before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

Production by LordQuan

yeah uh ay
i found this beat on youtube just typed in like travis scott type beat
noccanism

ay ay ay ay
there's this new girl that i have met
i think ive become to emotionally attached
ay ay ay
when i see her with another guy
anger and sadness leak out the dispatched
i dont know if its a sign that my higher cells have sent me
or if its something that will detriment me
she spent 4 nights in everything
nice, beautiful, vibrant, ginger hair cute little freckles on her face everywhere
she's an amazing drawer and painter
no type of challenge could restrain her
she says that she likes my art to
which gave me a boost 
to creatively push through
but she's kinda hard
so im just talking nonsense 
knowing that it makes my hate for love more immense
but its not her fault its not mine
i guess the universe just doesn't want us to line
but i wanna be alined
we get along so well and have so much in common
i think about her all the time while eating ramen raaaamen

[?]
it doesn't matter because in the end she has a boyfriend
[?]
i dont even know anymore ill just leave society 
where nobody cares about me 
go its my inner core (core)

you're just being over dramatic
the energy between me and her is fucking V E G A S  S T A T I C
she dont even care about me
i asked her what's wrong one time
and she said nothing
when she obviously showed me signs of drowning

i could tell by how she looked
not by empathy
i can't really feel for humans
i feel like most have resented me
so ill just distance myself from her
so when she thinks of me
all she'll see is a bur 
and my heart [?] imbalance 
i need to heal this show this energy and talent
we were never really meant to be

Love, A Broken Dream

Too Attached

DEMIGOD:
Everyday I wake up I just feel so tired
But only cause everyone else said they are
What are your intrusive thoughts 
Similar Interests
You are not human
You're an avatar
Ego is a shining star
Watch a one that I admire 
I'm feeling so fully wired

Hook:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

MKULTRA:
Why this void so intrusive
What this noise buzzing in my skull
I can’t avoid when im using
I enjoy when i feel Impulse
Im conjoined imma mutant
Im devoid of a single pulse
At the joints we producing
Have no choice when my shit Convulse

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts create the web
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts just spin the thread
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web
Wired on the internet
Await the new intelligence

MKULTRA:
I know where you are
I know what you been through
I can feel your cuts
I feel like im in you
I can be a drug
We’re moving the veins 
this wired all one brain
Desire get exchanged

DEMIGOD:
I
see
Your Shadow's
shadow
Snuff R73
Pseudo Scorpion
Genocide the sub-humans
They don't deserve to live like me

MK & JOHN:
My head
It hurts
My head (repeated)
Shadow self I need help (repeated)

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

W1-R3_D (ft. & co. prod MKULTRA) [untitled_0039]]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/EW-00jQPOQQ

DEMIGOD:
Twist it
And lock it 
And pop it
In the socket
Cybernetic arms
Twist it
And lock it
And pop it
In the socket
Techno Human

I just bought some new eyes 
I can see for a million miles
I just bought a new hand
That can turn you into fucking sand
I just bought some new skin
Made of mettalic fibre
I just bought a new dick
That can turn into a vagina
I feel like motoko
The way I go camo
Being human fucking blows
I want some wires over bones
I'm in hyperreality 
I can deconstruct the phallacies
Your washed up in 1.0
Your eyes can't even see pluto

Twist it
And lock it 
And pop it
In the socket
Cybernetic arms
Twist it
And lock it
And pop it
In the socket
Techno Human

MKULTRA:
cybernetically 
Enhanced
Imma Killing machine
Got a megaman arm
Hit you with the beam
Lifes a game ar
im winnin xp
By killing civilians
PVP
I need debris
Sell your parts
I'm buying genes
Upgrade dna
I play for keeps
Im the ubermensch
Newest model moving in
Post human superman
A new mode
Lets go
On the grid track my wins
On the Leader board
New goal
Neural
This dlc need procedure for
Im sold
Won’t get old
Level my build
My skills have grown
Some assembly required

DEMIGOD:
Twist it
And lock it 
And pop it
In the socket
Cybernetic arms
Twist it
And lock it
And pop it
In the socket
Techno Human
(x2)

Upgrade! (ft & prod. MKULTRA) [untitled_0043]]

lyrics: (fl.vco only)

I don’t feel the pain 
I always wanted 
Oh boy
you feel flames 
it’s filthy frog eye 

To blame Im in the rain 
this is your warning 
Divide or fade away 
A different side of me 

Forget it 
He never listen 
shut down I abandon mission 
Load up I put all my chips in 
Wrong guy been up the whole nighttime 

inci0 <3

frog eye w/ johnnascus (prod.mkultra)

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

something different other than making dark shit
lyrics coming out soon this is my last year on SoundCloud

its just the way it goes (prod. z6d) #vibe

i was experimenting lol

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

And it started off with the ice
Froze my brain froze my life
Trapped in a world that I don't know
Maybe you, but I don't
I was some fair town
Went in a little funhouse
Then I tried to run out
I got like stuck in a maze
I was in there for days
Tryna just find my way
Out then I did
Through the bathroom window now I'm in a different town
In the distance I just see a "noun"
Staring at me, ready to pounce
Ravage teeth to devour flesh
I kill it first, i implode it's head

You do not see and I know (x4)
And I know
You do not see and I know (x3)

(and it started off with the)
What What
Twoo moons in the sky
One of them was "I"
The other one was "nigh"
What What
"I" moon in some chains
"Nigh" moon gonna bring destruction to everything
What What
In a cyberpunk world
No sense of life
Artificial hurls
SuPreme
Empty cities
Exoskeletons
Of humanity

You do not see and I know (x4)

Fuck Now I'm on a strange island yuh
First the blue cheetah find me yuh
Second anaconda found me yuh
Now I'm a skeleton
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fuck
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fuck
Beat the shit out it's fucking face I don't give a fu-
I start carving and mutilating some human faces
Others i stitch their eyes and mouth with metallic laces
Then I get an adrenaline rush I pick up the pace
Then I wake up in shock, with sweat dripping down my face

synth  _96 v2

I need some faith
Not from a saint
But inside me

"Stupid Narcissistic little bitch"

Call me self-centered or whatever but I just really need some more faith in myself.
Cause every single day I just bring myself Down & down (down ×15)

I just need to motherfucking stop
I just need more faith in myself
Bring all the angels to hell
Unleash chaos my spell
I just need more faith in myself
Cause every single day I wanna shoot myself in the fucking head

Kill my fucking other imma psycho-motherfucker (×3)

[new album when?]]

[untitled_0008]]

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/-H9FyZpJABY

Body shutting down
Cannot see the crown
Losing will to think
The monster speaks to me
Take another drink
Every bone in me
Starts vibrating
Thoughts move at light speed
Then I CRASH!!!
CRASH!!!!
Walk around puppeteered by the lethargy
Zoning out until a muscle starts to spazz in me
Brain is bloody overriding with adenosine
Losing cognition to speak, bashi-kasha-eee

Verse2:
Drinking monster all alone in my car in my car
Yea I'm emo so what? XD rawr xD rawr
(Repeated)

Verse3:
Take a sip of the monster
Start to grow a lil stronger
Skin is glowing green
Radioactive entity
I think I have to pee but it's just anxiety
See a monster lurking in the field of my vision
It starts to claw at me and gashes open my mid riff
Blood is oozing out that is greener the grinch
Staring at the monster then it starts to take a sip
From me

"do not drink monster energy. It is not good for you and it leaves you cracked out and twitching uncontrollably into a possible heart attack"