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January 2021 🔥

STRALS "COMMUNITY PLAYLIST" WEEK #24
Playlist Curated by @shameitried
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ASTRALS: "COMMUNITY PLAYLIST" WEEK #24

Promoting Sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-u020DJPYU
SauceOnly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOv0ZidiSbY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ONLtSLiz9e2C8kEmSIklX
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@rarinmusic @kvnny @sydcxx prod @vannydd
mixed/mastered by (@rarinmusic + @Jayavem)

art by @GLXSGXW

Lyrics:
rarin:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2
--
kenny:
it’s just the blind leading the blind
but shit it happens all the time nowdon’t know what you got in mind
tryna figure out what’s up in mine nowi feel like a shell of who i once was
i’m so sick and tired of falling into bad love
been to hell but i ain’t never make it back up
i really wish i stayed away from the bad drugswhy’s it so hard to changei been needing a break
but i just can’t get awayi been counting the days
but nothing change but my banki pushed my loved ones away
i think i made a mistakei’ll fucking bend till i break
but i been feeling the strain
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rarin:i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2--
sydcxx:
feelin better when you’re gone
got a minute to myself now
ill be empty later on
take a breath and let it out nowI used to think that your love would mean something to me
but I can’t feel a thing and I’m dying to sleep
I put my heart on a shelf
don’t wanna help myselftime don’t heal all the things that they say so
sky not clear and I don’t got a raincoat
three more days til I do what I came for
don't be scared I just don’t wanna live no more
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rarin & sydcxx:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah  
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2

Paralyzed

Paralyzed (Feat. Kenny & Sydcxx)

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Paralyzed (Ft. Rarin, Kenny & Sydcxx)

prod & performed by me^_^
guitar by @ayyitsryo
mix by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

autumn
won't u
see me
in my
bed i'm tryna not to fall asleep but i jus watched the sun rise

step thru broken glass shards on the floor
i ignore
every text
on my iphone

and i dip my legs
once again in ur bed
and u say it's alright
but u won't tell ur boyfriend

leave him cuz i'm better than
won't sleep till i'm feeling alright
pop two i need ambien
stay up i be thinking all night

i repeat my thoughts
leak thru tweets and pot
hard 2 take my losses while i sit and rot

autumn (st jimmy + ryo)

coming2terms (delto & ryo)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
prod & performed by me:p

lyrics:

〔verse〕
recommended on twitter y u follow my friend
every step i take u always end up haunting my head
we can't even have a conversation
leaving me to think in bed this contemplation

stupid little small boy won't suffice
he jus busy thinking over suicide
and he's watched the sun rise too many times and it's about that time that he'd end his life

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

〔verse〕
and she kiss me the next day ignore for the season
and we go back 2 texting ignore all the reasons
but it never ends up in my favor
i really only hope that u would see me later

sunlight gray skies touch on my head
i would rather spend all of today in bed
why u keep buzzing my phone
i'm busy falling asleep
pretend that nobody home
i'm crying under the sheets

dw abt me
i promise u i'm cool
i'm busy picking debris
i'm leaving u & school
i live inside my head
ur pants beside my bed
hold this glock to my head i go ahead n pull the trigger

〔hook〕
10 bars in his mouth and muffled words
couldn't stop him from getting worse
he lifts his body right from this curse i wish he didn't make it hurt
it's all okay

muffled words (st jimmy + ryo)

prod. @ayyitsryo
mixing by @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

it's so cold
there's no bodies
in my home

and i'm
gone for the weekend
this time it's for good
i won't say i'm sleeping jus like how i would
back then

and i won't beg and let u accept all of my amends

and it wasn't hard to like u
and i didn't wanna fight

like over n over
i lose my composure
it's hard 2 remember
when i'm never sober

beside ur voice
it's a foul choice 2 die

text u again n i get a response that i don't wanna read cuz it's over for me n u

but i'm still running back
jus 2 get attached
to the portrayal in my head

cold out (ryo)

boys don't cry

prod & performed by me:)
guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixing by @nathan_dagum
cover art by @heartcurrentt on twitter

lyrics:

i would say i'm sorry
if i knew u'd run right back
left u right at the party
feelings turn from red to black

i tried 2 laugh it off it didn't hurt
i push it all aside until it burst
i'd say i'm fine but blood stains up my shirt
i plead for smth 2 lift my curse

cuz when boys do cry
it fills them up with fire
and when girls just lie
it makes it hard to hide

and now i'm getting attached
nail scratches cover my back
she tell me stop w the cap
not lying

and as a matter of fact
i'm running back to the past
and even if it won't last
i'm not crying

tears dripping down his face
struggling to find the proper words to say
tears filled with love and hate
hollow words and empty verbs fill up his day

know that
i can
jus leave
right now
but we
both know
that i won't

u make
me cry
i'm fine
for now
i jumble
words
i don't know

when boys cry

when boys cry (st jimmy + ryo)

theres this game that i play
where i like to say
im safe in her arms
but i know thats a lie

theres this place that i hide
somewhere no one can find
oops i misplaced my life
kinda lose myself sometimes

theres this trash in my room
it kinda dampened my mood
i had a few friends, a crew
i sorta threw em out too

theres these white little lies
that help me not to cry
like "im fine"
or "maybe it'll be better next time"

I cant get out my head
im stuck in my bed
for the 4th day
watchin my hopes fade

i am tearing to shreds
dont know how ill end
but its okay
if i waste my pain decays
(X2)

i dont know why i isolate myself
the only time ill hang is with my belt
everyone was there to watch me drown
but i lost anyone who could get me out

theres this trash in my room
it kinda dampened my mood
i had a few friends, a crew
i sorta threw em out too

theres these white little lies
that help me not to cry
like "im fine"
or "maybe it'll be better next time"

I cant get out my head
im stuck in my bed
for the 4th day
watchin my hopes fade

i am tearing to shreds
dont know how ill end
but its okay
if i waste my pain decays 
(X2)

STREAM ALL PLATFORMS

white lies (prod. bartes)

hell

drums, synths, bass - @blackwinterwells

guitar, vocals - @youngburial

ˑ༄ؘ ۪۪۫۫ ▹▫◃ ۪۪۫۫ ༄ؘ ˑˑ༄ؘ ۪۪۫۫ ▹▫◃ ۪۪۫۫ ༄ؘ ˑˑ༄ؘ ۪۪۫۫ ▹▫◃ ۪۪۫۫ ༄ؘ ˑ

my bad
didn't mean to cause a wreck
if i'm the car u are the fence
laying dormant in a cog
my bad
almost had a heart attack
hydroplane on railroad tracks
laying dormant in a cog
i turned my back
i turned my back on everyone except4 u
i lost my cool
yeah i lost my cool
and maybe so did you
you lost it too
i was right and u were wrong you know it's true
i just wanna b seen 
i know you do too
it will cost
we will have to banish ego from the room
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mybad w/ blackwinterwells

Produced by @1vessel
Cover-art from 
instagram.com/toohot.jp

The willow grows
Fall asleep but not alone
Guide my feet when I'm low
Watch my steps and where I go
Pain unbearable
Fuck up in stereo
Sweet like caramel
I do terrible

Baby imma make a rack in my basement
Move around too much no patience
Keep my head down don't say shit
I don't get sober I stay lit
Too much trauma can't face it
I wont ever catch what I'm chasing
Said it once I'm not rephrasing
That reminds me of you I hate it
Wake up new day its tainted
Fuck my face I'll break it
Stomp me into pavement
So I can stop complaining
Wish I was complacent
Instead I'm just so basic
Put me in the background
That's how they would make it

Spotify

Willow (prod. 4am)

Jadū Dala. The Magical Music Outfit.

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/575OuOsM1lkvH0SgszI9MS?si=VS8vx4tsS6Kc3OOuaQHchA

DISCORD: https://discord.gg/abCeqkEnpe

MIRZHA
@mirzhamusic
instagram.com/mirzha_music
twitter.com/mirzhamusic

LUV 3020

Free Download

MIRZHA - LUV 3020 (JADŪ152)

@joshuasageart (JoshuaSageArt)
@uhohkawasaki (saki aka kawasaki)
@iamstarinthesky (starinthesky)
@scoobisalright (scoob)
@davidentendu (David Entendu)
ashes.
@quinsea (Quinsea)
Production by:
@servatus
@droozzzy (droozy)
@wstdyth (wastedyouth)
Artwork by : @blxckovt

The Ballad of Darkness (w/ saki, ✰STARINTHESKY✰, ☆scøøb☆, david entendu, ashes, & QUINSEA)

guitar by @ayyitsryo
mixed by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @kayzelledagum

lyrics:

oh fuck that
i don't wanna talk about a rough patch
and if u don't even wanna give a hug back
then i'm leaving ur bed i'm not returning my head until u tell me what went wrong

grip that
wesson
is it a sight to see
learned my
lesson
my mind is fighting me

step back
listen
die w the centipedes
burn my
tendons
questioning why does she

cry
and i won't hold back
cuz what we have won't last
i can't let go of past
mistakes i
erase lies

so fuck that
idgaf abt a rough patch
u won't even bother j to look back
kiss me on the cheek and give a hug back
miss that

facetime
honestly it feels like u j waste time
every time we talk u make me hate life
every time we don't it makes me hate mine

base my
heart
around every tiny part
i witnessed things when it got too hard
i'm getting calls while i'm in my car
u pierced right thru me with words like darts

ain't nothing wrong w my head
i'm stepping outta ur bed
i'm always thinking bout how this went wrong
pistol packin by the side of my desk
i fill my brain with this lead
so i distract myself and write this song

rough patch (st jimmy + ryo)

smth i shld live 4 (blue nova)

cloak n dagger

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
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hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad