried my best until i couldnt 
so dont go tuckin when im out nah
we know this trauma tht we got
we goin great so dont complain now
oh he a player with the way that he dress
jus giv em time i know or else he gon stress
best tht u lettem have some time theres no mess
i think he fine jus let sitan do the rest
do u think tht he know wht he doin
whn the fuck did u evr do it
i cld nva name a time u did it 
ths is not fucking good enough
do u wna make him die 4 nothing
left unprepared 4 tha ###
in the abyss tht he lives
he goes in life full unaware
it gets th best tht he realizes
he cnt live witout affair
i cnt handle this
dnt wna handle it
dnt wna b with it
jus cannot
he does his best,l everyday
evn tho he fails , hes gaining smth 
remind ourselvs 2 always make it happn
just stay oblivious 2 what u want someday

𝓅𝓈𝓎𝒸𝒽𝑜𝓈𝒾𝓈/𝓂𝑒𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓅

about us

i can show you everything you want me to
can you open up so i can know me too?
if my lifes a movie why cant i redo?
if i dont have chances will i ever prove?
yeah im geekin up so dont try treat me like im dumb
bitch ive been the villain for so long im so numb
i can feel the pressure from third person im done
i get it, im donexx2

i get it im tormented i can change it dun dun
i wanna fix my problems tell me when i do wrong
ik i could do better but i cant do it alone
i promise this wont put u down ik that were strong

MiLLiONz(..) #minionz...

MiLLiONz(..) ...𝔀𝓸o.0𝓸𝓪𝓱𝓱..

- 𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓈𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒹𝒾𝒻𝒻𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝓊𝒽 𝒾 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓎
𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓂𝑒 𝓀𝓅 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒶 𝓉𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓃 𝓃𝓋𝒶 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎
𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓎𝓃𝒾𝒸𝒶𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎??
𝒾 𝒸𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝓊 𝒿𝓊s 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓎
- 𝓲 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓼𝓶𝓽𝓱 𝓭𝓲𝓯𝓯𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽 𝔂𝓾𝓱 𝓲 𝓭𝓸 𝓲𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝔂
𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓵𝓹 𝓶𝓮 𝓴𝓹 𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓪 𝓽𝓻𝓪𝓬𝓴 𝓷 𝓷𝓿𝓪 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂
𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓾 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓲𝓶 𝓬𝔂𝓷𝓲𝓬𝓪𝓵 𝔀𝓱𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝔀𝓷𝓪 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂??
𝓲 𝓬𝓵𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝔂𝓸 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵 𝓲𝓯 𝓾 𝓳𝓾s 𝓵𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓭𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝔀𝓪𝔂
- 𝒸𝑜𝒸𝑜𝓃𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓎
𝒾 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒾𝓎𝒶𝓃
𝒾 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝟣𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝒹𝒹𝒾𝒸𝓉
𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝓌𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓉𝒽 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃
𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒶 𝒹𝓇𝓊𝑔𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓉 𝒾 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃
𝒾𝓂𝓂𝒶 𝓂𝒾𝒹𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒿𝒶𝒽 𝓊 𝒸𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝓇𝓊𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓃𝑒
- 𝓫𝓫 𝓭𝓸 𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓽 𝓲𝓶 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮???
𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓼 𝓭𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓶 𝔀𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷 2𝓭𝓪𝔂???
𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓷𝓮? 𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓲 𝓼𝓶𝓮𝓵𝓵?? 𝓭𝓸 𝓲 𝓼𝓵𝓪𝔂?
𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 1/9 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓬𝓮
- 𝒷𝒷 𝒹𝑜 𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒???
𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓂 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃 𝟤𝒹𝒶𝓎???
𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝓃𝑒? 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁?? 𝒹𝑜 𝒾 𝓈𝓁𝒶𝓎?
𝓇𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝟣/𝟫 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒

५༺ஜ

५༺ஜ𝓱𝓸𝔀 𝓲𝓶 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮...

by @jequya
New version :https://soundcloud.com/saikyoz/fantasy?si=aaad396f751f4bb1b25001366128d4f0&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
real fantasy/ecstasy

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8qP8t9NTks

lyrics:
yeah ik my limits & i want it so bad
i kp dreaming ab it i wna live it bad
how u call me fake? i kp everything a distance
u dont know how 2 kp composure
this not a fantasy we live it rn
i failed so many times & im finding out how
everything i look up to b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do my own vow
i kp having doubts
i hate all these habits how i do it everyday
i can feel my brain rotting its like this everyday
now its like a blur i feel as if im childs play

im gon roll it up and smoke it like im fetty wap
inlove wit tha money i ain never letting go
say u gone steal everything but all u do is fap
we b talking bangs n selling shi like mangoes
(magical saikyo sounds)
i just wna cop a million bands
laugh at me im filipino.. i know
hold on 2 my soul wit 1 strand
i cld make it #glo wit 1 blow

this not a fantasy we live it rn
i failed so many times & im finding out how
everything i look up to b hating me now
i feel so alone js gna do my own vow
i kp having doubts
i hate all these habits how i do it everyday
i can feel my brain rotting its like this everyday
now its like a blur i feel as if im childs play

@jequya ↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ  ⊣𝙹𝙹↸ ꖎ╎⎓ᒷ  𝓲 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓲𝓽 𝓫𝓪𝓭... 𝓫𝓪𝓭

my day
wake up n im "jowacoded"
tahts how im made
if im gna eat i fly n feast inside a plane
ive stayed off the drugs
the melatonin help my brain
i cant bare 2 walk outside the city not safe
pull up to the mall they look n feel so unsafe
i dont evn think im becoming unscathed
ultralight on me my angels tellin me im phased

เՇร ןยรՇ Շђє ฬคץ เՇ ﻮ๏єร

i dont have a photo that feels for shit enjoy the selfie </3

i find myself stuck in a well
full of myself
i dont wht 2 do now
so how do i rejuvinate my soul now
ik i lost it but i dnt wna confess that
nah nah so much change has been going on
i try 2 b somebody that im not cause i hate
that im th only one like this, 
i feel isolated staying like this 

no matter what, i end up trying to fit in  
im like an alien the way tht i cant feel shit
so i just gave it up, n learn 2 love this 
cause i know now, atleast i know who im now 
im not this person that u/i think i am nah
im not some superhuman i dont think that
dont give a fuck ab wht u dont like ab me
i am this way, & i feel great th way i am now

i dont have that many friends now
they all left n some are dead xx4

𝒾𝓃𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 / 𝒾𝓈𝑜𝓁𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 & 𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈

<3 <3 <3 <3 you remember?

@jequya








are my words a plastic mess
when I speak, do I make any sense?
just recycle(ling) my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

a fragile heart in a plastic dress
a polished surface too immense (?)
hollowed out? and it makes no sense
plastic thoughts in a tangled fence

are my words like plastic mess
when i talk do I make any sense?
just recycle my past tense— ..?
are these words just plastic mess?

i can't explain this feeling I confess
its like im silicone
when im speaking do I even impress? 
caught in a rhythm i cant comprehend

silicone identity

prod. latrodectus

ON ALL PLATFORMS NOW!

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

what happened to me?
emotions fading
what does this all mean?
let it go like did i ever mean a thing?
i cannot,
i'm breaking apart i feel it coming
sinking in my bed i can't move
like what did you do?

i don't need saving
i'll just stay how you made me
you no longer faze me
our fire's burning out
i finally feel like i can breathe

MiLLiONz(..) ...𝔀𝓸o.0𝓸𝓪𝓱𝓱..

jequya

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