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Music written, produced and performed by @iamjenys
Piano performed by Renata Kareva
Violin performed by Anastasia Chaikina
Additional vocal performed by Anna Cantabile
Mastering by Lorenzo Targhetta

S.ncerity

Hometown

Jenys - Hometown

in those moments i asked for more
there was nothing i needed less

Moving to California in March

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Spill The Milk (Eartheater Edit)

After two months summer break, katharsis returns to ma3azef.live with two hours of emotional release through music. In this episode, jjjacob starts out with mostly new releases from the ambient scene with a few detours, followed by a beautiful and mesmerizing set by Happy New Tears.

tracklist: 
jjjacob [00:00:00-01:02:23]
Giant Claw - Until Mirror (feat. Tamar Kamin)
Laughing Hands - Annuciation
Florian T M Zeisig - VIII
IRENA; Vojtech Havlovi - Radek 2
ABADIR - I
Steve Hauschildt - Transience of Earthly Joys
Ssaliva - Why Me
Sun Genam - Pinski4ex
Obsequies - Consumed
Mr. Mitch - Proud
500 & ANIMA - You Are a VERY Radiant Star
Dylan Henner - I Was Reading the News but I Felt so Sad I Had to Stop
Thoden - Specialist (Perko Remix)
Ancher - Corbeille
Sam Gendel - Sustain
Samuel Organ - 	Wow
Ulla - Leaves and Wish
Simo Cell & Abdullah Miniawy - Sama (Learning How To Fly)
Rich Xit - V-I
jjjacob - Claviceps Purpurea
ELCA - Defibrillation
jjjacob - Mother of Sirens
Cuban Chamber of Commerce - Luz

Happy New Tears [00:53:43-01:30:01]
Himera - Here
Naemi - Sugar Hiccup
0comeups - With Light You Lead Me
Anima - New Existential Flight Mechanism
Detente - I Pass By
Bambi - Bliss Song
Fetva - “Blinding Lights” but you're waking up in a tent at the festival during fetva's morning set and went to have some water
DJ Lostboi - All The Clouds Disturbed
Himera - Please Remember To Breathe
Ange Halliwell - Luciole
Kali Malone - Sacrificial Code II
Anima - Glad U Came
Escha - Into The Nothingness Of Scorn And Silence
Torus - Descend In Chains
G1rl - Westfield (Malibu Rework)
Bod [包家巷] - They Told Me Sleeping Alone Builds Character
Detente - Song Of Songs
Ity - Exosphere
X/o - Angel In Ruins
Viancy’s Attic - Gods Favorite
Bénédicte - Glass Test
Emily Glass - Q-Pid
Himera – Here

katharsis w/ jjjacob & Happy New Tears on Ma3azef.live (September 2nd, 2021)

good ones - charli xcx (sue nami edit) FREE DL

A little mini mix before I lay it on y'all heavy soon, I've missed putting things out! xx

Also the Bjork track is for Miss Twink <3

BTTM BHVR

Enchanting and magical new mix by @happynewtears , one of the most active and interesting upcoming artists of the Berlin underground

ST.MIX.20 Tracklist

Yem Gel - Salviæ (ii)
Viancy’s Attic - Gods Favorite
Yem Gel - Thaumaturgist Plexus
DJ Charme - Naade
jjjacob - Heart Failure
Kareem Lotfy - Oranjeline
Bénédicte - Glass Test
0comeups - With Light You Lead Me
7038634357 - AEON (703 Braid for Dasychira)
Galen Tipton - Your Guts In My Hands ft. Jade Fawn & Diana Starshine
Oklou - God's Chariots (Basile3 Lost Club Mix)
Oqbqbo & Scandinavian Star - Airdrops
BFTT - My Mind Like Explosions
Sky H1 - Air
DJ Lostboi - D Xo Torus Llif3 (Torus remix)
HAJJ - The World Is Ending And We Aren’t 2gether
Nunu x Kyrstyn Pyxton - Never Alone
Titan - My Sword
Yem Gel - Salviæ (i)
Asio Otus - Spring
Ytem - Eco
Alex Compton - Sensation Riddim
YPX - Empathic Telecoms
IVVVO - Blade
Torus - Labyrinth (Water mix)
Dasychira - Umbreon ft. Malibu
Yem Gel - Crocusscape
Arca - @@@@@
Ouri - Trance Parent
Torus - Descend In Chains
Alex Compton - Untitled
Diego V Navarro - Voyage
Salt Pillar - Self-care
Oneohtrix Point Never - Trance 1
Sky H1 & Ssaliva - Dooms
Emily Glass - Snowdream
Wa?ste & Ptwiggs - Moth
Lanark Artefax - Flickering Debris
Know V.A. - Reification

A Living Necrologue

SF.MIX.20 - Happy New Tears

Never one genre, always traversing

Check out the full video live recording via: https://youtu.be/-KNBPC7O7o8

Full track list available on the new @hoerberlin website via: https://hoer.live/

Happy New Tears @ HÖR / 13 October, 2022

Happy New Tears chases euphoria into melancholy and back again in her heart enlarging Fact mix.

https://www.factmag.com/2023/04/17/fact-mix-happy-new-tears/

Fact Mixes

Fact Mix 904: Happy New Tears (Apr '23)

Happy New Tears plays machine processed music for the melancholy self, brimming with atmospheric and emotional genre defying music, inviting you to dissolve into her sonic world.

Rinse France Podcast

Happy New Tears - 21 juin 2023

explore my journey through your imagination
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