Even if this album is now a year old i come back to this song all the time

amost creamed but im so close to tears this sone has SOMETHING

been coming back to this is songs for 3 yeats now, fuck it's been a while

before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

Found by XEMERZ on a random Russian website, recovered by me. Originally uploaded to John’s SoundCloud for 2 hours on Valentine’s Day in 2019. Cover Art found by Genius.com User: “Malevolent :3”

Lyrics:
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done (done)
That’s apologizing to myself and I don’t feel alright
I feel like before the bloody [?] fuck with valentine
Tomorrow be back to normal, it’s another [?]
Eyes creep to the back of my mind

One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh,

Go, I wanna just float
Float above the clouds in the skys and make it my home
Castle in the sky, float
Fuck a earthly love
I don’t want to feel pitty 
I want to stay with you 

Im sorry, for the things that i have done (done)
(Purple sticker, purp-purple sticker)

Valentine Blues

[FOUND] Johnnascus- Valentine Blues(prod.sleepingforyears)

walls in room

walls in room - JOHNNASCUS

firsssst joint prod. @anonnn on YouTubes and shit
secconnnd joint prod. @staysilentix!
lassst joint prod. @johnnascus

and remembea nuthin needs to make fuckin sensseeee

5:57 pm in hokkaido, 日本 EP

Corriamo in mezzo ai fiori
Nati da quei giorni perduti
I colori sono persi
Non voglio avere pensieri

Corriamo in mezzo ai fiori
Nati da quei giorni perduti
I colori sono persi
Non voglio avere pensieri

Immagina
Quei campi verdi
Ormai bruciati
Quei fiori gialli
Ormai inceneriti

Immagina
Quei campi verdi
Ormai bruciati
Quei fiori gialli
Ormai inceneriti

il buco nell'ozono

campi elisi

My latest masterpiece.
Enjoy and follow.

Lyrics:

Take a breath
Go to the deep end
Take my hand
Try to find me

Water is clear
Take a deep breath
In the blue
Don't look back

Breathe in deep
Go to the deep end
Take my hand
Try to find me

Water is clear
Take a deep breath
In the blue
Don't look back

Dark and cold
Blue and red
Go below
My dear friend

And I go to the deeper end
And I go to the deeper end
And I go to the deeper end
And I go to the deeper end

text/music: Daimalra © 2025

Heart's Abyss

Deeper End

ey wesside johnn back in this bitch wit a new style ya feel.
beats were originally made by hollyworld but then I added the speed ups and mangling and bat crazy shit ya feel? enjoy and fuck dat big johnnascus

Nightcore Nightmares EP

I need some faith
Not from a saint
But inside me

"Stupid Narcissistic little bitch"

Call me self-centered or whatever but I just really need some more faith in myself.
Cause every single day I just bring myself Down & down (down ×15)

I just need to motherfucking stop
I just need more faith in myself
Bring all the angels to hell
Unleash chaos my spell
I just need more faith in myself
Cause every single day I wanna shoot myself in the fucking head

Kill my fucking other imma psycho-motherfucker (×3)

[new album when?]]

[untitled_0008]]

ntro: fuck a cop (repeated)
ACAB NIGGA

Verse1: 
Fuck a cop shoot him in his fucking throat
CHOKE HIM by the neck and take out your vocal chords
You can't scream for help I'm draining all ur hope
Who can't breathe now fucker

Verse2:
Causing riots in the streets
Burning down society
Crumble down facilities
Bring the chaos to elites
Put their heads up on a stake
Enslave their family
(Fuck a cop, Kill a cop)

Verse3:
Do Not trust the President
Do Not trust the Government
They just want you fucking dead
They'll do it for fuck of it
Want you for the control
And just for the profit
Kill a damn supremacist
Who wanna see folks like me dead
Disgusting fucking humans
All they do is spread hate
So insecure that they believe that they're the master race
Until that one day where they get a boot the fucking face
Lick my boot fucking nazi

Breaking Spines tonight kill the alt-right

I WANT ALL OF THOSE COPS DEAD
FOR KILLING INNOCENT NIGGAS
DOR KILLING INNOCENT PEOPLE
THE STATE DESERVES TO CRUMBLE AND FUCKING DIE
DESTROY THE FUCKING STATE

1312 [untitled_0022]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

Prod. sleepy randy

Standing by the shore
Staring into the endless code
That goes for infinite
Isolated from everything
I don't want to leave here
I can die in peace
Not worry about a single thing
I feel too connected to everything
I just want to be one with nothing
So
I just want to drown myself in the ocean
In the ocean, in the ocean
Overload myself with it's information
Time to bring death to my matrix

0C3AN [untitled_0019]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

FEAT. MKULTRA
Co. Prod. MKULTRA

MK;
I can’t see from the outside
The concrete it culls
The people get downsized
Fear repercussions from fist My blows

Tv show me my organs
Eat me chop off
My foreskin
Leave me
Fetch me an order
Die by the sword
Eat my face when its boring

Aaaaaa


 
You can hide
Living a lie
You can try
Get touched by the sky
You can hide
Sleep in your mind
In the night
Hide in plain sight

Demigod:
Pain on me
Writing this
With my bloody thumb stinging
Using it 
As some fucking fuel you see
To energy
To energy
To energy now

Energy cannot be destroyed
So that means i'll forever exist
You can't get rid of me you little shit

I will suck the energy
Suck it out of everyone
Suck it out the light source
I just feel so whole
Time to make my universe
I just feel so whole
Time to make my universe

I'm only gonna say 2 words
FUCK IT(×4)
NIGHA I SAID
FUCK IT(×4)

[untitled_0016]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

Co. Prod. JAMES GORCZYCA

Verse1:
Please don't touch me baby
Or i'll go so crazy
I just want my space please
I'm self isolating
Cannot fucking take it
I feel too complacent
Going to the club
Dancing is my drug
Wanna feel the lights
And the sound vibrations
Dancing through the night
Till the sun awakens
Then I see I figure standing at the doorway
It starts charging towards me, I feel so afraid

Verse2:
All I know
All I know
Is to dance
To and fro
Like to kill
On the flo'
Gives me joy
Gives me hope
To feel alive
All the time
To hear the screams
Of people die
And I do it like,

Hook:
Stop
Drop
Put it in a lock
Break the neck
Then you their head drop like

[untitled_0015]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

New Year
New Me
Decade
2020.
Out the world
I look and see
Everyone
Including me.
Dissociate
Get Away
From 
Reality okay.
I need
Rebirth
A new slate
Massive change.
In my head
Too much
Too much
Too much
Escape esotericism.
But that's my
My home
Why would I escape my home
I don't know
Maybe it never was 
Or I let it consume me.
I feel like
A fucking fraud
I'm fucking lost 
What do I do 
I don't know
I don't ask for help
So I keep it all inside.
Until it explodes
And I'm out my mind
And then I want to [REDACTED]]
But I'm too [REDACTED]]
So i lay
Lay
Lay
Lay
Lay
Why do i destroy everything that i fucking own

[untitled_0001]]

DOWNLOAD: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/untitled-0007-0020-0001

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Kill
Tear the flesh
Break my bones
Smash the head
Hate my mind
And my body
Too much steam
Thoughts are foggy
Slam my dreams
On the concrete
Step on the pieces
With my feet
Let em blow
In the wind
They'll be forgotten
In the end

The computer lives and thrives while i sit and die
Watching YouTube videos while i waste my life
Watching too much anime & hentai
Getting high off dopamine
My brain is fried

Now my dreams gone
Time to move on
Kill my relationships
With a fucking bomb
They don't matter anyway
Nothing ever does
Hurting myself is the best drug

Time to go brain dead
Gain a sheep head
Follow all the rules
Never question them
Live inside the screens
Be distracted
While I rot away 
Into fragments

Bluepilled livin in the matrix
No help from anyone to change this
But I don't even want to change this
Hedonism feels so amazing

I wanna fuck to the end of time
Live inside a box & never go outside
Never make art I lost all my drive
Overdose on sugar, until I see white
Then decorate my walls with my bloody insides

CPU kill me
I be feeling dirty 
From watching all
The pornography
My brain is fried
Got coomer brain
Watch it all myself
Cause im so deranged
Man my eyes are tired
And they fucking sting
Looking at the blue lights all fucking night
I haven't slept for about 3, 24 hours
Tryna say three nights

TCPULATWISAD [untitled_0007]]

[music video]] https://youtu.be/MrhRBPU-0xE

idk if ***** or what the fuck here ya g000000000g0000g000g0000g0000000000

0C3AN [untitled_0019]]

JOHNNASCUS

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