experimental

DEMIGOD:
Everyday I wake up I just feel so tired
But only cause everyone else said they are
What are your intrusive thoughts 
Similar Interests
You are not human
You're an avatar
Ego is a shining star
Watch a one that I admire 
I'm feeling so fully wired

Hook:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

MKULTRA:
Why this void so intrusive
What this noise buzzing in my skull
I can’t avoid when im using
I enjoy when i feel Impulse
Im conjoined imma mutant
Im devoid of a single pulse
At the joints we producing
Have no choice when my shit Convulse

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts create the web
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts just spin the thread
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web
Wired on the internet
Await the new intelligence

MKULTRA:
I know where you are
I know what you been through
I can feel your cuts
I feel like im in you
I can be a drug
We’re moving the veins 
this wired all one brain
Desire get exchanged

DEMIGOD:
I
see
Your Shadow's
shadow
Snuff R73
Pseudo Scorpion
Genocide the sub-humans
They don't deserve to live like me

MK & JOHN:
My head
It hurts
My head (repeated)
Shadow self I need help (repeated)

DEMIGOD:
Wired on the internet 
All our thoughts are in the web

W1-R3_D (ft. & co. prod MKULTRA) [untitled_0039]]

lyrics: (fl.vco only)

I don’t feel the pain 
I always wanted 
Oh boy
you feel flames 
it’s filthy frog eye 

To blame Im in the rain 
this is your warning 
Divide or fade away 
A different side of me 

Forget it 
He never listen 
shut down I abandon mission 
Load up I put all my chips in 
Wrong guy been up the whole nighttime 

inci0 <3

frog eye w/ johnnascus (prod.mkultra)

OK NOW PICK UP THE GUN RIGHT 
DONT WANNA RUN NO MORE WANNA SHOOT IT OUT
AND EVERYONE I LOOKED UP TO IS JUST A LOOSER NOW

BETTER FIND A SOLUTION 
CAUSE ALL THE BRIANS ARE POLLUTED 
THERE AINT NO WINNIN WE LOOSIN
AND ANYONE IS FUCKED

YEAH YEAH YEAH 

IM INVISIBLE
NOBODY ME 

WAIT FOR SOMETHING
DIE FOR NOTHING
REPEAT THAT SHIT THEN GO RIDE 
FOR YOUR BROTHREN

I CANT DO SHIT BUT JUST DIE TO STRESS IT ENOUGH
CANT GET BULLETS OFF MY MIND IM READY TO CLUTCH

BROKEN BONES IN MY CHEST IM UNABLE TO MOVE
NEVER SHOWED ME RESPECT SO WHAT IS IT TO YOU

BROKEN BONES IN MY CHEST (PROD. SKOTSKR)

@diklordefenil + dexavl

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

she say she love me
she aint tryna figure me out
and it hurts so bad
and it hurts so good
i know her so well
baby do you wanna change
i know she think i'm deranged
and she'd be right and that's why we keep tight 
we on the same team right?
bitch are u tryna be mine
it's just the thrill i need cuz it doesn't seem right
love what you fuck
fuck what you love yea
u either doin too much or u just remain stuck
and i'll be here if u need to remain unseen
and i'll be here every day u take over me

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

and her body takes my breath away
away
away
i think he's onto something now
"i wonder why my baby never come around"

i'm such a slave i can't breathe without you

oxygen (prod. diklordefenil + dexavl)

Got taken off of JOHNNASCUS' official soundcloud so reupload

JOHNNASCUS - Strangling My Brain To Death So I Can Finally Hear The Murmurs Of My Heart

I AM JOHNNASCUS

FEVER - THE DEVIL DENS

"Out Of Place As The Moon In The Sky" Jan. 31
Shoutout Adrian for the fuzzy bass guitar

Music Video: https://youtu.be/AJ3_TZFnmOY

I am narcissistic
Anti-social little misfit
Tell me how im supposed to fit in
When everyday i feel so different
Can't even talk to a single girl
See one get shell shocked
Imma bout to hurl
Nobody understands me
Snowflake mentality
I deserve to be in galleries
While everyone else in the gallows
Their work is so shallow
They are not on my level
Cannot even see the details now
Go and stick to retail you
Cult like business folk you know im unique
Idiot bakas
Japanese for you stupid lil cacas
Use manipulation to get through
I feel no empathy towards you
I will twist you like a cork screw
Who am i kidding, i can't make it anywhere
World is against me, and now im deep in despair
I feel like shit
I think imma quit
Now ive placed the bait
Now i just sit and just wait
Someone's been caught
Now let the party start 

I am narcissistic
Anti-social little misfit
Tell me how im supposed to fit in
When everyday i feel different
Royalty I am gifted
Bow to me like a mistress
Stupid little fucking dim wit
Only weaklings are conflicted
But i feel conflicted on the daily
That's something you never see
On a computer screen
Wear a mask to hide that im crazy
I will eat your little babies
I will take all of your soul
Lost control you are my drone
Forever trapped code lyoko
I feel like i have ADHD
My mind can't focus on one little subject
Like fast oscillation man im making so much ruckus
In the head mentally
Imma turn into a fiend
I just want the power and the damn heights
I just wanna reign over the skies
I'll be a god up in your eyes 
So it wouldn't even matter if i told a lie
(hums) Go! x3

I am getting teary
But i have no feelings
I have so much power
And im getting greedy
It is unlimited
Their is no ceiling
I will rule the universe
It will do my bidding
I just see the
Cut ups
Screw ups
Fake Fucks
Fuck ups
I will cut guts
Get out my house
No room for muts
My world
You die right now
No funeral
This is the story of a mad kid
Who evolved to a narcissist
Sometimes i just feel like this
But i control myself on whims
Get in this mind state when jealousy cuts
And when im on pornhub and social media

Narcissist

music video: https://youtu.be/zTiyzpm0TRg
http://www.errquu.org/errquu.org/

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Imma just say what I wanna fucking say
I decide if I live or decay
Universe works in mysterious ways
Not mysterious enough for me to pray
Meyday, Meyday, Meyday, Meyday
I just called chaos and it really wanna just 
RIP It just wanna
TEAR my
SHIT fucking pull
APART my
LIMBS
I don't even know
WhatTHIS
TOLD
SHIT holds
NO hope
*screams*
No! (repeated)

You existentialist
You want to 
Control
Everything but
Some things are out 
Of reach
For your type of being

Chaos philosophy0laa@aa@

Chaos Philosophy

@abortedaudio

[Verse 1]
Metal put em on metal tables
Cut you off slut cable
Like all leaching leveled labels
I dont fucking share nah
Basedgod in my airpods
Face staring scalp your hair off
Princess pussy platter prepared raw rawest in her underwear yall past lames lack pairs uh
Vegan bitch but v gets meat
Boner appetite
I went from wrecking in trees to wreck her in her cheeks leaving nut in the sheets ill be back in a week
Waving bye bye
Stay away from my time line
You puny work part time
You loosing now yarns tied

[Hook]
Lifes a chore Im so bored bodies float a fucking shore
Lifes a chore Im so bored bodies float a fucking shore
Lifes a chore Im so bored bodies float a fucking shore

At your door pistol popping off your worn hat
Face flattened in your grandmas floor mat
Cums coming where the sore whores cores at
Porn cat have her torn where we born at
Sworn that pie pieces stealing formats

kill ebola - life a chore [prod. kill ebola]

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

Demigod:
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant fate
Distant battle
Distant siege
Distant rattle
Distant-

I want the devil to take all my shit
Ring around the rosey we chant in the pit
Burn all the bodies to summon the myth
So below lord o' just take me with
Live in a world they don't care about philosophy
Kill all the humans, monogamy
Wasted species they are lost you see
Don't make them suffer just
End it
Burn it
Burn the whole world to a crisp
Make the hell that you always see
Burn it, it all (x2)

Beamy:
Skin my ass put a knife far as you can inside me
Scramble all my innards I'm a sinner confide me
And if you bitching cause I'm winning come find me
Never tell a lie I want pain I want violence
Suffer all the vile things
Way I see it everybody on this earth is worthless
Hurt the burdens, curse the worst until the world is perfect
Purpose serving lurker lurching searching for some murkins
I don’t wanna waste my energy
Not unless they besting me
I will bring the detriment to everything your sector breathe
Fuck the rest of them
I will end the best of them
I will bring the stress to them
Send them all to heaven

Vlamthauporre (feat. BRUHMANEGOD) [Co. Prod. Wendigo]

she bring out the worse in me
disperse from me now purpose bleak. anima now hurting.
god i crave her ill just break her i cant have her pass her save her
destructive dont mean to be
flee from the scene fix these things. relations never keep.
god i crave her ill just break her i cant have her pass her save her

i dont care about shit then i care too much
isolate from them then i give them love
i dont know what i am i dont know what i want
all i know is that you bad and no one beyond us
but dont invite me to your plans cus i aint showing up
imma relapse on your pussy girl you more than just lust
i dont know why i spam and disappear for a month 
all i know is i feel everything until i feel nothing
why am i still numb. i aint doing drugs. i aint giving much. down is where i shut. i cant do the cut. love you way too much. out is where we shut.

shut down

come down and get it
must be nice to milk your nice looks missy 
buying books busy mutant meat is crossed quickly 
list to marts blowing out the darts nicky not in arms breathing 
brain bites the hand feeding
dont loose sight of meaning. inside piss pools the greed in. 
see shit get lost you looked long enough
too much information big picture scuffed
did you get enough of all self destruct 
the drugs give em up and love and come down and get it

kurt

open up your mind. learn from the ride.
dont try to fight. die for tonight. 
thats not you inside. what did you invite. 
were you left behind. far away from light. 
granted what you take bad fruit on the way.
time and place erased brains buzzing bet im late. 
out of body soaking rays.
nouns gone no trace. souls in a cage screaming suffering in pain. 
forever in this place agony is all i faced. didnt recognize for days. 
you cant unsee what your eager to grasp. 
you cant understand the answers to the questions you asked. x2
dont get trapped in the trap.

4th plateau

set me free from me from me set free. 

use uprooting for all viewing. you only like that scene from movie. 
leak the brain stems starve the craves. bombard the lake end wakes for page.
present off for days shadow decayed. forget yo image feed the sane. 
bleed the same.
she weeps when the preacher shames. crowd creeps gave the teachers gain. 
feet beat from the speakers stage. dark sleep made me easy bait. 
cant swim with these anchor ankles set me free from me.
im a mess made of flesh and meat hold my breath peel the parts that i dont need. that i dont need. that i dont need.

only flesh

[new album when?]]

Verse1:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
My time is fading (yea)
Soul is waning (yea)
Feeling mainy (yea)
Foggy Cranium
My younger self would hate the person that ive become
Losing rhythm, can't find the beat to my own drum
This world ain't for me, or maybe I don't wanna grow up
But what's growing up? Cause I don't wanna have my soul crushed.

Verse2:
I want to live a life outside this system
Travel to a world outside the solar system
& dance to my rhythm

Verse3:
Still fucked up in the head
Try to make folks accept me
Even if they don't care about me
Maybe it's cause I don't care myself
Wanna be ignored to dig deeper in the well
In The Well
IN THE WELL
In the fucking well I just drown myself in despair
Look at the world the it's so far from here
I'm sinking in my own
Can't climb the walls
It is getting darker
There are no walls
See the lights spotters
In my own thoughts
Cannot move, I'm faltered.

Verse4:
21st Birthday
Sing it in the worst way
Hikikomori
Mentally 30
(repeated)

Verse5:
I'm not special
& No one really is
And the glass half empty 
Pessimistic little bitch
Always feel so envy
Towards every human
Don't wanna feel this empty
And prolonged sadness
What's the point of working
If it leads to nothin
What's the point of something
If there's no fulfillment
Why is life important if I didn't choose it
There's no point of living here if you cannot move it
Move the world, change the world
I can do that in this viddy game, save the world
Get the girl
Live a life, of peace & adventuring
Make a mistake, can go back to where it saved me
"Speaking of saving"

Checkpoint:
21 years old. I feel like I've wasted the past 4-5 years of my life & there's always this feeling that everything I have now will soon be gone. I've been making music for the past 5 years, and I still don't know at times if this is what I want to do. I feel like I'll just be forgotten in the next few years. people and friends I have now will soon just forget about me. I feel like I can't even form good connections with people because I'm in my head too much. somedays I just wake up and the day is already over. I feel trapped in life, and don't know what to do. somedays I just want to end it all but tell myself things will get better. I just don't want to live a life of misery. I can't really open up to people about how I honestly feel a lot of the time cause I think I'll just end up being a type of burden to them. so I'm just expressing stuff here. I hope I can find a purpose in life or just something that brings me long term happiness + fulfillment. I don't want to kill myself or live an a autonomous, autopilot, dead life.

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June 23, 2020
6:36 AM
Bedroom

Vlamthauporre (feat. BRUHMANEGOD) [Co. Prod. Wendigo]

JOHNNASCUS

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