this album deserves far more attention than it's gotten

my heart fell off a cliff this afternoon and this song is the sound it made on the way down

spent a lot of time on this i hope u enjoy^^ shout out ryo & hallow 4 making this possible:)

cover art by @kayzelledagum

there's something wrong with us

prod. @1hallow
ft. @chiefjuno

lyrics:
black jeans by the swimming pool
put my hand on ur head now u're crying again
counting time by the decimal
let's leave i don't wanna spend my time in ya

bed
again
i relapse in thought of all my other plans
oh i don't wanna talk until i pop more xans
u stripped it from my hands
i'll leave it where it stands
but i try yes i'm trying again

so i said i'm
feeling alright
i don't wanna start no arguments

so i stay high
fuck up my life
seeing some light thru another lens

she said
i lied
i would never lie j to make things right

she said
i tried
i would only try j to make things

right i'm
covering her eyes with
white lies
lying that i don't have wifi
cannot call her till my life dies
i sign
out of my socials
she say i'm too vocal
i step thru this portal again
i'm alright
laying in

untitled w/ juno (hallow)

guitar by @ayyitsryo ^^
prod. me

lyrics:
and i'm scared of life sometimes
so i look to other sides
and i can't believe my eyes when everything turns out all right

when i stare into her eyes
it reminds me i'm alive
and i broke another window shield tryna take my life

text my exes
o's and x's
too obsessive
get neglected
they
always find another way
think i'm on my own to-

day i'm ending
smith n wesson
put my arms around her legs and waist
till we die and waste away
but that's too far from to-

she got candy painted nails
got an ex from lauderdale
all this talking getting stale
i'm j gonna rip the veil

cuz when i stare in her eyes
it always changes my mind
i second guess if i'm right or if i lied with
things that appear to be white
only appear to be wise
i cover up with a lie and make her sightless

and i'm still forgiving myself so
jus give me some time hoe
u weren't my type tho
remind it
i spend more money on belts for
myself than a rental
and you in the past hope you mind it

xo (ryo + st jimmy)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnGZ5miy6pc

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

i got that repost
like bitch im splurging
dream bout murder
don't wanna hurt him

we tie that ass up
we shoot the target
dont wanna talk now
what's with the blocking

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

i let it go
if we had bad blood
i'ma let you know

you a hoe
keep all that shit
i'ma let it blow

are you talking to me
disturb my peace
i hate your guts
everyday i feel weak

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

i got that repost
like bitch im splurging
dream bout murder
don't wanna hurt him

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

i got that repost
like bitch im splurging
dream bout murder
don't wanna hurt him

we tie that ass up
we shoot the target
dont wanna talk now
what's with the blocking

caught my oppas
pursue with choppas
like where did he go
like no more talking

stream

ruin (video in desc.)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
prod. me

lyrics:
old hoes
act new i don't wanna walk around it

photos
imy but i don't wanna talk about this shit

but i always gotta mind it
digging thru my head for some peace of mind bitch
oh cuz i don't ever wanna fight and the bottom line is
i'm done w lying

cuz even if we talked like that
i don't wanna talk like that again i'm
tryna put my head in tact
u know that it's not my bad again i'm

walking
thru another empty street
and when she calling
it feels like 2003

and now i'm omw
i'm texting back too late
she see me tweet some shade
that's on me i ain't mean like that

counting these digits can't tell time apart
when i'm off in this mission to fix our hearts
and i'm failing to realize i'm on my own
from now
and that's astounding news out loud

with this amount of time again
i'll make songs and write amends
i lose battles i pretend
so i sit and wait for...

2003 (ryo + st jimmy)

guitar by @ayyitsryo

heavily inspired by modern baseball:)

lyrics:
take a trip to phoenix
need some kleenex
when i sit and
cut and tear apart these healing wounds

i don't need a reason
if i'm screaming at u while u sit behind ur door inside ur room

in the desert fighting our monsoons

dance around to music we both like although we fight half of the time we spend ours by ourselves

sing along
like nothing's wrong with us i'm taking the early bus back home and i won't ring ur cell

i think it's far too early plz don't yell

my computer
is filled with songs that make me think of u
once previous loser
returns to habits that i once abused

what do i have to lose

phoenix (ryo + st jimmy)

prod. @ayyitsryo & me

lyrics:

lately i've been feeling extra tired
so why would u

trick me into thinking i'm a liar
so i'll crash my car

lately i've been feeling extra tired
sooo i'm going to bed
i'm running ahead
ignore every call i'm ignoring her text

facetime
i waste time i had i wish i could take it all
back to a month in the past i
wish i could patch up the

bleeding
feelings
pushed to the side i'm causing a fight
with reasons
dealing
w problems that i find way bigger than mine

so i resign
u tear up this letter of mine
j read at a different time
is what i am doing all right or am i in the wrong

i'll make it up all in a song
abusing the pot in the bong
i'm crashing my car w a honk thru ur bedroom

window
i don't want to
let go
even if that

means i cry more
i would die for u

okay
i'm doing fine now
i'm doing better
than i did once before i met u

i'm tired of dealing with problems bigger than mine (ryo + st jimmy)

the person talking is jake from modern baseball:)

interlude

prod. @ayyitsryo + 333ri + me

lyrics:
i
i've been doing all right
going thru another "break" again
and fake amends
i sit thru all her lies

i've been asking u
why
are u wasting ur time
it will never be the same again
we play pretend
i sit thru all the fights

i've been walking on glass all weekend
find your reason
to fight again tonight

when i'm yelling till u cry again
and lie again
u want it

fight again
and die again
i'm on it

why do u keep asking what i'm on

it's some sick
entertainment
living off the drugs and a love that is misery

quick
a replacement
urs is more significant than all the other drugs i'm on

if i'm feeling better i'm not quitting i'm just moving on

i might leave a letter on ur mattress at the brink of

dawn again
i'm wrong again

i wrote another
song again
about ur friends

i've tried too many times to pull these strings back to the start

cuz when u cried
in ur bedroom
u didn't have to
tear me apart

and when i lie
i protect u
from these bad moods
i play my part

cry again (ryo + 333ri + st jimmy)

I knew it (johnny friend)

@thrmls
@yametsu
@imohwell (hook)
@staggyucrazy
@omgemags
@rans0m
prod @01kon

hot wheels (yametsu, oh well, staggy, emags, rans0m, thrml, (01kon)

crows

decay (feat. Vaeo)

adore (feat. Rosey!)

video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3F3SYdW0iuI

production by DJ Krewes

-

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
cause deep down 
it feels like someone just died
i always dreamed of being the same
i always

spectator to my losses
made money then i lost it
cause you cant involve the world
and i cant help but evolve

the amount of times 
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i know ive changed 
and i know you act surprised
i always dreamed of being the same

and you know that time broke us up
answer the call
cuts on your skin
it wasnt my fault
cried in my arms
ten miles from france
jumped in the car
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance

dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you couldnt dance
you you you

the amount of times
you know i stay away from here
opened up that door 
and now i gotta face my fears
put your hands to the sky 
if you know what im feeling
popped some pills
amsterdam
i dunno about this feeling
dunno about this feeling

Baile Anthem

New World

I Don't Deserve You

Uber Sex (feat. mollyfi$h)

RIP BLEACH + ISAIAH COVER ART

prod goodbyex2002 and stargate !!

phoenix (ryo + st jimmy)

st jimmy

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