@x_fujioka @y4ndere
mix: us :P
master: fujioka
art: 9souls & fujioka

better than this +xfujioka (yandere)

@diligencexs

[victxrw]

she looks at me like im not even human
up all night trynna find a solution
losing sleep trynna find a conclusion
i guess it was just an illusion...

prove it baby can u prove it?
u abused it baby u abused it
all i do is lose all i do is lose it
but u knew it
from the start u knew it all :/

[jons]

i am trying, tying up the loose ends
crying cause i am but a human
i dont know if i did play my cards right
all i know is she played with my heart tonight
i cant sleep, not that i ever did but
she hurts me with her smile when we kiss cause
now i believe, this is not how we should be
prove it to me, that you love me constantly

[victxrw]

prove it baby can u prove it?
u abused it baby u abused it
all i do is lose all i do is lose it
but u knew it
from the start u knew it all :/

nd im not ready for winter
cuz the snow burns my skin
oh ill never be a winner
its never me again ;-;
could u leave me be?
oh im begging please
oh honestly i cant do this shit anymore...

not even human ft. jons (diligence + chained)

victxrw: hello?

bibleblackfanboy: yo

victxrw: yo u trynna play league?

bibleblackfanboy: sure

victxrw: richard?

richard: hm?

victxrw: wanna play league?

richard: oh snap

[victxrw]

i fell so hard
onto the ground
so many scars
when nobody is around
never again
yea ill never return
yea i played pretend
nd i waited for my turn

as time goes on
life goes on...
i got betteeer :))
this rainy weather is finally dissapearing

living right
honestly i think im boutta switch it up!
i cant lie
im feeling way better now that ur gone//
even though i know how much it hurt
yea too much
u threw it all away its not my fault
guess thats my luck...

victxrw: yeezo.

yeezo: VICTOR

victxrw: whats good bruh!!!!!!

yeezo: VICTOR

victxrw: the real yeezo beats!!!

yeezo: what?

victxrw: what?

yeezo: im not real.

victxrw: oh... what?

yeezo: im not real.

better (poni)

one last time w/ shatter3d

@wintress13 @tores brazy

lyrics:

i feel like its over
theres nothing else that we could do
no chance of closure
after everything that we went thru

oh ive had enough of it
we cant recover this
gotta cut off what i wont miss
girl u know im so over this
that cold october bliss

theres no saving this
theres nothing left to reminisce
i dont know
where did it all go wrong

i was tired of waiting for something
dreading what we were becoming
i dont want to look back its numbing
never was good at confronting

is this real or not
everything we got
thinking "oh my god"
seeing a red dot
am i going to be shot
theres no more time left
im looking right ur looking left

i feel like its over
theres nothing else that we could do
no chance of closure
after everything that we went thru

oh ive had enough of it
we cant recover this
gotta cut off what i wont miss
girl u know im so over this
that cold october bliss

october bliss (wintress + tores)

feat @domerrz + @owtiss
prod @decago


(intro)
i don't wanna lie, i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, falling once again
i don't wanna lie, i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, falling once again

(chorus)
put my feelings to the side, they don't matter
trusted you too much, now my heart is shattered
always doing my best but it never works out, nooo  
i don't wanna lie, 
i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, 
falling once again
i'm just trying to follow my dreams 
until the end i will always believe

(verse dom - @domerrz)
i fall into your lies once again
fool me once now im terrified
my heart will never mend
played my part in your story
you left me i feel dead
you despise me just say it
just tell me its the end

it's like every time 
it's just all my fault
crying once again
what did i do wrong
im ripping up my skin
for you its not enough
but ima play pretend 
dont think i hurt enough

(verse - @owtiss)
ive just had enough
everything is starting again..
n im so tired of love
i dont wna see u again
i think ill fall apart!
when could we ever make amends??
u never cared in the end
i think id rather be dead

every day that passes i get new regrets now
the only time i can reset is when im passed out!!
i wish i could do more than just accept how
our relationship could never be repaired now :(

(chorus)
put my feelings to the side, they don't matter
trusted you too much, now my heart is shattered
always doing my best but it never works out, nooo  
i don't wanna lie, 
i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, 
falling once again
i'm just trying to follow my dreams 
until the end i will always believe

spotify

my fault +dom & owtiss (decago)

@domerrz
@jonsve
@pw4prez
@popilization

[@domerrz]
it's you, it's you, it's uUu 
I do every little thing for you 
for you, all for uUu
never thought I would have made it through
for you, for uUu
I'd tear myself apart for you
and after all the things we've been through
I'd do everything to get to you

you x1000000
make it back 2 u
my path always leads back 2 uUu

[@jonsve]
don't leave me by the wayside, girl
i know that you're my place in the world
praying it's a phase and your words aren't true
loving has a face and it looks like uUu
you're a part of me
everything i say is outta honesty
stop calling me
if you're not for me
please just leave me be if this is curtesy
you're all i need
i know i'm alright
you still give me butterflies
but i'm hurting baby i still need you by my side
if you're leaving me
just leave me in a ditch to die
im not your enemy
i just want you in my life

it's uUu x3
i do every little thing for you
for uUu x2
and i'm hoping we can make it through

SPOTIFYE

for uUu w/ jons (sochi + pop)

my best to date 
enjoy, I love you 

I didn't think it all through
right my wrongs as means to an end 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means 
a-as means to an end 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means to an- 
means me-means 
a-as means to an end

to all the suffering that comes with me that comes with me 
your love's a front to me I know that you don't fuck with me-me-me
ulterior motives when you say you're loving me
I-I just wanna find someone that I can keep
to myself, without a doubt in the world 
that they'll ever leave me (me-me-me)
that they'll ever leave (leave-leave)
that they'll ever leave me 

if everything's temporary,
I'll be more wary of who I pull close
overthink the unnecessary
I'm over-caring, even if I know
its all in my head 
still think about 
how I was left for dead 
I don't wanna doubt 
that this pain will end 
I don't wanna doubt 
that I'll love again, I'll love again 

I won't drown, I'll get up again 
I'll find an out, as means to an end
I won't drown, I'll get up again 
I'll find an out, as means to an end

to all the suffering that comes with me that comes with me 
your love's a front to me I know that you don't fuck with me-me-me
ulterior motives when you say you're loving me
I-I just wanna find someone that I can keep
to myself, without a doubt in the world 
that they'll ever leave me (me-me-me)
that they'll ever leave (leave-leave)
that they'll ever leave me

temporary (me)

@arid


am i dead to u
or are u dead to me
i thought i trusted u
but ur still dead to me yaa
run away i had to leave the scene idk
(yea idk)

its gettin harder to breathe when I'm locked in these chains
want u closer to me but ur farther away
now theres blood on the grave and theres nothing to say
feeling so useless I lay here and fade
the reason I see
the reason I'm bleeding
I'm down on my knees
the pain I'm receiving
yea Ive fallen on the ground like I slipped in the mud
i don't wanna break away all the trust

i don't wanna waste my time
searching for what isn't mine
i saw u in a different life
ig ill leave it all behind

run away - arid (sochi)

@victxrw @ihateukidu <3

the silence is scaring me
its getting too loud
i lost a person thats close to me
i miss u around
i know ur miles away
this shit keeps me up awake
pls dont forget me
im begging
keep me in ur mind

cus im terrified, dont know where we'll be
cus im terrified please stick close to me
need a piece of mind, tell me that ur safe
so ill close my eyes and ill do what it takes

someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

i keep falling for ur lies
this happens everytime
its that look thats in ur eyes
it keeps me so deprived
baby i live in my mind
it keeps me up at night
so ill stop chasing the high
and leave our love behind

@victxrw
woah, yea i'll leave it all behind me
if u dont then i know what ur hiding
the everfrost upon my fingers just wont let me let go
u tell me all the different wrongs i did i already know

i cant lie i cant help but think of u
tell me all the things i couldnt do
the catacombs of my mind are filled with u
u ruined me u never thought it through
can u blame me
cant save me
going crazy trynna not go crazy
can u blame me
cant save me

akura:
someone tell me that its all in my head
all these haunted memories cant forget
took a piece of me the day that we met
i dont wanna live this life with regrets

(cant save meeee)

what it takes +victxrw (kidu)

@k4rson @1akura @kyoakyo @afterstoryx

@k4rson
i dont wanna see u being with someone
i remember when u said i was the only one
we haven't spoke in months
are u with someone?
are u with someone
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@1akura
why cant u see
u mean the most to me
ur the reason i breathe
we're so outta sync
u tell me to leave
"forever till the end" u said, but thats outta reach
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

@1akuraa
yea u told me to hold you
i got too close look at the things that i go thru
i know u know too
the things that i told u
i wanna be with u
if u go down that road, ill go down that too

im starting to think
that u and me
was just a dream
nothing to believe
u know it hurts me to say u dont love me
just one more time i wish i could make things right

@k4rson 
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

karson + akura - be with me (kyoa)

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