been missing you John. hope you're doing ok

Identity Loss

First half prod sae
Second half with guitar by yours truly

Demigods Do Not Love Humans (but it sounds like demigods do not love you lol)
The young demigod was never supposed to
(repeated)

Fuck Love
The Young Demigod does not love a human

When I look into her eyes
I see my entire life
And i live on to the age
And I'll die with her someday
But it was all a lie
A beautiful of a lie
Demigods do not love a human(x4)

Demigods Do Not Love Humans

Demigods Do Not Love Humans (Prod. sae & JOHNNASCUS)

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

I say i see
But i say i always see
Looking through the glass
See my wonders fall at last
Where do you wanna go
I can take you there
To the other world
Do not be scared
But I say I see
And i see right through your old lies
I only speak truth
Never told a lie
You live in a false
State of mind

It's a spiral
It's a spiral
You don't want no more sight
You don't want no more sight
Come and i'll scoop out
Wake up you have no more
EYES. EYES. EYES. EYES.

I hear energy
I feel vibrations with touch
You won't for long
You are getting weak
You're not that strong
Just wait for me
I will not wait
I'll muster and gain my strength
You don't realize
That it is too late
Succumb to death
Decay 

It's a spiral
It's a spiral
You don't want no more sight
You don't have no more sight
Your soul is now mine
Your soul is now mine

Where Are My Eyes

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

And it started off with the ice
Froze my brain froze my life
Trapped in a world that I don't know
Maybe you, but I don't
I was some fair town
Went in a little funhouse
Then I tried to run out
I got like stuck in a maze
I was in there for days
Tryna just find my way
Out then I did
Through the bathroom window now I'm in a different town
In the distance I just see a "noun"
Staring at me, ready to pounce
Ravage teeth to devour flesh
I kill it first, i implode it's head

You do not see and I know (x4)
And I know
You do not see and I know (x3)

(and it started off with the)
What What
Twoo moons in the sky
One of them was "I"
The other one was "nigh"
What What
"I" moon in some chains
"Nigh" moon gonna bring destruction to everything
What What
In a cyberpunk world
No sense of life
Artificial hurls
SuPreme
Empty cities
Exoskeletons
Of humanity

You do not see and I know (x4)

Fuck Now I'm on a strange island yuh
First the blue cheetah find me yuh
Second anaconda found me yuh
Now I'm a skeleton
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fuck
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fuck
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fu-
I start carving and mutilating some human faces
Others i stitch their eyes and mouth with metallic laces
Then I get an adrenaline rush I pick up the pace
Then I wake up in shock, with sweat dripping down my face

synth  _96 v2

one of my favs from the album so just wanted to remix/flip it haha

800db Cloud Remix [100 gecs]

_0002

Fight The Singularity
Algorithm despairing me
Taking away my free will
Turned into a commodity like,
Want from me?
What you really like want from me?
You just want my mind numb to be my control freak
Well fuck i'm tired
I am tired
So sick and tired
I am tired
That's on me 
Come & see
What is up
You fucking freaks

Artificial 
And onto is superficial
And below is all code
They do not care about you
They just want data for profit and for you to be silent
I dont want be silent
Fuck surveillance capitalism

#fuckgoogle

Fight The Singularity [untitled_0002]]

Ycudjensej:
I am parasyiete
I will feast your insides
I am parasyiete
I will feast your insides
You cannot escape me 
I am inside of you
Slurping on blood cells
While larvae burst out my chest
Giving birth
Accept your fate
You’ll lose your brain
And your spirit
You will fucking motherfucking fade away to a parasyiete
[lyrics redacted]]
But I will kill you

Demigod:
I feel the bugs all just crawl on me
They start to burst out my eyes
Vision, can’t see, I’m-
They were all in beneath my skin
Feast my organs
Cease my movements
Devoured my spirit
Carcass

I feel like I’m in Narnia
Cause there’s no way that this can be real
The light is surreal

Chikai Bardo O-Nee-Yaa

Parasyiete (ft. Ycudjensej) [untitled_0003]]

h@tr3d! c0v3r XD [untitled_-0002]]

I feel so new
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away like uhm everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of life
More like life and death
Same coin different sides
Same coin different sides
Everything will die
Everything will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all lie
Who knows what is real?
What's my purpose in my life?
Wait sorry, I got in my head again
Let me focus at being in the moment

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away uhm
And nothing will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into nothing
Nothing into nothing
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of death
More like death and death
Same coin same side
Same coin same side
Everything will die
It will become void
Basic nihilistic rhymes
Spiritualism is a lie
Nothing is real

New
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life

Sometimes in this life like everything
And everything will turn nothing into something into everything
Everlasting cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, 
circle of Duality
Yin and Yang
Yin and Yang
Everything will die
Will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all a lie
Who knows what is real?

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please (×4)
Eventually it'll fade away like everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
Circle of life and death

nNeUwU [untitled_0004]]

i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
love all the laws, all the laws
love all the laws, all the laws
love all the dogs, all the dogs
love all the dogs, all the dogs
(but cats are objectively better)

i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all

i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
I WISH YOU LOVE

but i just wanna care for you, so what do i do
i’ll love you, then i’ll hug you
then you’ll hug me

i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love

 uhm… okay… like…LOVE
but, i just wanna LOVE<33333

“It’s over anon,
you can always take me”

I Luv Everyone + Myself [untitled_0005]]

"what happens to the man... who wakes from and endless dream?"
cover art done by @zuhblorg on insta


Calling my
Calling my
Open Third Eye
Decalcify
I see the truth
I look at the sky
I see the stars
Turn into eyes
Staring at my skin
I feel unsafe
I cannot hide
Or escape this place
Run into my home
Close the blinds
I still feel their gaze behind
The motherfucking doors and windows
Bulges start to grow out the ceiling and walls hundreds of them all transform into eyes

Eyes spread apart
They group in pairs
I see a mouth form with some teeth
Face bulging out the wall, it leaks
Their necks grow, just pointing towards me

Bodies coming out the ceiling
Bodies coming out the wall
Bodies are forever screaming
Louder than a jet taking off
My ears will not go deaf
Constantly hearing and feeling the pain of 1,000 screams
Keeping me trapped in their flesh made building
There's no exit unless I tear the flesh
Start chewing

10 years and they're s-
10 years and they're s-
10 years and they're still screaming
Went from some humanoids to an unrecognizable meat sack
Now the sky is one iris
The screamers now have turned violent

10 Million Years
Still Hiding From Them
Always Hear Them Near
Screams Claw at My Ears
Iris Blew My Clear
Now They Torture Me For
A million years
A billion years
A trillion years
Endless years

Fight The Singularity [untitled_0002]]

JOHNNASCUS

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