i'm missing.. now my mind will rot+

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDST9p96Ayw

prod. lil caesar
band: @damklvn
art: astral chain
~
never say..
"there's no hope!!"
i-i just wanna get awayy
but.. you might think im wrong
i-i know you will stay..

i'm missing, now my mind will rot.. 
CAUSE U R ALWAYSS LATE!!! ;(
no it's nott my faulttt,
ya, u think about me everyday..

and i can tell, i can tell, i can tell..
it's..
ITS U I WANT..
i can't erase!
it's a place to stayy..
now you're awayy..

u miss me, but i run..
but u keeping texting me.. "come home!!" ;(
..i delete them.. now they're gone..
now you.. n-now.. YOU KNOW!!

am i right? tell me if it's no..
tell me all the THINGS U KNOW! (2x)

and i can tell, i can tell, i can tell..
it's you i wantt..

ᴄᴏʟᴅ ʜᴀɴᴅs, ᴄøʟᴅ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ+ {prod. lil caesar}

can i hold your hand..? i'm bleedingg+

(visualizer) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mhdJnHkChus

prod. @jeremivhx 
++

you run away, i run away..
for no reason..
we ignore eachother, 
but don't mean it..
you're so cold, so am i.. 
YA WE'RE FREEZING!! 
push our ego's aside, barely breathing!
i want you.. you want me..
different seasons,
can we.. be together..
AM I DREAMING!? 
idk.. what i want.. 
BUT I NEED IT!! 
SAID, IDK.. WHAT I WANT.. 
BUT I NEED ITT!!!! ;( 

can i hold your hand.. 
i'm bleeding!
may i have this dance.. 
this eveningg!
it's dangerous to be with me.. 
you believe it!!!
but you dnt care.. u always stare..
YA.. I SEE IT!!! 
(2x)

...I SEE ITT! <3

mørticia addams++ (prod. @jeremivhx)

..............

(music video) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FPUF97sUCTM

#junjiito 
prod. $adisfiction

innnn.. side my brain,
not ok..
melt awayyy!
i think she's into mee,
but im not okk..
i'm notttt OHHHHKAY!
look what you've done to mee
i need some space,
i need SOMEEE SPACE!
inn.. side my brain,
not ok..
melttt aaawayy..

just-close-yourr-eyess..
this-world's-not-rightt!
time is a disguise..
the end is near, look at the sky!

innnn.. side my brain,
not ok..
melt awayyy!
i think she's into mee,
but im not okk..
i'm notttt OHHHHKAY!
look what you've done to mee
i need some space,
i need SOMEEE SPACE!
inn.. side my brain,
not ok..
melttt aaawayy..

i'm ok, wait.. no i'm not </3 ++ (music video out now/link in desc.)

my last destination was a graveyard. i met a ghost girl here and we danced & cried all night. we became best friends. i'd do anything to keep her happy even though that's impossible.. if i leave i know she'll be sad again..

"she took me to the graveyard....."

prod. jeremivhx
art by me++

https://youtu.be/TCke8JikJmI?si=z6kCugkYUp3kC6Ne

you creeped in my house.. 
yesterdayyy!
it's okay, i know you watch mee! ;p
your hearts always beating when u see mee,
r u okay..? OK. <3
"lets cry & dance today!"
she told mee.. i said "lead the way!"
way.. (3x) 
I SAID "LEAD THE WAY!!" <3

she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry..
we share the same sadness,
don't hide, what's empty inside..
she's dancing & watching me.... <3
she's hypnotizing me.......
she took me to the graveyard..
we cry, dance & cry!

we cryy
we cry, dance & cry
we.. dance & cry!!

she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry..
we share the same sadness,
don't hide, what's empty inside..
she's dancing & watching me.....
she's hypnotizing me....... ;p
she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry!

8. friends with a ghost girl, we cry & dance in graveyards (prod. Jeremivhx) *VRV+*

being in this virtual world for so long turned me into a virtual reality vampire, i'm digital now.. i don't exist..

"two flames won't ignite, love will always bite, and she will always cry"

prod. sorrow bringer
art by me++

https://youtu.be/ApZVckPk9l0?si=slJdbi4o_bUXtDvi

for the rest.. of my life, i..
don't know what is right,
but you see.. my light..
and..! i'm..in-lightt!
u.. don't.. see.. light..
so.. now im hard to find!
and.. i'm.. on a flight,
*see!*.. i'm.. in-light! 

i don't know.. (idk)
i don't know.. (idk)
the time.. never ticks.. *here!*
digital !!!!!!!
u can't play me tho,
you're replaceable.. 
i barely know you, so..
*get!* out my face, & go!-

-i'm mixing, now her interests show,
she said im original!! OK..
mind your business, ya OK..
*see!*.. now u know!
now u want me, so? (u want me!)
tell me lies, i know..
u act like you're in love..-
-*then!*.. step-on-hearts.. 
..goodbye, ya! 

now we rest.. don't fight..
ya, two flames wont ignite,
and!.. love will always bite,
*and!*.. she.. will.. always cry..
i.. don't-know-why..
ya.. you are on my mind..
these.. feelings out of spite,
*ya!*.. can't control my mind! 

for the rest.. of my life, i..
don't know what is right,
but you see.. my light..
and..! i'm..in-lightt!
u.. don't.. see.. light..
so.. now im hard to find!
and.. i'm.. on a flight,
*see!*.. i'm.. in-light!

6. Virtual Reality Vampire/Cyber Space+ (Prod. Sorrow Bringer) *VRV+*

all this snow it makes us cold, just like the world.. it's reallyyy cold. ++

(visualizer) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TRw8zV3dEM8

prod. starsmp3
art by me
++

cold all the time/ghost++ w/ tonedeaf (prod. starsmp3)

i'm trapped in the woods at night.. oh well. ++

(visualizer) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WchNDgrCFi8

prod. lil caesar
inspired by. 'blair witch 2' (film)
++

{verse 1: jeremivhx}
i know you're all by yourself......
invisible, n bleeding!
so.... my heart is empty-
..- can't u tell!
i know u see itt...
we walk.. in the forest at night,,
oh well.... 
there's witches creeping!!
she told me.. "only time will tell.."
i told her "reveal her secrets" ....... 

i'm trapped.. in the woods.. at night..
OH WELL..
yes i'd rather be sleepingg!
but if the hour glass runs out....
then i failed!!! :(
i'll save u from dreaming..!!
-nightmares cloud ur mind, 
i wish u well.......
UR LUV IS CREEPING!!
i'm trapped in the woods at night..
Oh Well......
yeah i'd rather be sleeping.....

{verse 2: satyrn}
저는 그림자입니다 
hiding away from the sun
follow me into the dark where I lay..
..but I think that I’d rather go to sleep
모르겠어요 what you want,
I’ve been like this straight from the start
alienating my thoughts going blank and I feel like I’ll wake without dreaming

i'm trapped.. in the woods.. at night..
OH WELL..
yes i'd rather be sleepingg!
but if the hour glass runs out....
then i failed!!! :(
i'll save u from dreaming..!!
-nightmares cloud ur mind, 
i wish u well.......
UR LUV IS CREEPING!!
i'm trapped in the woods at night..
Oh Well......
yeah i'd rather be sleeping.....

blair witch/trapped here with u++ w/ satyrn (prod. lil caesar)

i just read your thoughts.. you'd let me die <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0Zw8Y02bl8

prod. apartment9 + jvsper
art: gleipnir (manga)
++

are you switching up????
tell me all the lies..
..said she want me, is that right..?
ya, i just read your thoughts-
-you'd let me die! <3
I KNOWWW....... what you did last night..
can u tell me all your secrets..
DO U MIND??? 
~
are u switching up????
tell me all the lies.........
i just read your thoughts-
-you'd let me die! <3
I KNOWWW....... what you did last night.. 
I KNOWWWW.... TELL ME DO U MIND??

she said she wanna see.. *sigh*
me behind the scenes..
we-walked-down-the-street..
NOW IM INVISIBLE FOR WEEKS! (2x)
she.. cries.. all the time..
BUT SHE NEVER LEAVES.. <3
idk what u want.....
then she says "believe" 

i.. tell her all the things on my mind,
cause.. that's what i do...
when u see me.. i'm DIVINE!
i just like to talk... & SPEAK-MY-MIND!
do u really luv me, or.. IS THAT A LIE?!

are you switching up????
tell me all the lies..
..said she want me, is that right..?
ya, i just read your thoughts-
-you'd let me die...... <3
I KNOWWW....... what you did last night.....
can u tell me all your secrets..
DO U MIND???
~
are u switching up????
tell me all the lies..
i just read your thoughts-
-you'd let me die! <3
I KNOWWW....... what you did last night.. 
I KNOWWWW........ TELL ME DO U MIND??

MIND READER+ (apartment9 x jvsper)

you stalk me at my shows, you said "life's a joke"
now you won't let go! <3

(visualizer mv) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqjUCt_JYRw

prod. apartment9 + starsmp3
art by me
++

CLUB YANDERE+ (apartment9 x starsmp3)

you think you're not enough......
**(27) fest release!**

(visualizer) https://youtu.be/L8LblqvByLw

prod. lil caesar
visuals: dracula untold + castlevania inspired
s/o to wavvvydan!!
++

you think you're not enough?? (ya)
it's written on your faceee!
but i think you're okayyy! <3
u wanna fall.. i said "don't end it all"
ya....
you're really close.....
(you're really..)
you're invading my spacee!
yes i said it's okayyyy! <3
i'll bite you todayyy!! 

walked in my castle, 
no fear at all, ya....
havent smelled your blood in days!!!
ya, i crave you, won't sayyy....
you have dreams of meee! ;p
i just love the way you are...
ya....
you wanna learn everything about mee!
but i keep secrets safee!
i-i'll tell you one dayyyy

(............)

you think you're not enough?? (ya)
it's written on your faceee!
but i think you're okayyy! <3
u wanna fall.. i said "don't end it all"
ya....
you're really close.....
(you're really..)
you're invading my spacee!
yes i said it's okayyyy! <3
i'll bite you todayyy!!

dracula: untold+ (prod. lil caesar) **27 fest exclusive**

.............. *invisible*

https://youtu.be/Vl2w9EcKS0k

prod. @jeremivhx x @gothxcry
photo of me
++

i learned how to turn invisible, watch.. i'll show you+

i make music & video games+
##gothic // {{cyber vamp}}

~Vtuber~ on YouTube & Kick!

@clubgothika
@gothikastudios
@damklvn

blair witch/trapped here with u++ w/ satyrn (prod. lil caesar)

Jeremivhx

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