The Moon Song

Settle Down

This song started off as a poem, written at 3:35 am. This song isn't the greatest, but I really spilled out my emotions on this. It took me weeks to finally do it. I was extremely emotional while creating this song, but hopefully people like it. Thank you to my friends who encouraged me to share this.                                                        
                                                                                                        <3 - cvmel

gray tears

A Collection of songs written over the past few years. Centering around loss and the inescapable moving forward that follows. These songs were recorded in a basement by a 16-17 year old. They may not be professional but I put a lot of myself and my experiences into them. Thank you for listening.

And The Deep Blue Sea

Grapefruit

a song i wrote when i didn't want to be alone

i want to be near you 
never leave you oh i, 
i, will never leave 
as long as you choose, to stay with me 
i know, it feels like the world is falling at our feet 
but take my hand, its yours i swear 
together we’ll make it out alive 
i…… x2 
i know it gets hard and i 
i know things get tough and i- 
know somedays we don’t wanna try 
i know i get tough sometimes 
i know i’m so unusually tired, of being alive 
but i swear, when i look into your eyes 
everything comes alive 
i feel like i can breathe again 
i feel like my world is falling into place 
you say i, exaggerate 
you couldn’t be more wrong 
i would never lie 
i would never try to make you feel alone…, 
baby, 
won’t you stay with me, throughout the cold 
i need, you to be with me 
baby, please promise you’ll stay its getting kinda lonely 
it's getting kinda lonely in my bed 
would you stay next to me? stay with me? 
in need you with me 
won’t you please, stay with me ?

please, stay with me ?

What Keeps Me Up

Daze On

Perspective

thanks to uma - @https://soundcloud.com/user-998191564 <3 
& to maiya suckling for cover art! <3

(verse)
Put your mouth away,
because your eyes they tell me more than your words ever could say,
and it's already breaking my heart,
just seeing you this way.
(chorus)
How can I be sure of my feelings when you're not around,
how can I know I'm doing it right I have so much self doubt,
how can we watch the leaves fall without the fear of time running out,
how did we learn to hold back our tears,
won't our insides drown?
(verse)
In the water when you look at yourself, 
who's reflection do you see?
I've been searching for answers in your eyes for so long,
I can't find them,
maybe it's just me.
(chorus)
How can I be sure of my feelings when you're not around,
how can I know I'm doing it right I have so much self doubt,
how can we watch the leaves fall without the fear of time running out,
how did we learn to hold back our tears,
won't our insides drown?
(bridge)
My knees are weak I feel I might fall down,
(My tears stain the bedsheets,)
I'm suffocating standing in this crowd,
(your blood it stains my rosy cheeks,) 
my knees are weak I feel I might fall down,
(how can I trust you when you're not true to yourself,)
I'm suffocating, I'm going to drown. 
(where have you gone?)
(outro)
When I woke up this morning I nearly forget your face,
when I woke up this morning I wanted to forget your face,
when I wake up tomorrow I hope I'm in a new headspace,
tie my shoelaces real tight and walk to a new place.

(i don't know) how to be happy

joseph