produced by saint tomorrow and taylor morgan
tiny backing on the chorus and cool watercolour painting by 8485

RESTORE feat. midwxst (saint tomorrow+taylor morgan)

lemme see if i can get the lyrics correct off dome

i decided not to cry today
feeling sorry for myself
but ill be okay one day
always online
people posting pictures on my timeline
ispy
with my little eye
something's not right
((not right))
walking home in the dark night
hard to make it home
when you dont recognize the street signs
think i need to rewind
i just need some me time
((i just need some me time))

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

but i do it all over again
flipping different pages
tryna find the shells in the sand
with my head in my hands
tryna figure out what i did wrong
but i cant pretend that i was innocent
tryna build me up 
to break my confidence
didnt give a fuck
and it was evident 
shouldve seen right through the lies
you told me last year

now i know i made her mad
when she left me in the parking lot
im walking home 
tryna figure out
how to collect my thoughts
they told me life was just a game
and i dont give no fucks
just put a bullet in my head
im tryna test my luck
walkin through the grave
just tryna figure out
where my headstone
callin up my ex
to figure out 
what i did wrong
she didnt pick up 
i dont know what i expected though
find another reason to open my script
of lexapro
you can see that
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
monsters all up under my bed
i cant see tonight
walking to the underpass
debating suicide
wake up do it over again
forget bout last night 
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right
ispy with my eye
that somethings not right

i did pretty good ngl

music vid

ispy (ft. swazy*)

حبار
presave link: https://t.co/zcilna2wz3
SPOTIFY!!!! https://open.spotify.com/track/6P113H5hoHNycRRxaFsMRK?si=1EmmqW-QSk2yovh_JwysEA
i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

shoutout @caprilol / @c4v 
shoutout @1crusafix

lyrics:

(capri what the fuckkkkkk)

[@1mosh]
i know you wont ever change me
just got newtone i feel like capri
why did you stab me in my fucking back
im living lavish you know that you'll never do that

you finna go go go i said see u there!
you'll never know know know if it'll ever be fair
like woah woah woah always giving you that stare
i cant fold fold fold so just tell me when and where!!

it's all mine! (capri reference)
tell me what to do
saying all that shit but you never gave me proof now
oh well
i will never slow down
telling me you doing all that shit i said bro how

you all knowwww
when im coming back
all you gotta do is wish imma make it thru this track
oh wow
i dont know the plan
only wanna make it past where i began.

(repeated hook background vocals)

[@1crusafix]
i-i-im with mosh 
and we blowin up
talkin on the net grab the pole we gon wet em up
bullets in his head teach a lesson if u fuck with us
yeah he got me second guessing drop the addy pullin up

bands in my pockets
holding on that 5 6
send that boy to heaven like his mfin dawgs is
get it back in blood
he gon try and run
i been doin drugs
i might fuck it up

yous a bitch up on my momma i cant lie
everytime im on the block swear you always up inside
yeah im lookin through the streets you aint ever up in sight
cause you know if i find you i'll probably talk ur life

im afflicted
everybody saying that im fucking different
yeah you send me shit up in the dms never listen
send that boy to god i aint even fuckin christian
talkin on my bros imma pull up with a smith&&&&&&

[@1mosh]
it's all mine! 
tell me what to do
saying all that shit but you never gave me proof now
oh well
i will never slow down
telling me you doing all that shit i said bro how

you all knowwww
when im coming back
all you gotta do is wish imma make it thru this track
oh wow
i dont know the plan
only wanna make it past where i began.

(repeated hook background but this time its chopped)

lavish✨w/ 1crusafix (capri)

From Splinter to Shredder  (Remix)

mixed signals +glaive (hibleach)

art by 8485

prod @degenerate69

backing vocals by grandee

SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/track/5YlSM6ZWbzCfigJzZdcPNU?si=aEljvQ4nTZud-Au20w8h4Q

take loop (dgen)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
prod & performed by me:p

lyrics:

〔verse〕
recommended on twitter y u follow my friend
every step i take u always end up haunting my head
we can't even have a conversation
leaving me to think in bed this contemplation

stupid little small boy won't suffice
he jus busy thinking over suicide
and he's watched the sun rise too many times and it's about that time that he'd end his life

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

〔verse〕
and she kiss me the next day ignore for the season
and we go back 2 texting ignore all the reasons
but it never ends up in my favor
i really only hope that u would see me later

sunlight gray skies touch on my head
i would rather spend all of today in bed
why u keep buzzing my phone
i'm busy falling asleep
pretend that nobody home
i'm crying under the sheets

dw abt me
i promise u i'm cool
i'm busy picking debris
i'm leaving u & school
i live inside my head
ur pants beside my bed
hold this glock to my head i go ahead n pull the trigger

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

muffled words (st jimmy + ryo)

prod. tsuyunoshi
dis one is about like a girl i used to talk to
prod tsuyunoshi that’s homie
pyromancy EP out 1/2/2021

al capone (tsuyunoshi)

prod me and that dude @ilypelican

looking through my head at everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying I hate everything I ever did
don't know why I would even tell you you don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you
[HOOK]
you don't listen to me 
life feel like a fucking movie
I'm  thinking of ending things
maybe then you'll say you knew me
you just saying anything
don't know what you meant to me
blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
drag me through the dirt saying 
what happened to chivalry
I feel like your secretary
all the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
me and all my misery
[VERSE]
fucked up fucked up 
I get so
you're stuck up you're stuck up 
you don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
lying I said I'm good alone
stuck here and I'm faking I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
feels like they're lying to my face
just cant keep up I'm out of place
I know its temporary 
do it again and again
another January
I don't know how I should spend
tonight yeah more than ever
I feel like this is the end
they said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend
[HOOK]

im thinking of ending things ft 8485 (yurms + pelican)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

oh fuck that
i don't wanna talk about a rough patch
and if u don't even wanna give a hug back
then i'm leaving ur bed i'm not returning my head until u tell me what went wrong

grip that
wesson
is it a sight to see
learned my
lesson
my mind is fighting me

step back
listen
die w the centipedes
burn my
tendons
questioning why does she

cry
and i won't hold back
cuz what we have won't last
i can't let go of past
mistakes i
erase lies

so fuck that
idgaf abt a rough patch
u won't even bother j to look back
kiss me on the cheek and give a hug back
miss that

facetime
honestly it feels like u j waste time
every time we talk u make me hate life
every time we don't it makes me hate mine

base my
heart
around every tiny part
i witnessed things when it got too hard
i'm getting calls while i'm in my car
u pierced right thru me with words like darts

ain't nothing wrong w my head
i'm stepping outta ur bed
i'm always thinking bout how this went wrong
pistol packin by the side of my desk
i fill my brain with this lead
so i distract myself and write this song

rough patch (st jimmy + ryo)

st jimmy