Converse with the Universe

Calm Nature Recordings, Pt. 11

3 Risky texts

Childhood the special versions

this song was originally written in the 1990s and was written before I returned to my original school and it was written about my childhood experience at boarding school and also my own childhood.  Into the mix was the theme of abandonment and being alone and being different.  I don’t think people understand sometimes how difficult it is to be different and how being like others makes things easier.  It seems strange to be a different colour and won’t be white like everybody else in order to be accepted.  Of course this seems ridiculous now but back then I didn’t have the understanding that and so losing friends saying goodbye to many people was a constant line of abandonment with no way of really saying goodbye.  I guess that became quite clear in a dream I had recently of a boy who died who I knew I was fond of but died in his teenage years and I really never got to say goodbye, but I found that dream is telling me that this has happened so many times that the sadness and depth of that loss I have not recognised.  I learnt an important lesson that people were adults are not always right and they can be corrupt and also hypocritical.  This is coming from people were telling us what to do and have that power and in the chorus I sing, you can’t hurt me now because I see how you try to hurt me.  The other lyrics and song are very clear as I wanted to make sure that the experience of writing the song would help myself but also help others to deal with pain and separation and difference.  So again it follows the principles of love and compassion for oneself and how healing and education and working in oneself can help evolve.

Jayleebenjamin makes music that covers so many styles and eras of music 
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You Can't Hurt Me Now  2022 New Mix  7.22  Vocal  Mst

Tried a new style with this one. Thanks to Basil for the cover art and Light for mixing for me.

Lyrics:

Im in the field with all of my killas you know this shit real (you know this shit real)
Im in balenci with all of my hittas you know how it feel (you know how it feel)
Answer the call to get to the paper like im bradley beal (like im bradley beal)
Tossin these bullets down field like im brady im uppin the steel (im uppin the steel)

Im in the 2 seat its foreign
Baby you know i aint borin' (neva)
Spinnin through blocks n its pourin
No rain drops, we warrin (bow)

Salute me or shoot me 
Everyone knows im the big C
Used to spin blocks ina hooptie
Now i pull up in that Audi (yeah)

Put that on setty
Me n my gang stay ready (neva lack)
Red dot aimin at ya heady
n you know my wrist always steady (steady)

What we got to talk bout (huh)
Send the addy n im in route
Call the gangy its no doubt
Then we bend the block till ya all out

Spit on his body
Caught him lackin so you know its a homi
Put that on mommy
8 holes in him but the stick aint a shotty

Ride for the gangy
It aint addin up so it had to get crazy
Put that on baby
New opps in the air so my eyes kinda hazy

Im in the field with all of my killas you know this shit real (you know this shit real)
Im in balenci with all of my hittas you know how it feel (you know how it feel)
Answer the call to get to the paper like im bradley beal (like im bradley beal)
Tossin these bullets down field like im brady im uppin the steel (im uppin the steel)
Im in the field with all of my killas you know this shit real (you know this shit real)
Im in balenci with all of my hittas you know how it feel (you know how it feel)
Answer the call to get to the paper like im bradley beal (like im bradley beal)
Tossin these bullets down field like im brady im uppin the steel (im uppin the steel)

Lil Phil - Opps In The Air Prod. Light

Ep 2 - Baap ni milkat par hak kono | Baap ni milkat par hak kono?

“the spirit of the symphony ” by ShowMeAHero
Rated: Mature
Pairing(s): 
Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet
Fic Summary: 
“Don’t pretend you don’t want to be the star. You love being the center of attention, Stede.”

“When I can prepare,” he’d reminded her, in turn. “I haven’t had any time—”

“The only person who’s been here more than you is me,” Mary said. “And I’m not even sure that’s true.”

Stede’s heart had been pounding, and he’d been searching for a way to say no without ruining the show, and struggling to find one, when Mary had offered up the last push that had gotten him to agree:

“You’ll get to do it with Ed,” she’d said.


Original fic found here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46172377

Author’s Tags: 
Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Community Theatre, Not Beta Read, Alternate Universe - Actors, Anxiety Attacks, stage fright, First Kiss, Reassurances, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Fluff and Humor, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, OFMD AU-pril, Trans Male Character, Trans Stede Bonnet, Making Out, Backstage, Flirting

The Intro/Outro is “All I Ask of You” performed by Patrick Wilson and Emmy Rossum. You can find it here: https://open.spotify.com/track/5klrh466oGToybceGHPGAX?si=d3649c8ae4af4b52

“the spirit of the symphony ” by ShowMeAHero (OFMD)

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良人啊(Piano MR)

The best artists are those who fuse various facets of themselves to create pieces of holistic art that are meaningful and impactful and truly express themselves. JAYLEEBENJAMIN is one such artist. He is a multi-talented singer, songwriter, arranger, and producer born in Singapore. He has lived across Asia, the Middle East, and Europe namely in Singapore, UAE as well as Austria, Germany, Holland, and Belgium. His drive, focus, and tenacity have led him to become a relentless and emerging force in the independent circuit. JAYLEEBENJAMIN is making music that is driven by a desire to motivate, inspire, and to tell his story his way. The very ethos of his music is social awareness, as well as spiritual progression and human relationships. T

You Can't Hurt Me Now 2022 New Mix 7.22 Vocal Mst

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