15 Hours by Vails, Halfhearted & The sound clown ♨️🌸

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25. Fifteen Hours w/ Halfhearted (prod. the sound clown)

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theres always an otherside

lyrics

roaming on these muddy waters many i lands convince to see

anxiety in mind tho its like im surfing shallow reef

im having hard times to grasp the things she feels for me 

we live 2 worlds yet we can say the same story

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packing boxes on top of shelves

many options many hells

wishing wells. now store memories and memoirs 

are jus pleanetrys. heart warming. so heavenly 

heart burn and it’s killing me. this fire that u placed been attended so unwillingly

/

i lay down but with slumber im comfortable and comfortably

sure that this the only place where i can have some peace

i said these things, well these things take time

lifes to short to do null she replies 

/

my hearts bruised

this world is blue

my minds in 2

but I still love u

/

im losing pateince

my heart isnt waiting 

ill wait for u

/

many times ive checked the tide

rest assured its under control

i told u bout it last time, oh and last night

still u had to go 

these seven sees turned to five roads with this december snow

sit beside the rails and let the ocean breeze 

just take ur soul

/

sail the coast

let the sharp rocks just scrape the boat 

we have this path just let it flow 

i love u but its gettin old

/

its like date nights turn to great fights

and this moving home just kept moving ‘long

and we dont speak bout dark trail

coz theres 2 views and a sparked tail

/

i see green hues u see blue lights

i forgive but u say no ties

sirens going off must be system error 

but ik right

/

ik u this is not like 

how i saw u that one night when the trees paved a way for beauty 

that could be comprehended by eyes

i love u but im gettin tired 

/

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone

now urs to take 

all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone x2

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im outta time in this world im outta time 

and its just me by myself on this grind

and its time to let the pen down

write my final words coz im just out of time

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in this world the pages starting to fold 

i loved u once but my heart is growing old

heartwarming pleasantries that will go down with me

heartwarming pleasantries that will go down with me (empty roads)

She's so ineffable 
There's just something about those eyes
I'm just accessible 
That's why you call me all the time 
These pills injectable
And I'm ready to take my life 
Are you ready to take my life? 

I just wanna be 
what you need 
You could be the lock 
i could be the key 
Cuts on my veins 
do you feel it when I bleed? 
Stuck in my brain 
You're planted like a seed 
Suffer through the pain 
Just to see you breathe
Drive me insane 
You watching me grieve 
Your boyfriends lame 
He couldn't treat you like me 
Every day it rains
Killing myself as we speak 

AreYouReadyToTakeMyLife? (Prod) UV6X7

lyrics//

been stuck on my meds
been up in my head
been saying oh well
it is what it is
but i got no patience 
i got no time
cant get out of bed
cant get out my mind

i been so sick of them saying
it all will get better
cuz lately im breaking
i still got the sweater
you left me in vegas
i gave you that box of ur shit
to replace it

i wrote you that letter
i guess that you hated it
its been way too long for the year that i dated
if you get the time couod you dog ear the pages im
trying my hardest but trying dont won’t make it

remember the days 
ask how im doing im going to waste
ask me to smile i dont have the strength
to lift up the corners and lips on my face

embracing the past is a waste of my time
youre taking me back to a simplier life
and you know im sorry
i stepped outta line
forgot all the blessings infected with lies

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone


cant pick up these pieces im just a man
and you take it for weakness and who i am
im just a figjting a demon to find a plan
weight is heavy
but lucky to have some fans

i was in love with you but
prophesy wasent true
now
autumn reminds me of june
and heartache reminds me of you

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone

it didn’t take too long to get attached 
it was only your words and the way you laughed
but also the beauty that you had
i wish that you knew that you had that
lemme get back on track
one day i started to hold you too fast
and then you said
that you feel like you are trapped
well i guess that i gotta sit here and be sad
wake up make eggs in the pan,
holding on by one single strand
gotta get over it make me a plan
no more games
no game boy advanced
gotta get over it
i already said that but i really meant it
i still got your sweater on
i’ll put it to flame in ashes

ily thank u for listening

going going, gone w/ brecken

last day (prod. metlast x 6mane)

New track featuring one of my fav artists at the moment, @sobafm - he is extremely talented and makes a lot of music like this song as well as some other really cool and unique music. I learned a lot from making this song so it was a really fun time collaborating on this.

Infrared feat. soba! (prod. Wonderlust Beats)

b side from resize frame (unreleased / scrapped[?] decks proj)
prod @fleshgolem
enjoi

lyrics:
baby i been sick for so damn long
gather my wits with something strong
and i know the risk i’m taking on
but if we don’t miss it, something’s wrong
so wrong

covered the bases i missed on the road
always forgot how to feel so at home
never invited to be one of those
now i been poppin and playing these shows (like)
i know the ins and the outs of your soul
bury me, baby, i won’t let it go
starving surroundings will leave me alone if
self preservation applies to be hostess

if its the end of me
just say its heavenly
i swear i meant it
feel what you’re saying
despite resenting these
apologetic pleas
i’m staring back at
you, feeling ancient

baby i been sick for so damn long
gather my wits with something strong
and i know the risk i’m taking on
but if we don’t miss it, something’s wrong
so wrong

incarnate freestyle [flesh]

Here's my EP "manta". I recorded this in 2023, been meaning to drop it for ages.

Manta

help me im falling : (

lyrics

we don't complete each other here
me and you been running from the fear
at night who you call when you don't know how to steer?
thats right but life, life just isn't fair

who, who knew 
it's just 'bout yourself
fuck just trying to help
baby your still, mine

for the love of god
please be waiting in the world
without you my heart will melt

you, make me feel brand new
baby i just wish that every single day was us just staring at the stars on the roof

but i'm dreaming, i'm dreaming
'coz it just isn't the whole truth
deep inside the jungle 
i reside here humble 
anything else i refuse

i don't catch these flames for anyone
baby special, i went one for one
hold me tight 'till we become the sun
form these planets for these other ones

no i won't, i got told to keep it slow
my instincts they don't ever fold
baby lets just break this mould

i know it's love
i'm sorry how i come across
baby can you see the doves
i'm doing everything for us

trust 
baby can you give me trust
even if it is just once 
that really is a must

one for one

one for one (jabarionthebeat)

I’ve been looking out the window waiting, for the one that i can hold and call my love. cause i got sick and tired of chasing pavements, and started looking for some guidance from above. and then i swear you came along and saved me, just when i thought i was out of luck. it must’ve been that glance you gave me, cause it was like i suddenly came unstuck

but i just wanna know girl, can we take it slow girl, cause you have rocked my whole world, and i dont want our spark to die out 

so will you let me, take time to feel a little better, cause i know i’m way too hard on myself. and I know we’re meant to be together, but i can’t stop thinking how it felt to live a life of desolation, with nothing but my own imagination. I didn’t think i needed saving, but i need saving

now baby lets look at the bigger picture, everything i’ve ever been through led me to get with you, and i’m so desperate to make it work cause I need to feel like my life has meant something. and you could make it all worth it, cause every second I get with you is perfect, I know I don’t deserve this

the bigger picture (prod. RFM Beats)

The Calm Between Us

Find Yourself

20 year old Singer/Songwriter/Producer based in the UK
Open to Collabs, just drop me a message over on my Instagram @joelzmikomusic or on Discord: joelzmiko#9896

the bigger picture (prod. RFM Beats)

JOEL