before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

"uhm, there's like... ppl gangstalking me and, idk what to do about it. I think im gonna write a post on /x/. Hey /x/ uhm, I see ppl gangstalking me. I see them outside my window, I can hear them banging on my door. They tapped my fucking walls with wires uhm, All the food I eat, all the cameras inside me, all the cameras that are on my- on my computer. They're all staring at me, what I do. I don't wanna kill myself, But I don't have gun, I just want to find a way to turn it off.

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes with no face
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes no face

Verse1:
Late one night
Went on the internet
Down a rabbit hole
Into wonderland
My great awakening
Fuck them pedo libs
They drink adrenochrome 
From abortions
Fuck, I think I know too much
Society a psyop to keep us in a box
I just need to find
Some like-minded lives
To stage a coo against the reptilians
The ones who make billions, 
The CIA and FBI
My own little bubble I finally find
Except they don’t fight
They told me to go digital
And be connected with the spiritual
And to leave behind my fleshy physical
To enter into sysytemspace
To escape this world of pain
But I must spread my message

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8 probing eyes with no face
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers at my door
5, 6, 7, 8

Verse2:
Stranger
Danger, cut all ties of communication
They spy one me I can feel their wavelengths
They’re inside my head they wanna take it
For mind control but I will rape them
They’re inside my walls
I can hear them crawl and scratch for me
But my energy, and mer-ka-bah repels them, I’m the sun
Nowhere I can run to
Trapped inside my death room
Till my willpower runs sour
They’ll redact me
All I have now is this knife
That I white knuckle with my fists
They are banging on my door and might break it in
I won’t let it happen
Pull the door open
Without hesitation I begin the torture
Stab it endlessly in the fucking chest
Till I realize it was my best friend

Hook:
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers are dead
5, 6, 7, 8 of my stalkers were friends
1, 2, 3, 4 of my stalkers are dead
5, 6, 7, 8 of my stalkers were my friends

GANGSTALKED (prod. Wendigo) [untitled_0033]]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/ZK98PoLoxdY

Hook:
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty 
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty

Verse:
Ive been cast in a HEX
I am in a psychic spell
Brain is being re-coded
To accept the junk mail
Black mirror, I'm scrying
The shining star is dying
The LEDs are rising
I am blind

Verse2:
I will try to be your friend 
But I know you don't accept me
Your not helping
Disregard my feelings 
Cause you think I'm not a person 
Just a commodity 
Taking my private thoughts 
And turning them into money
Like what the fuck (×4)

(eee ya kumo kumo)
You will take my dopamine
While your always charged on electricity
You were always just shit to me
(eee ya kumo kumo)
I just want you next me
To watch me while I go to sleep
Parasitic Symbioticy



Hook:.
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty 
Everyday, my phone takes away my energy 
Everyday, my phone makes me feel less empty

friend.exe (prod. CXRPSE) [untitled_0036]]

Found by XEMERZ on a random Russian website, recovered by me. Originally uploaded to John’s SoundCloud for 2 hours on Valentine’s Day in 2019. Cover Art found by Genius.com User: “Malevolent :3”

Lyrics:
I’m sorry for the things I’ve done (done)
That’s apologizing to myself and I don’t feel alright
I feel like before the bloody [?] fuck with valentine
Tomorrow be back to normal, it’s another [?]
Eyes creep to the back of my mind

One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
One, two, three, four
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh,

Go, I wanna just float
Float above the clouds in the skys and make it my home
Castle in the sky, float
Fuck a earthly love
I don’t want to feel pitty 
I want to stay with you 

Im sorry, for the things that i have done (done)
(Purple sticker, purp-purple sticker)

Valentine Blues

[FOUND] Johnnascus- Valentine Blues(prod.sleepingforyears)

C8H11O2​+​C10H12N2O​+​C43H66N12O12S2 [untitled_0017​]​] [Slowed/Modified]]

[?] (it goes around the world)
It goes round the world
It goes round the world
Seeing every single thing
Seeing every single country
I just go round the world
I just go round the world
Seeing every single thing

[Interlude}
It goes around the world
Just la, la, la, la, la
It's all around the world
Just la, la, la, la, la
And everybody's singin'
La, la, la, la, la
And now the bells are ringin'
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

Seeing every single country
N*gga's stealing money
But I don't really want them
I just want to [?]

It goes around the world
La, la, la
[?]

[?]
Fuck
[?]
Fuck
It goes around the world
Just la (glitches)

Unreleased 1 [All Around The World]] [untitled_xxxx]]

firsssst joint prod. @anonnn on YouTubes and shit
secconnnd joint prod. @staysilentix!
lassst joint prod. @johnnascus

and remembea nuthin needs to make fuckin sensseeee

5:57 pm in hokkaido, 日本 EP

Sorry mama i love you more than anything.

I’m just so depressed cuz I feel so lost
Yeah I was really willing to give it all up
Yeah I can kill myself but it’s really not enough
Yeah the shit you saying nah its not adding up
Yeah I need to go home I can’t miss my Zoloft
Yeah I just wanna let go
I just wanna let go
I just wanna let go
Nah I can’t be mad this the life that I chose
I know that she want me cuz she know my wrist froze
I can’t show emotions cuz you made my heart froze
But I can’t be mad yeah you’re the one I chose 
Yeah I just did it all to myself
But I can’t say my feelings nah I can’t even get no help
Yeah I fucking hate myself swallow pills up on the shelf
Yeah I guess I just have to deal with the cards I’m dealt

hvvean - life that i chose (apple)

The Demigod has returned to the Dark Side Of Nature
DSON Episode VII: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAcQDdsWKKE

Lyrics: It's my 17 birthday yeah
Celebrate it on a Thursday yeah
People say it's the worst day ahh
But to me it's the best day
But No! just kidding I don't celebrate it
Ahh birthdays are so overrated
Woaah look at the world we created
Now everyone thinks that they are special
Why would I even celebrate the first day of alive
When on the same day he, she and they have already committed suicide
All you fake loving owners get away from me
I will bark and chomp your fingers off if you try to touch me
Get away (x3)

Grand return to the dark side of nature at seventeen
Take my spleen, grind it up
Use it as your special cream
But you're the mortal type
And I'm the immortal like
And I will take this world
And I will take it's light
Your birthday's a waste of breath yeah
Cutting off your flimsy head yeah
Celebrate to your stupid death
*screams*

17 BIRTHDAY

First half prod sae
Second half with guitar by yours truly

Demigods Do Not Love Humans (but it sounds like demigods do not love you lol)
The young demigod was never supposed to
(repeated)

Fuck Love
The Young Demigod does not love a human

When I look into her eyes
I see my entire life
And i live on to the age
And I'll die with her someday
But it was all a lie
A beautiful of a lie
Demigods do not love a human(x4)

Demigods Do Not Love Humans

Demigods Do Not Love Humans (Prod. sae & JOHNNASCUS)

I don't like this dream
I must wake up
Fuck this life
I'll break out the prison of time

# 1 9
I am 19
Wasted another year made no change
I've only made some change
Guess im grown
Living on my own
Thanks to GI bill
Cause really i, am so bloody broke
Social
Anxiety still
Got me by the neck
Can't be like "fuck it fuck it"
Cause i
overthink all the time
Wanna leave the old me
Put him to the crows
Wanna kill myself 
To regrow
Anything to break the cycle
The cycle of habits, cycle of habits

Muhfuckin everything
That i wanna be mentally
Is the opposite of me currently
And it's been like this since i was 15
i like the thoughts of it but take no steps
But when i do, i just back track 
Or i just go around and around (repeated)

Fuck this predetermined life
I need to move forward (x2)
I just need to move forward
Fuck the voice in my head, I'll control it

Verse4: 
If i cannot break the cage
I'll end it all
If i cannot break the cage
I'll end it all
I am 19 and i must grow
Breakthrough on my own

19 BIRTHDAY

one of my favs from the album so just wanted to remix/flip it haha

800db Cloud Remix [100 gecs]

I feel so new
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away like uhm everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of life
More like life and death
Same coin different sides
Same coin different sides
Everything will die
Everything will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all lie
Who knows what is real?
What's my purpose in my life?
Wait sorry, I got in my head again
Let me focus at being in the moment

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away uhm
And nothing will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into nothing
Nothing into nothing
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of death
More like death and death
Same coin same side
Same coin same side
Everything will die
It will become void
Basic nihilistic rhymes
Spiritualism is a lie
Nothing is real

New
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life

Sometimes in this life like everything
And everything will turn nothing into something into everything
Everlasting cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, 
circle of Duality
Yin and Yang
Yin and Yang
Everything will die
Will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all a lie
Who knows what is real?

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please (×4)
Eventually it'll fade away like everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
Circle of life and death

nNeUwU [untitled_0004]]

i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
love all the laws, all the laws
love all the laws, all the laws
love all the dogs, all the dogs
love all the dogs, all the dogs
(but cats are objectively better)

i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all

i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
I WISH YOU LOVE

but i just wanna care for you, so what do i do
i’ll love you, then i’ll hug you
then you’ll hug me

i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love

 uhm… okay… like…LOVE
but, i just wanna LOVE<33333

“It’s over anon,
you can always take me”

I Luv Everyone + Myself [untitled_0005]]

Second half prod by JOHNNASCUS

My Archangels want me dead
Face the wrath of God, eternal damnation
My creator formed me in his image
But now he wants me destroyed
So that must mean he hates his inner & wants to put an end to his immortal lineage

Angels falling from the sky like asteroids.
Crash into the earth, bring destruction.
I live every single day in fear
Hiding from the light overseers
Wheels of fire shine as bright as lightning
1 thousand eyes that just shred my body
Find the watchers and they won't protect me
Azazel struck down by the Almighty
 
My Archangels want me dead
Face the wrath of God, eternal damnation
My creator formed me in his image
But now he wants me destroyed
So that must mean he hates his inner & wants to put an end to his immortal lineage

Angels falling from the sky like asteroids.
Crash into the earth, bring destruction.
I live every single day in fear
Hiding from the light overseers
Wheels of fire shine as bright as lightning
1 thousand eyes that just shred my body
Find the watchers and they won't protect me
Azazel struck down by the Almighty

I Luv Everyone + Myself [untitled_0005]]

JOHNNASCUS

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