i picked my boogers! and fuck i consumed them!

warlock

@ghostsocial

lyrics

(Solderis)
my words feel bittersweet 
I don't want you to count on me 
cause I can feel the pressure make me buckle in my knees 
I don't think you cared if I was alright 
how you keep on wondering why you've been on the sidelines 

(ghostsocial) 
baby won’t you hold me
what you told me
feeling like I’m changing everyday, It’s not the old me
hope you feel better now
feeling the pressure now
I’ve been crashing, I feel like I’m burning down
feel like I’m pleading now, bleeding out
got nobody by my side, I hope you hear me now
I feel the pressure now, bleeding out
try to call you by my side, but you tear me down

(Solderis)
tearing me down 
only pushed me further away 
cause you couldn't wait 
I feel like I've been falling in place
I'm weightless still 
I feel like you've been drowning me out 
so I can't heal 

I've been trying to run away
feels like that I'll never escape 
I'm not trying to fall apart 
everytime you say my name

(ghostsocial)
cause your words feel bittersweet
tell me you won’t lie to me
It feels like it's just falling on death’s ears, a tragedy
feels like you’re holding me down, feel like I can't breathe
I’ve been living on sidelines and backstreets

(ghostsocial & solderis) 
baby won’t you hold me
what you told me
feeling like I’m changing everyday, It’s not the old me
hope you feel better now
feeling the pressure now (feeling the pressure now)
I’ve been crashing, I feel like I’m burning down
feel like I’m pleading now, (feel like I'm) bleeding out
got nobody by my side, I hope you hear me now
I feel the pressure now, bleeding out
try to call you by my side, but you tear me down

solderis x ghostsocial - sidelines

JesseMelancholy - Poison

Prod By: cultclassic, Hayden Chamberlain & JesseMelancholy
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: cultclassic
Cover Art Photography By: Tom Siely
Managed By: CultAtMidnite

watch the video here: https://youtu.be/4bUwa6rw8mk?si=wy2uieGISGgX-7l5

Lyrics👇🏼
I wish you’d take me off the pedestal, ‘cause I keep on slipping off it
I keep speaking hypothetical, like one day I’ll be something
Something more than what I am right now, I’m terrified I’ll let me down
This feeling is unbearable, I still don’t know what caused it

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

I’ve been staring at my ceiling so long it’s come alive
Prosperity is fiction and everything’s a lie
If I can’t break the cycle then who the hell am I?
I wish I could answer your question, I can’t make up my mind

And that seems to be my tendency
So scared of dependency
I can’t keep my head on straight ‘cause something’s always tempting me
Yeah, that seems to be my tendency
So scared of dependency
Start to hyperventilate, I let it get the best of me

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Am I ever gonna change? Am I ever gonna change?

Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Yeah, I bet you wanna change that, I bet you wanna change
Am I ever gonna change? Am I ever gonna change?

I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I’ve made my choices and I can’t remove them
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
I wish that I could change like everything, take me back to seventeen
I picked my poison and fuck, I consumed it
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)
(Yeah, I bet you wanna change that)

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Poison

prod. radxz

lyrics:

Every time u say ain't no way
That I got it cuz u can't show faith
No matter what I never make your day
Every time I'm up
You attribute my successes just to luck
Yeah
Every game I won
Could'nt tell me I was good just what I messed up
Yeah

Got me contemplating
Talkin' to a voicemail but it's automated
Been critiquing myself how I'm always faded
Ain't believe in my stuff till my homies played it
Got an angel kissed blunt
Rollin' in the trunk
Thinkin bout the times when I didn't give a fuck
Dirty lines in this college bunk
God damn right it's unhealthy I'm closer to killing myself
God damn right if I'm wealthy I'm throwin the bread at my homies and going to hell
God damn right you can smell it I'm driving past home one more time before I leave it for real
God damn right if I'm leavin this earth I ain't leaving it sober I'm off of a pill
Pop the whole seal bitch
Weight of the world on my shoulders but I'm hard to deal with
That's real shit
Fuck all the opposition
When I die I'ma rest in the top position
But right now I'm alone with no pot to piss in
And I'm still in my mind and it's constant trippin
About you
About this
About everything that all miss
Pour that deuce
Of that tris
I was not prepared for all this
I want her
She want him
Ain't gone chase u baby go in
In that hearse
She walked in
Spreading some lies about our first kiss
Where am I supposed to run?
Because nobody had believed in me now I'm done
Now I'm falling with the leaves when the autumn come
I'm the air between the trees in the summer sun

Every time u say ain't no way
That I got it cuz u can't show faith
No matter what I never make your day
Every time I'm up
You attribute my successes just to luck
Yeah
Every game I won
Couldn't tell me I was good just what I messed up
Yeah

Every time I'm up
You attribute my successes just to luck
Yeah
Every game I won
Couldn't tell me I was good just what I messed up
Yeah

I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR ALL THIS

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
produced by me and argus
mastered by pdktp
-
lyrics:

Every day that passes is just another headache
Rotting in my bed, soon enough I will be dead weight
Always hated change, you know that I can't accept things
I know I said things, don't hold that all against me yeah

I can't be mad cause I know that you never meant it
You did your worst to be but I know you regret it
I know that I can't explain
The thoughts in my brain
Just tell me it's okay

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

(I know I can't take much more
You put me down on the floor
And I can't give you myself
You think I'm lying when I-)

Did I put you through hell?
I know you hate my guts, but I still wish you well
Did I even deserve it?
Tell me what's the purpose?
Cut me off and let me be all on my own

I know I can't take much more
You put me down on the floor
And I can't give you myself
You think I'm lying when I-

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

Tell me that I'm worth it
I know I'm not perfect
I know I put you through hell
I know I deserve it

I just want to save us
You made it about you
Yeah it's getting cliche, but I can't live without you

need you still (feat. boygrim)

need you still (with boygrim)

produced by daywxtch

lyrics:
i can't get it
live through sedatives

huffed up all the nitrous to my fucking lungs
oxide helps me believe that we fell in love
closely, holding you closely to my chest
guiding, guiding me closely to my breast
too modest, never catch me showing you up
hold you close you're high importance
coast to coast, overseas
bitch, i stay imported
don't act like your a fan of me
i stay being extorted

i can't get it
live through sedatives 

go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know
go ahead and tell me something that i already know

damn

buy :3

prod king theta

the beaten path 1/26

lyrics:

i still feel last friday night
the yellows in my eyes girl that ain't right
the shadows on my wall have came to life
you're witnessing the fall i'm ashamed to write
i'll never get better
and how the fuck i'm supposed to blame it on the sunny weather
if ima die tonight then how will i be your forever
all i know
is that i'm crawling home
cus i spent 3 days sleeping in the room with the porcelain walls
tryna find out what to do but i'm losing it all
if i spend the days with you i don't care bout the cost
if I live past 22 you'll find me dead on a cross

all i know
is i got nothing left to show
all i know
is that i'm never coming home

i still feel last friday night
i'm covering the scars and i cried 8 times
i crashed a couple cars and i still ain't died
i'm looking at the stars but their in my mind

i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'll never get better
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmm

did u really care when i almost died
cus i don't really care if i lose my life
got drugs for us to share blew it off my knife
girl u were never there but you're here tonight
won't u tell me why
i still listen when i know u only tell me lies
if they shun me down to hell u know that hell will rise
i said you can keep my soul if u look in my eyes

look away, don't look away

all i know
is youve been carrying my load
wish u could marry with my soul
wish i could stay and watch u grow

i still feel last friday night
the yellows in my eyes girl that ain't right
the shadows on my wall have came to life
you're witnessing the fall i'm ashamed to write
i'll never get better
and how the fuck i'm supposed to blame it on the sunny weather
if ima die tonight then how will i be your forever
all i know
is that i'm crawling home
cus i spent 3 days sleeping in the room with the porcelain walls
tryna find out what to do but i'm losing it all

LAST FRIDAY NIGHT

street prod king theta

prod me (dawsin) :o


lyrics :

(i love you)
(im just calling to say i, its me)
(do you really think you can handle this?)

@dawsin :
oh gosh it seems that i have fall again
she just looks so cute with her black cardigan
and i told her that we both should be celibate
but she don't listen she's a whore and that's the end of it

it's been years since i left my home, yea its complicated
my friends all left me behind, it all seems correlated
HUMILATED, THATS HOW I FEEL ON A DAILY BASIS
IM TRYNA GRASP MY LIFE BACK BUT IT ALL SEEMED TO FADED

(if i stay quiet, it'll be okay)

@pneuma :
why am i still stuck on every little single thing u do?
girl you’re such a narcissist that everybody sees thru
everybody sees thru
you, you
no i do not wanna talk im done with all ur petty lies
ounce of stress out of my way it travels down her neck and spine

@dawsin :
if u wouldve text me back then maybe u could be mine
but ill let u decide whether to fuck off or stay in line

im locked in, ready to knock this bitch out
try to put the blame on me with that dirty mouth
you dont know what ive been thru
it shows u have an issue

(your gd right, i am the one who knocks)
(go)

take away my pain, cause i dont wanna live no more 
(hush)
take away, every single thing i ever owned

@pneuma :
gotta isolate swear im getting sick of it
lookin in ur eyes all i see’s a petty bitch
huh
never thought that it would have to come to this
just reflect and look at all the wrongs u did

@dawsin :
try to put the blame on me with that dirty mouth
you dont know what ive been thru
it shows u have an issue

reflect w/ pneuma

produced: dexter yu & endie

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How im feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
Distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

I don't know how far
I could be
One minute in bed broke back
Never felt half bad but I dealt with it, babe
The same way it was given
Brief love intermissions
And I felt okay
So I kept moving motion
To dilute all of this pain

Keep on moving faster
None of this shit could catch up
I was outside not hoping I'd die
Just hope I revisit the past year
I was alone, miss being alone
The way that I was in the last years
Miss being at home
But it was time to let go
And pick up the phone just to keep

Keep moving motion girl, I gotta go
It's been some time I'm feeling a way
I can't describe, but I need you to know
How im feeling one of these days
Love when I see you I'll see you in passing
And miss that smile on your face
Girl, I been distracted a form of refracting
And distance keeping me safe
It's keeping me safe
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame
What a shame
What a shame
Tell all your friends that you made me
What a shame

keep moving motion

Prod By: JesseMelancholy & cultclassic
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: cultclassic

Watch The Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAX-Pdeqpp8

Lyrics👇🏼

When we talked for a second I couldn’t even breathe
Conversing with you means more then you’d ever believe
‘Cause you’re everything i’m not
I still accessorise my flesh and hope that you notice
And spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself I probably would

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

(If you-)

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

Tighten up the grip that you’ve got me in
Face is flushing up, need to hide my skin
Playing with my rings keep me occupied
Stumbled on the bus when I got so high
Looked me in the eyes, can you tell i’m not there?
I wanted to kiss you but I got so scared
Playing with my rings keep me occupied
Stumbled on the bus when I got so high

‘Cause we talked for a second I couldn’t even breathe
Conversing with you means more then you’d ever believe
‘Cause you’re everything i’m not
I still accessorise my flesh and hope that you notice
And spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself I probably would

I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would
I spray my cologne more times than I probably should
If you asked me to kill myself then I probably would

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