she holds knives & loves my songss! </3 ;o

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Kings Of The New Age

Everybody But You

Merch/Music

State Champs "Everybody But You" ft Ben Barlow

produced by @bhertuy
LISTEN EVERYWHERE - https://ffm.to/lumina

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

its the way I always think 
I get stuck all up in these trends
as I pace back and forth and I wonder when it will fix it self
I wonder when I will feel in good health
my perspective feels so fucked up
wonder is it something I've done
the pressure sure just weighs a fuck ton
and if I give up now its all wrong
don't fucking cross me now
it'll all come back to bite you
treat me so wrong all I did was try to help you
but you keep on telling me that its only in my head

how do you know where I'll go from here
how do you know that it's not severe
you don't know me like that
so I'll keep on telling myself it's okay
but it's not, and I know it's not only in my head

dissolve my existence 
fade me away with the wind
so sick of your bullshit I will not let you win
I don't give a shit what you want
and I'm done with your games 
I don't have a hand to lend
and the weathers been so fucking shit lately
but it's only in my head
it's only in my head
but it's only in my head
FUCK..

lumina

dissolve

Stream

dissolve (bhertuy)

From the somber opening building energy into the powerfully delivered hook,  the dynamic duo that is TITUS & Kellin Quinn strike collaboration fire in the appropriately titled “Gorgeous Disaster.”  Pop Punk meets Screamo as the Sleeping With Sirens frontman and the Blink 182 inspired new comer TITUS paint the guy-chases-girl story in black nail polish

Gorgeous Disaster (with Kellin Quinn)

prod. living puff

lyrics:
dont tell me 
u want it
when you dont

pls help me
im drowning
in these words
that i wrote

i been waiting right here for you baby
and i been thinking maybe
i dont deserve this...
i dont deserve this!

i always did my best for you
now i dont know what to do
im stuck here writing letters 2 u

hey love i wrote this 4 u!
its so hard to swallow the truth...
u dont know what youve done to me
these feelings are something i cant beat
id do anything
just to sweep you off your feet 

[leo]
last year when i bought you flowers
everything single thing i do to you is a downer
yeah
and i ran out of power, yeah
thats why instead i bought this powder
and id do anything just to not see you again
you are not inside my head
and i hope you end up...dead!

hey love i wrote this 4 u!
its hard to swallow the truth...
u dont know what youve done to me
these feelings are something i cant beat
id do anything
just to sweep you off your feet 


ohhhh sweep sweep !!

dont tell me you want it
when i know you fuckin dont
i know you fuckin dont...

fuck!!!

i wrote this letter to you
i dont know what to do 
should i send it 
should i leave it right here?
should i tear it up
i dont want a repeat of last year
of last year...
oh...

Spotify

letters to u w/ Leo IV [+living puff]

Sensitive Subject

after being trapped in this castle w/ {daniella} i realized this place was a personal prison she created for me & her. she told me i was the azoth, which means she wants me to stay here with her forever. i guess i'll stay for now, i'm immortal anyways.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8tgdhRFvCZE

prod. apartment9 
artwork by. drain vibes 
mastered by me 
~ 
I KNOW I'M TRAPPED INSIDE THIS.. 
..THIS FUCKING PLACE IS A PRISON! 
YOUR DREAMS TURN INTO VISIONS! 
YOU CAN'T ESCAPE NOT LIVING!!

5. "I Can't Leave This Place, I Don't Want To" [Prod. Apartment9]

i fell in love with her insanity, it is truly beautiful. i have to try not to get too distracted right now, i still need to find out why I'm here.

(music video): https://youtu.be/qHeTSdBojy0

prod. apartment9 
artwork by. drain vibes 
mastered by me 
~ 
tell me what's wrong, 
you want me all to yourself.. 
..HOW LONG?! ;p 
i don't care if i am wrong! 
she holds knives.. & loves my songs!!

NOW I'M TRAPPED, UNSTOPPABLE! 
I CAN'T FEEL, IT'S NOT MY FAULT!

it's real dark inside these halls.. 
i'll protect her if she falls..

ON MY MIND, CAN'T GET ENOUGH!! 
HER EYES BLEED, SAME HERE IT'S ROUGH!!

there is.. secrets here.. 
there is.. lies here 
there is.. truth's here.. 
open your eyes dear..

THERE IS.. SECRETS HERE! 
THERE IS.. LIES HERE! 
THERE IS.. TRUTH'S HERE! 
OPEN YOUR EYES DEAR!!

can i escape this place..? 
or do i not care?! (OR DO I NOT CARE!) 
feels like I'm trapped in a maze.. 
no i am not scared! (NO I AM NOT SCARED!) 
(2x)

3. "Beautiful Insanity" [Prod. Apartment9] (music video out now/link in desc.)

i woke up in a castle randomly one night, idk where i was but i'm definitely far from home. i was greeted by a girl named daniella who was very nice at first & showed me around. she later revealed her true intentions..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SgfOiu1sU3A

prod. apartment9 
artwork by. drain vibes 
mastered by me 
~ 
ya I see.. why-u-would, run & hide.. 
..i'm..a..monsterrr.. but.. 
tears in my eyess i..

run away with me.. 
..now she won't go awayy.. 
..I LIKE ITT! ;p 
take this trip with me, 
won't sink my fangs.. 
i'll sink my fangss!

THIS WORLD SUCKS.. 
I CAN'T ESCAPE! (2x) 
BUT WHEN YOU'RE NEAR ME U.. 
TAKE AWAY.. ALL THE PAINNN!

we're.. close.. but.. I'm..still.. far awayy! 
u.. think.. my.. time.. is.. meant.. to.. waste!

idk.. what.. you're.. BECOMING! 
she knows she was wrong.. 
but it's too late..

1. "Daniella, My Love" [Prod. Apartment9]

i can only see you thru the camera obscura, you're invisible now..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hh083Icdif8

prod. jeremivhx 
inspired by. fatal frame 5 + destonia (2D)
photo: me++

i want tø be invisible with you+

i come to this place when i'm sad, now i'm trapped here forever..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSdF360V848

prod. jeremivhx 
inspired by. fatal frame 5 + destonia (2D)
photo: me++

bloodlust førest+

you're obsessed now.. <3 ;p

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9IjBv_Rn9c

prod by me+
photo: me++

late at night..
we crave blooddd, it helps mee
so when we move..
we feelll realll freee
mmm..
i seen you..
across the dance floorrr
entered my mind..
and told meee oneee thinggg..


"if i can't have you then..
noooo oneee elseee cannnn!"
"you are mine..
i won't let youuuu freeee!"
mmm..
"if i can't have you then..
noooo oneee elseee cannnn!
so can you say..
that youuu loveee meee?"


don't leave me alone..
now i craveee yourrr presenceee
you crave mine..
so now weee cannn beee
mmm..
i seen you..
in my dreamsss i'm not scareddd
now you're in love..
u keep tellinggg meeee!


"if i can't have you then..
noooo oneee elseee cannnn!"
"you are mine..
i won't let youuuu freeee!"
"if i can't have you then..
noooo oneee elseee cannnn!
so can you say..
that youuu loveee meee?"


mmm..

i showed u my fangs last night, you're obsessed nøw.. <3

life makes me sad & tired. ++

(music video): https://youtu.be/uPcS0eaMzvY

prod. $adisfiction 
art by me+

in time.. i.. realized.. 
life's a.. trap in disguise! 
i'm feeling sad tonight.. 
COME HERE & HOLD ME TIGHT! <3 
this is the saddest night.. 
like leaves when they pass by.. 
i'm cold but I'll be fine, 
THE SMELL OF BLOOD IS DIVINE!! </3

we're always sad & tired! 
we're in all black attair! 
don't like the sun.. it's bright..
don't like people.. don't like!!

"ˢᴬᴰ & ᵀᴵᴿᴱᴰ: ᴱᴹᴼ ᶜᴸᵁᴮ" ++ </3 (music video out now/link in desc.)

you have been a place where you cant go back
darkness slips into every single task
thinking makes the skin and the brain go mad
why not run away leave it in the past

i spend so much time just predicting
it gets so fucking life consuming
what i see is what i notice
it gets so blurred i need a potion
foreign lands of unknown people
every step is like a steep hill
i need to speak i need to hear
my thoughts keep bouncing in a sphere

Orangoman - Predicting

dance forever in {club immortal} ++

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FG5M7QMIGzo

prod. jeremivhx
++

*bonus track!* // immørtal club/dance forever+ </3

you cry for me... NightCry!+ </3

(visualizer) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35LE2gxM2l0

prod. apt9 x mvcb
*NightCry (ps2) inspired*
~
you cry for me.... NIGHTCRY!!
ya, like 10 times a week..
..SAID U MIGHT DIE!
don't die on me..-
-THAT'S THE OTHER SIDE!
where your spirit roams free..
IN THE NIGHT SKY!!

I'm so lonely..
you're lonely too..?
graveyard walks, they're free..
no sun, it's cool!
she said "can you hold me?!"
so I hold her TOO!
no heart, but she made me weep..
YA I LOVE IT, TRUE!!!

7k FOR A FEATURE!!!
NOW I GOTTA LEAVE HER!!!
I treat her right.. then it's see ya..
I WOULDN'T WANNA BE YAA!!
you think of me every season..
ya I love to see itt! <3
IN A CYBER WORLD.. SLEEPING!!
A.I. ALWAYS CREEPING!!!!

you cry for me.... NIGHTCRY!!
ya, like 10 times a week..
..SAID U MIGHT DIE!
don't die on me..-
-THAT'S THE OTHER SIDE!
where your spirit roams free..
IN THE NIGHT SKY!!
(2x)

NightCry! (╥﹏╥) [prod. apt9 x mvc b]

she loves graveyards.. we're not dead so we pray to the lost.

https://youtu.be/BBpa0SWaZv8

prod. wavvvydan
photo of me
++

bite me on the neck....
i'm on your wishlist!! 
ya, you tell me all the time-
-u want your wrist slit...
i don't want u to do that..
I'MA LISTEN.. I'MA LISTEN!!!
i don't want u missingg <3

tried to give me 500k...
but i won't give in!!
now we're walking in a graveyard-
-like some VILLAINS!!!!
I JUST WANT U ALL THE TIME..
obsessed, it's not a crime..
i am in my prime,
we took a FIT PIC!!!

she loves death, all black, 
okay.... 
i didn't really know her..
-but she wanted me! <3 ;p
GOTHIC CHICK ON MY WISHLIST!!! 
oh u just called?? i just missed ittt!!! <3 

she loves graveyardsss
we're not dead so we pray to the lost..
i don't know how long we got,
IM JUST GLAD UR HERE, & NOT....

i feel alive.. so suddenly...
like when ur around.. u wont lie to me!
she licked my skin.. I HIT THE LOTTERY..
the fog is really thick, i cant really see..
she on me like a tick!!!!
you said u have blood on your mind,
it's a trip....
i'll just let u in, now you're mine..
so we lay down & fall asleep.. <3

she loves graveyardsss
we're not dead so we pray to the lost..
i don't know how long we got,
IM JUST GLAD UR HERE, & NOT....

graveyard walks, we love the silence.. (prod. wavvvydan)

I'm the kid your parents warned you about.

i make music & video games+
##gothic // {{cyber vamp}}

~Vtuber~ on YouTube & Kick!

@clubgothika
@gothikastudios
@damklvn

3. "Beautiful Insanity" [Prod. Apartment9] (music video out now/link in desc.)

Jeremivhx

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