"You awake in the dreamscape, its peaceful, quiet, dark. Do you feed into the idea of destiny or will you be able to come to terms with the reality in front of you." 
Enter: II


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@ketsai
@1kidsora
@1yugenn
@y4ndere
@oursafehaven
[ketsai & sora: prechorus]
n then i lose myself just thinking bout our love
then i harm myself just thinking way too much
n i'm serious that im broken
i might kill myself tonite...
im not even joking...

[ketsai: hook]
please somebody save me , why u goin farther away
n everyday just feels the same because you’re hiding your face
needed a way to escape
away from this dreamscape ...
(woah, oh)
still beautiful when u cry
(woah, oh)
the one who caught my eye
(woah, oh)
needed a way to escape
(woah, oh)
away from this dreamscape

[verse: kid sora]
down to the core i rlly hate myself, its evident
stfu stop talkin, u rlly do not get it man
i'm a broken soul, ohhhhhhhhh
& nobody can help me pls jus leave me tf alone,,
imma live this life of sin oh
dead soul i feel like shinnok(mortal kombat)
double shot, take it up
musta been akimbo
i don't rlly wanna live no
cause i dont want u 2 cry oh oh, omg
but if its 4u
oh I'm willing 2 bleed, oh I'm willing 2 die.

[prechorus: ketsai & kid sora)
n then i lose myself just thinking bout our love
then i harm myself just thinking bout your touch
n i'm serious that im broken
i might kill myself tonite...
im not even joking...

[ketsai: hook]
please somebody save me , why u goin farther away
n everyday just feels the same because you’re hiding your face
needed a way to escape
away from this dreamscape ...
(woah, oh)
still beautiful when u cry
(woah, oh)
the one who caught my eye
(woah, oh)
needed a way to escape
(woah, oh)
away from this dreamscape

dreamscape

dreamscape ft. kid sora (yandere*yugen)

verse1 @yuzue
verse2 @1akura
prod @okmax

[jichu]
i dont wanna let go
and end like this
i dont want to fall
in misery
calling on ur phone
tirelessly
ill be waiting for u
endlessly 

I dont know what 2 do
I keep fcking it up
Ive been trying s hard
and Im messing it up
ive been trying to breathe
ive been losing sleep
thinking wat we could be
im waiting patiently

[yuzue]
waiting for you this time
i wish that we could see
where we'll just end up now
if i wait here patiently
beside you i stayy
everyday i wait until 
we can
be this way again 
ive had enough of you 
you tried to get me back to you

[akura]
and if u wanna cry
go ahead and let it out
don't have much to say
and I feel bad right now
and everything went south
it went way to far
if only I can say I'm sorry I would right now
yea yea yea
tell me what I can do to make it up right now
I wanna take it all back I want u right now
I miss the high of ur love I miss the high right now

im waiting w/ yuzue & akura (okmax)

this song is 6 months old 😭
@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

@kiryano
@blushxoxo

i can keep on going long as i know that you got me
when i’m standing next you it feels like they can’t stop me
anything you wanna do baby lets go shopping
every time you look at me cant even feel my heartbeat

overstatement, it don't really gotta be that complicated
captivated, your eyes like stars see the constellations
stimulated, you hold my hand got me feeling so faded
yeah i know they hating, doesn’t really matter cause i’m getting my payment

i know you’re missing me, cause i’ve been out of town
don’t wanna see you cry, don’t wanna see you frown
i know how you’ve been feeling, know you’ve been feeling down
you tried to take me with you, you tried to make me drown

spotify

heartbeat (kiryano & blush)

+ @222bino
prod @yashio20k, @rewind214

GUYS IM CHEATING ON BAZ DONT LET HIM FIND OUT (HE'S ILLITLERATE SO HE CAN'T READ THIS I THINK)

@owtiss
things are never how they seem in the first place
feel like im stuck at second place
feel like im always half awake
in my dreams i see ur face

u were never what i thought u were
i played with fire and i got burned
this time it'll be ur turn
u'll see how much it hurts x2

@vin0000
im not the one
always the second
me haz hecho mierda
ahora estoy incompleto 
u broke my heart 
now i feel so depressed 
te quiero bien lejos
feeling incomplete
now im so deep
en mis pensamientos
now its ur turn
to feel how much hurts
cuz u broke my heart
ya no quiero tus besos

3 hrs start to finish :)

second place w/ vin0 (yashio, rewind)

i thought the doggo was cute but i realised that the drink could kill him i think

self prod self vocals everything etc as usual 

i remixed an old wip

lyrics (a guess since i freestyled it and its super old so if it doesn't make sense who cares no one listens to my stuff for like some sort of deep introspective meaning lol)

cant give up
but its too much x 2
i dont even want ur trust
i want ur love x2
get back to wherever we started
rn im just too exhausted
cant breathe i got no more options
drug dealing gf is toxic 

yeeeeee [idk what i said]
i wanna be right w uuu
im alr
just know everytime u wanna talk
ill be here in the moonlight
jump headfirst into love
we gonna go out and live our life??? [at this point i give up idek anymore]

[cool swag part]

too much

instagram.com/melodramalovestory

tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory
so tell me is this real 
idk like how to feel 
i see u in my dreams 
but its js a memory

get the feels when im next to u 
i js hope we can be together 
heart melts when im next to u 
js tell me one thing

wna kno whats on ur mind 
wna be with u tonight 
lmk if the feelings right 
i js wna be by ur side 

no plans now 
i js want u to stay out 
cuz ur my remedy now 
u shine js like a lighthouse 
in my head head 
everything u said said
tell what u wna do 
yea girl js make ur move

hook

memories ##2023debut (darui & grace)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

wow a hartfxlt drop that isnt plugg
enjoy <3 :)
prod @prod_dxvi

I can't hold on any longer...
thought u loved me never been so wrong
ever since then, been hurt for so long :/
thats why when I see u my heart stopss </3
lost in a loop I cant get out of
shattered glass on the ground when I walk around
said u stay by my side when its going down
acting like some1 else ur a stranger noww :(

love so sweet but now tastes sour
needed u in my darkest hour
hold u close ur my antidote 
ur away I feel far from home...
shattered glass reflects a past that 
I cant relive, its over
risk it all to have ur back 
as worse as it gets, its colder

(shattered glass reflects a past that 
I cant relive, its over
risk it all to have ur back 
as worse as it gets, its colder)

I can't hold on any longer...
thought u loved me never been so wrong
ever since then, been hurt for so long :/
thats why when I see u my heart stopss </3
lost in a loop I cant get out of
shattered glass on the ground when I walk around
said u stay by my side when its going down
acting like some1 else ur a stranger noww :(

stranger (dxvi)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals :)
featuring one of da ogs @jichuuu
happy early birthday gift for jichu <3
produced by @recyclexbin & @lewisgoing
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
yeah, wish I could talk 2 u normally
yeah, wish I could show u the best of me
yeah, wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u
[akayai]
theres so much love in my heart
but its overflowing
i feel nervous when u smile
it has me floating
theres heart on my eyes
but u just don't know it
i get jealous cause of u
but i just don't show it
yeah, your love and affection it gets me going
yeah, the way your hair moves when the wind is blowing
can't stop staring at your eyes i need to focus
me and jichu really care but we just ain't show it
[jichu]
swear wid all dis emotions
I could keep on going
I feel nervous, when u smile
i just bout 2 show it
n I b sweatin ur so fine
got me overflowing
just thinking bout da both of us
make me think Im floating
wish I could talk 2 u normally
wish I could show u the best of me
wish I could tell u that I like u
den u gon ask me why
its cuz ur just u

overflowing

overflowing + jichu (recyclebin x lewisgoing)

Luukin Forward

clicking on random notes since day one
Jichu#5580

@echichi <3
@blindstatekingdom

im waiting w/ yuzue & akura (okmax)

Jichu

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