Production by LordQuan

yeah uh ay
i found this beat on youtube just typed in like travis scott type beat
noccanism

ay ay ay ay
there's this new girl that i have met
i think ive become to emotionally attached
ay ay ay
when i see her with another guy
anger and sadness leak out the dispatched
i dont know if its a sign that my higher cells have sent me
or if its something that will detriment me
she spent 4 nights in everything
nice, beautiful, vibrant, ginger hair cute little freckles on her face everywhere
she's an amazing drawer and painter
no type of challenge could restrain her
she says that she likes my art to
which gave me a boost 
to creatively push through
but she's kinda hard
so im just talking nonsense 
knowing that it makes my hate for love more immense
but its not her fault its not mine
i guess the universe just doesn't want us to line
but i wanna be alined
we get along so well and have so much in common
i think about her all the time while eating ramen raaaamen

[?]
it doesn't matter because in the end she has a boyfriend
[?]
i dont even know anymore ill just leave society 
where nobody cares about me 
go its my inner core (core)

you're just being over dramatic
the energy between me and her is fucking V E G A S  S T A T I C
she dont even care about me
i asked her what's wrong one time
and she said nothing
when she obviously showed me signs of drowning

i could tell by how she looked
not by empathy
i can't really feel for humans
i feel like most have resented me
so ill just distance myself from her
so when she thinks of me
all she'll see is a bur 
and my heart [?] imbalance 
i need to heal this show this energy and talent
we were never really meant to be

Love, A Broken Dream

Too Attached

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

I AM JOHNNASCUS

Where are you ? / Frenchcore x Uptempo - V . 11

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Oxidus - Tenebris (Radio Edit)

The Young Demigod Begins His Next Chapter....

I guess I'm grown now since I've turned 18
But i still feel like a degenerate teen
And between these grown folks what's the difference
I dont wanna be apart of the system
(x2)

Delay... now back to what i say
18 years up on this planet and I've barely made a change
But the small things turn out great
So i guess ill just wait
But I've waited my whole life and now my life has been a waste
So im honing for the kill
Going back to the age of six
When i was outspoken
Not a pessimist, nihilistic bitch
Fucking signed up for the draft
They only see me as digits
Now I'm coming for their life
Hurl them down to tartarus

I guess I'm grown now since I've turned 18
But i still feel like a degenerate teen
And between these grown folks what's the difference
I dont wanna be apart of the system
(x2)

I am the night (repeated)
It's time to go (repeated)

Ay this beat is happy
I am not so happy
Only for a bit
Then depression fucking snatch me
(x2)

Dying of uncertainty, Im dying of uncertainty (repeated)

REBIRTH 18

18 BIRTHDAY

This about the demigod hunting a witch?
JOHNNASCUS: Ancient Moons, lend your power
Bring me peace this very hour
I call upon your strength & might
Bless your child this sacred night
Bones of anger, bones to dust
Full of fury, revenge is just
I scatter these bones, these bones of rage
Take thine enemy, bring her pain
I see thine enemy before me now
I bind her, crush her, bring her down
With these bones I now do crush
Make thine enemy turn to dust
Torment, fire, out of control
With this hex I curse your soul
So it be (x3)
I call upon the Ancient Ones from the great abyss to do my bidding
I invoke Cthulhu, God of Anger and the creatures of the underworld hear me now

CXRPSE: i have no idea

The Witch (Feat. CXRPSE)

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I know my state of mind
I am gonna live my life

Chilling in the night 
Making shadows on my wall
From the artificial light
Of my digital DAW
And I connect the dots and see that you just wanna dream big
Going to these places you can't never ever see kid
Well i can show you places like the valley and the snow
And many other places in this itty-bitty world
But i just wanna take off
And just do that space race
Bringing back the memories of Russia and United States
Interstellar traveling dimensions of another plane
Breaking boundaries

What is my state of mind
I am gonna live my life
I know my state of mind

I connect the dots and see that i just wanna dream big
I just want to set foot on a planet where no humans live
Distant moon in the sky
Tell me my state of mind
Distant moon in the sky
I know my state of mind

Laser Beam

was just flexing nd working out my auto tuning vocals nigga fwm
got kinda inspired by that nigga johnnascus so the style sorta like his on this joint

IDC (Prod. JOHNNASCUS)

The Young Demigod Decides To Leave Home
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/departure

I say
I elevate
I will elevate

Elevated Pressure (Prod. LC2K)

yea I'm a hyperpop nigga
i made this song in discord nigg(a)








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