before in a more optimistic past. when positivity ran amok 

ring ring 
7 days till you shi-ne (die)
yes i am sadako stop breathing
no i'm not a bloody man i'm a cat
*nyan*
get clawed to death
mutilation next
then i eat your liver
but it tastes like shit 
put it in my litter box where it's supposed to be
then wear your finger bones like some cute earrings
peel your skin like a mask 
ed gein Inspired

then i'm feeling wired up
cause I'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

*random noises*

then i'm feeling wired up
cause i'm fuckin fired up
time to kill some more humans before my time is up
who gon' pick up the phone when it ring rings
i just really wanna come out your LED screen

ring ring (ringu) (prod. 510)  [untitled_-0001]]

walls in room

walls in room - JOHNNASCUS

C8H11O2​+​C10H12N2O​+​C43H66N12O12S2 [untitled_0017​]​] [Slowed/Modified]]

was just flexing nd working out my auto tuning vocals nigga fwm
got kinda inspired by that nigga johnnascus so the style sorta like his on this joint

IDC (Prod. JOHNNASCUS)

The Young Demigod Decides To Leave Home
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/departure

I say
I elevate
I will elevate

Elevated Pressure (Prod. LC2K)

20 BIRTHDAY Lyrics
Being: 
JOHNNASCUS, how do you feel? (x2)
I don't know

Verse1: 
Livid 20
2 decades
I've been on and off
Wandering felt lost
I was scared to make a difference
To move out my box
So I stayed complacent
Never fucking changing
Always told myself that this time I would make that change but I flake out last minute
Falling back to the prison
Never opened up to anyone
For any problem I ever had
Kept it all in my fucking head
And my fucking heart
Demigod open up
So
Annoying
I
Say
The Same
Shit
Every fucking
Song
Song
Song
Song

Being: 
Then what are you doing?
You know how to escape.
You're not trying hard enough.
You know the answers to your questions.
You're staying here for a reason cause you're scared.
Don't be scared. Embrace the chaos.


Verse2:
Livid 20
2 decades
I am still so young
I can feel the change
From my actions
Not through words
Words only take you so far
Till you must alter the physical

Verse3:
Tok
Tik Tok (x2)
As I walk (x2)
In a world
I don't know (x2)
cause im scared (x2)
I am scared (x2)
Cause...
Something new..
That I have never experienced
But why
Should I 
Be afraid
Just Go (repeated)
Just see the world (x4)

I see. (x2)
And now you see.
And you know what you must do.
It's all been laid out to you.
You already-
You already taken the first steps.
Just keep going and don't look back.

20 BIRTHDAY

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong
What The Fuck Is Wrong
What The Fuck Is Wrong
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What The Fuck Is Wrong With Humanity
What Is Wrong With Humanity

WTF Is Wrong With Humanity

Form Your Own Meaning

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/errquu

I fuck your father in the ass
Take the masculine out of him
Put your mommy in a body bag
I am your new mother bitch
Killing all traditions
Nothing needs to make sense
The age of order is thin
Taking off to the new times
To an age where the old dies
Their mentality will fry
So humans can live life
Run to the sun
Blindly follow the light and you'll
Drop (x8) 
Kill all the moths
Stuck in their ways and they'll
Flop (x8)
I fuck your father in the ass
Take the masculine out of him
Put your mommy in a body bag
I am your new mother bitch
Killing all traditions
Nothing needs to make sense
The age of order is thin
Taking off to the new times
Look through the veil
See all the leaders with their
Heads off (x8)
Off (x4)
Running to where?
Aimlessly around before they
Drop (x8)
All the shit i got called for
They just claim im an eyesore
In the years their will be more
Like me
My intelligence edgy
Underground Dostoyevsky
My religion has left me
We are now post-modernity
Entering the new
2020 decade
And the elmer's glue
Stickyness is fading
Like the boomers who
Be hoarding all the money
What the fuck are we to do for climate change
Future can go two ways
Cyberpunk anime
Future can go two ways
Dystopian fantasy

Yucca (Co. Prod. Techno Allah)

i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
love all the laws, all the laws
love all the laws, all the laws
love all the dogs, all the dogs
love all the dogs, all the dogs
(but cats are objectively better)

i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all
i love it all, love it all

i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
I WISH YOU LOVE

but i just wanna care for you, so what do i do
i’ll love you, then i’ll hug you
then you’ll hug me

i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love
i wish you love, wish you love

 uhm… okay… like…LOVE
but, i just wanna LOVE<33333

“It’s over anon,
you can always take me”

I Luv Everyone + Myself [untitled_0005]]

guess this nigga johnnascus putting his throwaway ass songs on here too bruh smh

Wasting life just turning
I'm a wheel forever churning
No thinking, just motion

feel like a cog in the machine

Feel like a cog in the machine
Work a 9-5
Man my life just has no meaning
Disposable to the rich fucks
Work from check to check
I can never get my money up
Hate to worry 'bout money
Trapped in materialist society
None of this even excites me
I feel dead inside no fighting

Feel like a cog in the machine (×4)
Wanna die they won't need me
I could die they won't see me
Replaceable in the machine (×2)
Feel like a cog in the machine (×4)
End it all but the machine (×4)
Will continue to be cogging

johnnascus - cog in the machine (prod. james gorczyca) [untitled_0021]]

The earth decays
fade away
Drinking monster
In the midnight
I wanna feel 
So alive-live
Cause I'm losing
My soul
And im dying, 
On the inside, inside
Fade away
To the grey
You can't escape
The fog is to hazy

Fade away
To the grey