before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

Found by XEMERZ on a random Russian website, recovered by me. Originally uploaded to John’s SoundCloud for 2 hours on Valentine’s Day in 2019. Cover Art found by Genius.com User: “Malevolent :3”

Lyrics:
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done (done)
That’s apologizing to myself and I don’t feel alright
I feel like before the bloody [?] fuck with valentine
Tomorrow be back to normal, it’s another [?]
Eyes creep to the back of my mind

One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh,

Go, I wanna just float
Float above the clouds in the skys and make it my home
Castle in the sky, float
Fuck a earthly love
I don’t want to feel pitty 
I want to stay with you 

Im sorry, for the things that i have done (done)
(Purple sticker, purp-purple sticker)

Valentine Blues

[FOUND] Johnnascus- Valentine Blues(prod.sleepingforyears)

walls in room

walls in room - JOHNNASCUS

firsssst joint prod. @anonnn on YouTubes and shit
secconnnd joint prod. @staysilentix!
lassst joint prod. @johnnascus

and remembea nuthin needs to make fuckin sensseeee

5:57 pm in hokkaido, 日本 EP

CODE10 - PARADISE (REWORK)

A reflective journey through memory, time, and connection. “i don’t want to leave” blends atmospheric synths, driving basslines, and hypnotic rhythms to create an immersive late-night vibe. Inspired by the emotional depth of artists and the dancefloor energy of melodic house, this track is meant for moments when you’re lost in the sound and don’t want the night to end.



i don't want to leave

ey wesside johnn back in this bitch wit a new style ya feel.
beats were originally made by hollyworld but then I added the speed ups and mangling and bat crazy shit ya feel? enjoy and fuck dat big johnnascus

Nightcore Nightmares EP

ntro: fuck a cop (repeated)
ACAB NIGGA

Verse1: 
Fuck a cop shoot him in his fucking throat
CHOKE HIM by the neck and take out your vocal chords
You can't scream for help I'm draining all ur hope
Who can't breathe now fucker

Verse2:
Causing riots in the streets
Burning down society
Crumble down facilities
Bring the chaos to elites
Put their heads up on a stake
Enslave their family
(Fuck a cop, Kill a cop)

Verse3:
Do Not trust the President
Do Not trust the Government
They just want you fucking dead
They'll do it for fuck of it
Want you for the control
And just for the profit
Kill a damn supremacist
Who wanna see folks like me dead
Disgusting fucking humans
All they do is spread hate
So insecure that they believe that they're the master race
Until that one day where they get a boot the fucking face
Lick my boot fucking nazi

Breaking Spines tonight kill the alt-right

I WANT ALL OF THOSE COPS DEAD
FOR KILLING INNOCENT NIGGAS
DOR KILLING INNOCENT PEOPLE
THE STATE DESERVES TO CRUMBLE AND FUCKING DIE
DESTROY THE FUCKING STATE

1312 [untitled_0022]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

Prod. sleepy randy

Standing by the shore
Staring into the endless code
That goes for infinite
Isolated from everything
I don't want to leave here
I can die in peace
Not worry about a single thing
I feel too connected to everything
I just want to be one with nothing
So
I just want to drown myself in the ocean
In the ocean, in the ocean
Overload myself with it's information
Time to bring death to my matrix

0C3AN [untitled_0019]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Kill
Tear the flesh
Break my bones
Smash the head
Hate my mind
And my body
Too much steam
Thoughts are foggy
Slam my dreams
On the concrete
Step on the pieces
With my feet
Let em blow
In the wind
They'll be forgotten
In the end

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Now my dreams gone
Time to move on
Kill my relationships
With a fucking bomb
They don't matter anyway
Nothing ever does
Hurting myself is the best drug

Time to go brain dead
Gain a sheep head
Follow all the rules
Never question them
Live inside the screens
Be distracted
While I rot away 
Into fragments

Bluepilled livin in the matrix
No help from anyone to change this
But I don't even want to change this
Hedonism feels so amazing

I wanna fuck to the end of time
Live inside a box & never go outside
Never make art I lost all my drive
Overdose on sugar, until I see white
Then decorate my walls with my bloody insides

CPU kill me
I be feeling dirty 
From watching all
The pornography
My brain is fried
Got coomer brain
Watch it all myself
Cause im so deranged
Man my eyes are tired
And they fucking sting
Looking at the blue lights all fucking night
I haven't slept for about 3, 24 hours
Tryna say three nights

TCPULATWISAD [untitled_0007]]

[music video]] https://youtu.be/MrhRBPU-0xE

idk if ***** or what the fuck here ya g000000000g0000g000g0000g0000000000