[LYRICS]
i been tryna get on
headlines headlines 
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant 

i’m feeling a rush going right through my blood 
then it disappears and it makes my body numb 
i’ve been feeling so vacant and i’m still patiently waiting  
i’ve been fucking up my life for no reason drugs and pretty faces my weakness 
praying night and day oh jesus 
ill accept the last resort when hell freezes 
oh i cant simply forget it 
i’m just a low life a peasant 
and i would kill just to get it
a life that i’d never step in
thats why im tryna get on

headlines headlines
but im frozen like a deer in front of headlights 
and i wanna make it clear that nothings alright 
seems like everything i feared is right by my side 
oh i swear to god it’s like they’ll never notice 
talk to me like i’m some sort of bonus 
im nobody you’re nobody important 
all the vices that i carry make me dormant

HEADLINES

HEADLINES [happytears x fxckyeahako]

all2myself

prod. quip

bass by @notdiscxrdia

pass out for your own entertainment 
freaked out on my own i'll explain it
watered down 
don't you slip through my fingertips 
started a sentence but you didn't let me 
finish it 

pass away 
i been stuck in my head since 
yesterday 
you know just what to say 
no panicking 
cuz the pathway is clear now 


i wouldn't pass you up
before i passed away 
ain't seen the light behind those eyes
in the longest time 
we've been apart don't know what to do
you are the one that i cannot lose 

oh i wont budge 
we running out of time now
i dont wanna figure this shit out alone
know you want your freedom that don't sound like home 
you said to me with a grin on your face 


(be the big man)
why do i seem at fault 
(be the big man)
why am i sinking down
like it's quicksand 

(be the big man) 
never gonna live that down
(be the big man) 
i cannot make it out 
like it quicksand 
the struggle makes it worse
oh, wow like it's quick sand 
like it quicksand 

outro

baby just ask what you want from me
i'll do my best 
speak with you chest 
do it confidently 

i'm in attached 
my body's there and im floating free
i cant see forest from trees
i can't swim back if its deep 
just tell me what to do 

on a mission am i 
counting my issues 
giving up 
the numbers getting too high 

you got a way 
you got a way with words 
the way that you talk 
i'm wide awake 
baby you pacing me 
love what i see

quicksand

a cover remix of all byelog songs combined ♡

all songs originally by : byelog 

(Beat produced by neverforever.)


“Foul” - byelog

Blame it all on me 
cause in that head you're always right
The only head that's right for me 
is when you're half below my height
Talking like a secret 
when I know you open wide
For anyone that comes your way 
who only wants a kill in sight

“Disaster” - byelog 

Posted outside
war is complete
I fought for my life
it got deadly
Blood on my face
stop holding me
Dodging a m(aze)
but I don't retreat

it doesn't matter
i'm moving like better than ever
it's all been captured
you notice how there is a pattern 
i take a weapon 
and turn it into an aesthetic 
i take aggression 
out all on myself and accept it 
she looks so fine
i won't let her know why
i like your hair 
and your pretty blue eyes
i'm a disaster, oh baby 
i'm a disaster 
does that matter
oh baby does that matter

“Again” - byelog

look into the mirror
sensing anger in me
i wanna smash it into pieces
i don't wanna be weak 
i wanna get me out this town 
and move somewhere overseas
i'm tryna get me to the top 
but i'm progressing with ease

“Move” - byelog

You gotta move 
You gotta move 
You gotta move 
You gotta move 
(I don’t play it safe)
You gotta move 
You gotta move 
You gotta move 
You gotta move 
(I don’t play it safe)

“Woods” - byelog

i just hide upstairs 
acting like i care
when you send me a message 
my feelings are not there 
find me in the woods 
know where i have stood 
thunderstorms passing over 
oh i'm feeling good 

i just found out all i need to know 
write it down 
and jot it in my notes 
i cannot trust anyone
no soul 
no we're not close 
ur not my bro 

“Lovely” - byelog 

fall slowly
all the debt it cost me
run, charge me
oh the pains so lovely

logan blend (prod. neverforever)

On discernment ..

~ lyrics ~
You left a mark
That I can't seem to get out
Rather not talk about this yet

You left a mark
And It's fucking up the fabric
Can't relate I'm too attached
To all the memories, the past
And what it could have been

You said you've always enjoyed
How they never put those streetlights in
The darkness has a way of easing up
All the tension in your neck
And safely bringing up the things
That you'll wish you said

Oh how the roots
Push up the asphalt around
Your old driveway I will never
Forget the way they rattled
The nerves out
Wild how difficult it was
And how a clunky conversation
Might be my favourite hour this year

But leave me out
I get I've been a weight
On your shoulders now
So leave me out
While I fix everything
That you bring up

You left a mark
It's visible up close
But in a real specific light
Could be mistaken as a wrinkle in the cloth

You left a mark
Or at least that's what I'll say
While I refuse to get this dry-cleaned

God how nicely
Our well constructed lies seemed
But taken out of context
I see right through the walls while we would
Hold hands driving
And turning on your high beams
You'd let it swerve a little
Before loosening your grip

But leave me out
I get I've been a weight
On your shoulders now
So leave me out
While I fix everything
That you bring up

You left a mark
You left a mark
You left a mark
You left a mark

Shocker

does the skin i wear define me? out now everywhere

prod by: @charlie-zacks
co-prod: JesseMelancholy
additional guitars: @macey-official
written by: Jesse James Pontt
mixed by: JesseMelancholy
mastered by: @xenura

Lyrics👇🏼

my frail frame touches you, I want to know you’re there
I want to see your innocence, I want to breathe your air
I want to hear you tell me all the things you think I am
and when I disagree you can utter them again

the wind blows the clothes off the skin I wish I loved
you kiss all the flaws, then you dress my body up
I wish that you saw yourself through a lens that wasn’t filtered
I let go of myself, just to drown inside your glitter
(oh no)

push the red curtains from my face, I want to watch your pupils dilate between every word I say
I sit patiently with cowardice, observe you from afar
I wish that you knew I wish that I was half of what you are

the wind blows the clothes off the skin I wish I loved
you kiss all the flaws, then you dress my body up
I wish that you saw yourself through a lens that wasn’t filtered
I let go of myself, just to drown inside your glitter
(oh no)

(oh no)

linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

does the skin i wear define me?

glitter

does the skin i wear define me? out now everywhere

prod by: cultclassic, JesseMelancholy, @macey-official
co-prod: JesseMelancholy
written by: Jesse James Pontt
additional background vocals: @macey-official
mixed by: JesseMelancholy
mastered by: @xenura

Lyrics👇🏼

blisters on my feet, i’ll walk a little longer
all the things i’d be if I was a little stronger
thought I wouldn’t run this time, but I did and it’s fine, i’ll just close my eyes again
finding my way back home, inebriated, I felt my size again

everybody’s got the things I want, they’re not concerned with what I need
I thought that I had something to say, but it’s probably best to keep it to me

(so I keep it to me)

I long to find joy in the smaller things, the air, my hair, my bedroom walls
it all exists in front of me and yet I feel so uninvolved
a phone screen whispers everything, my frail frame’s an accessory
I spread myself out too thin, it won’t change the trajectory 

everybody’s got the things I want, they’re not concerned with what I need
I thought that I had something to say, but it’s probably best to keep it to me

everybody’s got the things I want, they’re not concerned with what I need
I thought that I had something to say, but it’s probably best to keep it to me

(fuck)
(it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts)
(fuck)

i’ll walk, i’ll walk, i’ll walk, it hurts
i’ll walk, i’ll walk, i’ll walk, it hurts
i’ll walk, i’ll walk, i’ll walk, it hurts
i’ll walk, i’ll walk but fuck me, it just doesn’t stop

linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

blisters

prod by. grayskies

lyrics:


uh uh yeah yeah

still above the clouds
now im smoking cigarettes just like you
the quiet is so loud
i wanna be so strong 

just like you (oh oh)
just like you (oh oh)
just like you (oh oh)
i wanna be so strong
be so strong
just like-

still dont understand why you left me
im still losing my mind after 4 years
everything i had left you took from me
are you happy? without me?


if you gotta hurt me do so
if you gotta leave me do so
step all over me just do it
i promise i will try to change

still wanna see your face
still wanna be your son
you promised you would stay
you said your words to run
still wanna see your face
still wanna be your son
you promised you would stay
you said your words to run


still above the clouds
now im smoking cigarettes just like you
the quiet is so loud
i wanna be so strong 

just like you (oh oh)
just like you (oh oh)
just like you (oh oh)
i wanna be so strong
be so strong
just like-

i dont wanna understand why you left me
you just left me in hell i accept it
i hope next time you apologize 
and are you happy? without me.


if you gotta hurt me do so
if you gotta leave me do so
step all over me just do it
i promise i will try to change

still wanna see your face
still wanna be your son
you promised you would stay
you said your words to run
still wanna see your face
still wanna be your son
you promised you would stay
you said your words to run

apograph prod. by grayskies

prod by me
ft. @hiraethsry
big thanks to hira for wanting to be apart of this track!!

- lyrics -
- Hiraeth -
Front line baby walking out beside me
And my time never comes with any parting
Whole life, idk if I deserve this
I guess I might have to run crawl to a surface
Oh god, I can barely touch the ceiling
Ur fault babe, it’s all ur fault for leaving
The rain keep cutting my feelings in half
I swear this flood is bad, it pulls me in to drown
And while ur walking round
Airing dirty laundry out
I’ll come around and knock it all down
You’ll never escape me
Or what I planned for us
When u come back to mine
It’s never long enough

- grasior -
talk down to the bodies that you carry
don't lie i can see what your hiding
push back i can see it in your eyes
you slaughtered everyone who cared just to keep on that disguise

you walked away, i saw you broken
you tried to fight, hoped no one noticed
you spoke so loud yet it stay silent
cause no one wants to treat you like the highness

we fought so many hours yet you had a smile
sent shiver down my spine god i cant rely
i saw you talking to your friends
i always knew how this would end

frontline ft. hiraeth

prod. by me

lyrics:

i don’t wanna get a cure
cuz your attention is so pure

keep me inside your head
you might get me attached
imma fuck up again
this is who i am


would it hurt to notice me?
i want your eyes all over me
and tell me what you couldn’t see
entertain you like a kabuki

i never wanted more from you
you never got my point of view
oh baby ive been falling through 
its like gambling but i only lose

and when my mind couldn’t rest
reach the bottom whats left?
keep me save from whats bad
i can find it like sand


i don’t wanna get a cure
cuz your attention is so pure

keep me inside your head
you might get me attached
imma fuck up again
this is who i am


i know that it won’t last long
but it’s all i‘ve ever known
i know that it won’t last long
but it’s all i‘ve ever known

eye chaser

over distorted waste of time
prod heylog

lyrics:
you feel the pain?
what you trying
what you sayin?
bitch say my name
go on, do it
say it loud
let them know we're not the

same
we're not the same

i'm on my own
all i do is move in silence
i don't need to talk
i advance while bein quiet
so
in my head nothing but violence
pray to God he'll bring me peace
and show me lightness yeah

pray God for my peace
pray for enemies

i wanna be dead
so i can hear the angels cry
why am i seeing red
shut up, now is not the time
help me to relax
cause right now i could kill someone
i got a list of rats
and i do not need a gun
i wanna be dead
so God's standing before my eyes
i'm sorry for my sins
i can't control myself sometimes
me? could not forgive
the list of people i would kill
why think like this
the fight to keep my mental still

i feel awake
why you cryin
why you shakin
those follows fake?
WE'RE NOT THE-
heard you barking like a bitch
make them sit
we're not the

same
we're not the same

glitter

JesseMelancholy

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